HOLY MOTHER OF EFFING PEARLS!!!!!
fuck people are fucking dumb. people need to get there shit together and stop fucking running there mouths about stupid fucking shit. im a little pissed off so ill write a better one tomorrow when i can actualyl think and make proper fucking paragraphs about fucking stupid shit and the people they fuckign include. grr.... its like saying i love and not meaning it.....its fucking pathetic! we've talked and iv concidered you a really good freind...
this whole fucking year has been about drama abnd fucking shit like that. about fucking people stabbing SO CALLED FRIENDS in the back. or acting liek SO CALLED FRIENDS. im sick of it. people need to grow the fuck up. stop fucking runnig your mouths around the world.
and if you think this isnt about you....think again.
Fuck drama and all this stress and shit
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*BVJ
*Bunjee Jumping
*Sky Diving
*New Job
*TRUE Friends
*Family
*GRADUATING!
oh i hate this all so much =( =(
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right now every second feels like a minute and every minute feels like an hour,
and everyhour feels like a lifetime =(
CREATE MEMORIES:
if you want to keep your memories, you first ahve to live them.
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im thankful for you both and the memories we have had together.
im thankfull for the memories and the times we shared but its time to move on. im glad your happy. i still love you and i want you to be happy =) <3
things always happen for a reason. what ever deosnt kill you only makes you stonger.
and listen to the gut feeling. its usually right.
I’m waitin’ on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet
I started smoking cigarettes there’s nothing else to do I guess
Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin’
I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad
Life aint hard but it’s too long to live it like some country song
Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime
I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Forget you high society, I’m soakin’ it in Kerosene
Light ‘em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA!
Dirty hands aint made for shakin’, aint a rule that aint worth breakin’
Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Now I don’t hate the one who left You cant hate someone whos dead
He’s out there holding on to someone, I’m holding up my smoking gun
I’ll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name
Well I’m giving up on love cause love’s given up on me
Well I’m giving up on love HEY love’s given up on me
i need to get out of this school and this town
i used to be so stoked to go to prom..now not so much
i jsut cant beieve how pathetic ppl in grade twlve for christ sake can be
grow thw fuck up
it has nothing to do with you you fucking biych
and now threatening me...
seriously send who ever you want on me. ill call the cops cause im not playing this fucking game.
im done with it.
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i guess its done. it really is. i cant believe you would do this to me. but its your life and i want you to be happy. it doesnt change anything about how i feel. i still cant eat or sleep and your off having the time of your life. im starting to think that the past nine months or at least the past month or two have all been a lie. i really dont know. i hate what im feeling and i hate what im thinking.
all i can say is thank god there is only a week left of social class. casue i cant do it anymore =(
iv never felt this bad in my life =(
i cant breathe half the time, i cant eat,
iv been throwing up and i have this horrible sick feeling in my chest
iv never regreted something this abd and there nothing i can do =(
im so sorry.
i really am not sure what to do. when i say you were my life i meant it completley.
i literally have no idea what to do with myself.
its horribleto say but i have no want to get up in the morning. i have nothing to look forward to anymore. nothing. there probaby are soem things i jsut cant see them right now. im so lost.
someone come save me =(
NEVER make someone your everything, casue when there gone...you have nothing
Merry Christmas Everyone!!
