Another murder mystery going down in history, dissconnected from my heart, life it don't mean shit to me, It's so hard to keep living when all i see is dying, in my room bed ridden cause i couldn't stop the crying. I'm in a diffrent stage of life I'm trying to find a gates a sign, been through all the hardships, and fought my way through it defiant. I'm relying on the power of love, and the suppliance for the lions wit created above, now I'm a giant. Many mistakes weigh heavy and I can't take it, I try to pull a smile, but I can't fake it. Demon's surrounding me in my dreams, and I can't shake myself up in my sleep, trying to leap, but i can't make it. Someday's are happy but most days is foul, a handful of people give a shit, the rest is full of bowel, high up in the stars tonight, puffin' my endo, burning the candles, feelin' the stress and it's pressin on my chest momma, I'm hopin' that I see the light, praying on her bedside watching all the dead fly's. Momma prayin on her bedside, night means dead rise, Apocalypse is coming soon, you see them dead flys? View the world through red eyes, multiply stacks high, loose lips, sink, ships, and now the boat capsized. Now I'm sinking in the ocean stuggling just to keep floating, shark bites, leave the wounds open. But rules alone in the blue lagoon, but i keep hoping, but death is creeping up, i see em coming, slow motion. momma on her bedside, Tachi's got red eyes, been up four weeks she can't sleep with a deadfly, been a while since I smiled sitting on a dead flught, across canada I was making all the headlines. The stars so far it don't matter where we falling, we goin fumble our calling.