omfg im going to the battle of the bands concert tomorrow night!!!
its gunna be fucking sweet i cant fucking wait!!!
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does anyone got hammy's nex?
if so message me it please !!
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well...today has been completely fuckin' LAME!!!
and now im even more confused then ever.. dumb boys..

so i thinking of a certain someone...
who just lit up my day..
he put a smile on my face without even trying ..
i think that i might ....well might be starting to have a crush
which is crazy...cause i really just met him....
argh why... why me...
this is just confusing...anyone got any advice?

HELP...but help in a good way....

WARNING THE FOLLOWING ARE PERSONAL!
do not delete any questions, you have to answer them all.

will you answer every question honestly? sure
have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? yup...drunk
have you ever punched anyone in the face? yea
do you miss anything or anyone? all the time
what makes you laugh no matter what? my friends
have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours? no
who was the last person you talked to? trent
what do you dislike at the moment? that i dont graduate for another 4 months
name one person on your top friends who is the most like you? nobody at least i dont think so...

HARDER
do you get butterflies around the guys or girls you like? sure
do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? nope
will you get married? prolly
will you be doing drugs in the near future? dont think so...
do you lie about your age? no...dont have to

VERY PERSONAL
if you were to have sex right now would you use a condom? yes
are you happy with yourself? hardly ever
would you change yourself for the person you love? no
what do you tell yourself when times get hard? keep your chin up things will get better.. lol
when did you last cry? few days ago
do you believe in religion? depends
when was the last time you fell asleep with a girl? just over a month ago..
what is currently on your mind? a certain boy
did you ever wish a close friend to death? no
has a girl ever seriously punched you more than once? no
have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? yea
do you think you were ever in love? yea...

SHOCKING.
have you ever dated your friend’s ex? yea
have you done bad things with your parents near by? maybe....lol
have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? no
did you ever fail the school year? no
have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? nope
have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? yea..once
do you think your future will be a good one? i really hope so.

wow... life is fucked and so are
boys.... i dunno what to do??....
like fuck one minute boys are like all caring and shit and then the next they are actiing like total assholes...
why the fuck is that!?!?!?!?
comment if you know why that is....

hey all all my pics that say that deds are up for grabs... are UP FOR GRABS... if you want a pic dedicated to you just commment or message me and i will dedicate it to you just telll me....

why did you ever have to come back into my life... why did you ever have to love me...
why did you have to be the come and then go person..
why couldnt you just stay no..you couldnt do that you had to play games...
youll never stop playing the games will you???
stop playing with my heart and head,,,, they are not your playing field i dont need
to be hurt again by you.. enough is enough...
i loved you and gave you everything and i was a fool....

i gotta go home soon and face the music of my cousin...
i dont know what its about and im freaking out...
fuck am i really that much of a fuck up???

tj..current state of mind...depressed and alone once again at this god forsaken party...
feelin' unloved much..yes,..very much true...




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there is someone who im close to who is dying...and well hes so young and
it kills me inside to know that hes hurting so bad...like its so hard
i dont want him to die...hes so young
and hes an amazingg person...
dont die sweetie....i lovers you....
get better soon...

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like i said before state of mind at a party depressed..
just feeling like there is nothing else to live for...
sick and tired of disapointments and lost love..and getting hurt
and tired of life...
like just kill me and get it over with ,....
i love you baby and nothing will ever change.... miss you so....
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current state of mind..
at a party depressed/....