![[*Billy*] - 23, Female, Canada](http://images.nexopia.com/gallerylandscapemini/1/1442706/1.jpg "[*Billy*] - 23, Female, Canada"){kind=small}
Well this is me. Um were to start. I live on farm with my mom and i effin love it. I am 5?9 brown eyes and hair is I don?t know right now cause I dye it a lot. I have 10 piercings now, I am looking to get more along with some tattoo?s I designed myself. I have I am usually good to get along with. I make friends with everyone. I can say that I am out going and I can be loud at times and really hyper but its fun and that?s what I am all about is fun. But sometimes I annoy myself. Lol. I speak my mind and I can be bitch sometimes. I like to party a lot but I like the occasional hanging out in my room by myself listening to music or making music. I don?t care what anyone thinks of me but I also have a low self-esteem but I wont care on what you have to say about me I?ll just laugh at you. I am usually a lover not a fighter. I love my mom a lot and my one and only sister Mel and her daughter and her lil man (our little brother). I love my friends to death, I can say I have a lot of them in different places. I don?t judge people on how they look, how popular they are, how rich they are or who thinks they are kool, I judge people on how their personality is. I give everyone a chance with me but once someone pisses me off or looses my trust, that?s the only chance they get with me. I do not smoke, drink or do drugs cause that?s my past and I decided to quit all that. I don?t hate people who do that stuff its their decision and I still like to go and party but I can do that without getting a buzz. . I have the occasional beer on special occasions but don?t drink every damn weekend spending my money like some people but i still go to parties every weekened just dont drink. My past was pretty rocky and rough like with drugs, partying, didn?t?t care about my life or anyone else, suicide, and anything you can think that is bad that can happen with someone. But I had changed my life around mostly because I want to grow up and also have a good future. It took me a while to get to acutally be in a relationship because of how hurt i got in my past ones. But he made me realize that there is more out there and better. My worst fear is losing my family and also growing up. I am scarred to grow up because I don?t want to leave my mom alone and I like being young and being 19 is already old enough for me. But I also have a lot plans for myself after I graduate. I want to go to university to become a Primary Care paramedic and after about 10 years of working at that I want to become an RCMP officer and in between that I am going to open up a country bar and restraunt with my sister. Well that?s me in a nutshell (corny!) haha. But yeah If you want to know anything else just ask me. Otay! Ps-I AM THE MOTHER FUCKEN PRINCESS!!
SIAST next year in Regina 
my likes
;**my squishy**
**warm nights**Sleepovers(haha)**
**Laughing till it hurts**Friends**
**the rain** long hugs** piercings**
** the color black and neon colors**WATER**eating crackers**
**Loud music**North Battleford** living on a farm**being rad with my sister** Tim Hortons**Cuddling**
**dancing** Saying Random words**Export A Gold or Blue**Soft beds**Cats**
**slow dancing to no music** playing the good ol'guitar**mmm coffee**
**long no meaning walks** Vinalla Ice cream**
**eyeliner**Sunrises**Staying up all night**
**Fishnets**Highheels**
**marker fights**
**lipgloss**
(UglY)me
future paramedic =)
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She can't dance,
She doesn't know how to pose in pictures
She always does her make-up wrong, if she wears any at all
She's not pretty, hot or beautiful
Not at all, not even a bit
She listens to the stupidest music
&& she cries when she watches sappy movies
She's too immature for her age
When she puts her head on your shoulder,
It?s not because she?s tired, she wants to be close to you
She'd rather do nothing with you, than something with anybody else
She gets wayy to excited about the little things,
Which turn out to be all in her head
She'll believe pretty much anyone
Her heart's been broken more times than she can count
She's a sucker for love poems and sad songs
She'll take winter over summer anyday
She'd love to take a midnight walk with you
&& When you're gone she misses you more than you know
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She doesn't know how to pose in pictures
She always does her make-up wrong, if she wears any at all
She's not pretty, hot or beautiful
Not at all, not even a bit
She listens to the stupidest music
&& she cries when she watches sappy movies
She's too immature for her age
When she puts her head on your shoulder,
It?s not because she?s tired, she wants to be close to you
She'd rather do nothing with you, than something with anybody else
She gets wayy to excited about the little things,
Which turn out to be all in her head
She'll believe pretty much anyone
Her heart's been broken more times than she can count
She's a sucker for love poems and sad songs
She'll take winter over summer anyday
She'd love to take a midnight walk with you
&& When you're gone she misses you more than you know
Here's too
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YYYY
? Forever ?
In the brightest hour of my darkest day
I realized what isw rong with me
Can't get over you. can't get through to you
It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start
Take thses memories that are Haunting me
Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors
He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her...
Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever
Sitting by a fire on a lonely night
Hanging over from another good time
With another girl... little dirty girl
You should listen to this story of a life
You're my heroine-in this moment i'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams
All these drugs all these women
I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine
One last kiss before i go
Dry your tears, it is time to let you go
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Omg I love her, she is my idol!![/color][/b]
What is cool?
Is cool being like everyone else and walking around slitting your wrists and wearing bad make up?
Is cool putting other people down and gossiping until someone commits suicide?
Is cool being a slut and sleeping with as many different people as you can?
Is cool abusing drugs and alcohol and having a constant hangover?
Is cool throwing up until you are as skinny as the girls in the magazines?
Is cool warping and having surgery to mutate your body into what you think is beautiful?
Is cool going to jail for possesion of weapons or underage sex/drinking?
Is cool using and abusing girls just to get sex, is it worth breaking their hearts?
......Cool doesn't sound so cool... when you think about it
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Is cool being like everyone else and walking around slitting your wrists and wearing bad make up?
Is cool putting other people down and gossiping until someone commits suicide?
Is cool being a slut and sleeping with as many different people as you can?
Is cool abusing drugs and alcohol and having a constant hangover?
Is cool throwing up until you are as skinny as the girls in the magazines?
Is cool warping and having surgery to mutate your body into what you think is beautiful?
Is cool going to jail for possesion of weapons or underage sex/drinking?
Is cool using and abusing girls just to get sex, is it worth breaking their hearts?
......Cool doesn't sound so cool... when you think about it
? ? ? ?
promise me. that's all I want.
just a promise that you will never
forget me. tell me i changed you
somehow. let me know that I had an
impact on your life. promise me
that you will always remember me.
losing you was hard enough, but i
don't want to go on knowing i meant
absolutely nothing to you
[/size][/i]just a promise that you will never
forget me. tell me i changed you
somehow. let me know that I had an
impact on your life. promise me
that you will always remember me.
losing you was hard enough, but i
don't want to go on knowing i meant
absolutely nothing to you
