[alyssa]* - 18, Female, Edmonton
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I really want everything to go back to normal
I dont know how im going to make it through without you
I love you so much,
and I just wish it didnt have to end
But if thats the only way for me to stop hurting and crying,
then i guess its for the best.
 

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♥
I love how i never go on the computer anymore
 

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Mill Woods Tourny
Mill Woods Tourny Oct. 10-12

Saturday Oct. 11
East soccer Center ---> Inter vs. St.Albert Impact
1:15

Saturday Oct. 11
South soccer center ---> Scottish united vs. Inter
7:00

Come watch us play :)
 

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abraweab
best / worst / scariest night ever

Getting totally waisted in the field,
the cops coming...screw them.
Me and shannon bawling our eyes out,
the guys carrying brooke home,
then shannon not being able to breath,
that was the scariest moment of my whole entire life,
i dont know what we would have done if the guys weren't there,
it was a good thing they were all sober and knew first aid.
Brooke by the toilet all night,
oh boy im so sorry guys, we caused so much shit for you.
hahaha wow, it was fun, but fuckking scary as hell.
What an emotional night, for everyone
 

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So happy :)
Practice cancelled tomorrow!!
Finally get to sleep in and do nothing all day...
haven't had one of those lazy days in a looonngg time
 

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♥
Lovin Bellrose with my bestfriend
 

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bellrose :)
"Your so hot, you set off the fire alarm twice today"


hahaha
good times
 

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I HATE YOU
:(
 

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excited :)
Hello Bellrose
Goodbye Paul Kane :(
 

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blah
I still can not believe you
how you could hurt me like that
and you proved to me that you really never cared.
People always say the truth hurts, and sometimes it does
but sometimes its like a relief from everything thats going on
 

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loveyou
Me and Jenaya's list:

1. _ _ _ _ _ _ _
2. _ _ _ _ . _
3. _ _ _
4. _ _ _ _


I'd watch out if i were you
 

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i can not believe you
I can not believe you would do something like that,
That's really low of you,
I can't believe i trusted you this whole time,
who knows what else you could be lying about.
If you really felt the way you did about me,
you would not have done that.
You hurt me, and that trust is going to be hard to get back
 

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Best Friend ♥

Jenaya Peters
I love you so much,
words can't even explain.
We have known each other forever!!!
LIke since we were little...like at the park lol!
If it wasn't for soccer we would have never met each other,
and that would have been horrible,
cause then i wouldn't have found someone as amazing as you!
We have so many good times together, too many to name.
If i know our friendship we will be friends forever!
You are my best friend and i don't know what i would do without you.
I can tell you anything, and i know you wont judge me,
even if what comes out is rediculously stupid lol.
haha I love you
-- Alyssa ♥
 

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Me and Jenaya's love
 

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love this song :)
You warned me that you were gonna leave
I never thought you would really go
I was blind but baby now I see
Broke your heart but now I know
That I was being such a fool
And I didn't deserve you


I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

Lookin' at the letter you that you left
[The letter that you left, will I ever get you back]
Wondering if I'll ever get you back
[ooh aahh, ooh ahh]
Dreaming about when I'll see you next
[When will I see you next, will I ever get you back]
Knowing that I never will forget
[I]
won't forget, I won't forget]
That I was being such a fool
And I still don't deserve you


I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I don't know if I'll get up
And I don't wanna cause a scene
Cause I'm dyin' without your love (yeah!)
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you

So tell me what we're fighting for
Cause you know that truth means so much more
Cause you would if you could, don't lie
Cause I'd give everything that I've got left
To show you I mean what I have said
I know I was such a fool
But I can't live without you


Don't wanna fall asleep
Don't know if I'll get up
I don't wanna cause a scene
But I'm dyin' without your love
I'm beggin' to hear your voice
Tell me you love me too
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
Yeah!


Don't wanna fall asleep (Don't wanna fall asleep)
Cause I don't know if I'll get up (Who knows if I'd get up)
And I don't wanna cause a scene
'Cause I'm dyin' without your love (Yeah!)
I'm beggin' to hear your voice (Let me hear your voice)
Tell me you love me too (Tell me you love me too)
Cause I'd rather just be alone
If I know that I can't have you
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