just got off the phone with alisha... was talking for an hour... bed time!!!

<3 i wish one day you would notice how much i love you...
<3 instead of just walking by
<3 or instead of thinking i'm just another girl
</3 without you i don't know what to do...

I fell for him, He didnt want me... I pushed so many people away... But now I think Im falling for him, not the one that I though it would be... But the bad thing is... I LOVE THEM BOTH... but they don't give a shit!!!

My name is Chris

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I cant do a wrong

I cant speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlies bar

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

Im so afraid now

I'm starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

Hes already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues


With more bad words spoken,

'Im sorry!', I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor

My name is Chris

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me to the soul,

And if you read this

and don't pass it on

I pray for your forgivness

Because you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be affected By this Poem

And because U R affected,

Do something about it!

So all i ask you to do

Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

post this as daddy it hurts

if u do not send this to everyone you know

then you obviously dont care about child abuse

at first i thought this was just a chain letter

and i wasnt goign to send it either

but now i realise

that this is an important situation

at least 5 children each day

from around the world

die from child abuse

if you are heartless

and chose to do nothing but delete this

then let you be abused

and you will know how they feel!!

A - Available - No
B - Best Friend - Dani (i hope she is still)
C - Crush - Someone im not dating...
D - Dad's Name - Randy
E - Easiest Person To Talk To - Scott, Rion, Devyn, Patrick
F - Favorite Band/Singer - Dont have a fav
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms - Gummy bears
H - Hometown - Surrey BC
I - Instrument - Guitar
J - Job - Babysitting, and co-op
K - Kids - Hoping...
L - Longest Car Ride - over 48 hrs coming homefrombc because my aunt is an idiot lol
M - Milk Flavor - Chocolate
N - Number Of Siblings - 6
O - One Wish - That he would stop avoiding the question so I will know what I should do...
P - Phobias - Heights and spiders...
Q - Favorite Quote - You Have To Be True To Yourself Before You Can Be True To Others
R - Reason To Smile - My friends and family
S - Song You Last Heard - Unwanted - Avril Lavigne
T - Time You Woke Up - 6:36
U - Unknown Fact About Me - I write songs anywhere and everywhere if something comes to mind... then I sing them after to see how it sounds...
V - Vegetable - Carrot
W - Worst Habits - Biting my nails
X - X-Rays You've Had - Knee
Y - Your Favorite Food - I dont have a fav.
Z - Zodiac Sign - Libra

DEDICATING PICS... gimme a number and yuu can own it =D better tell me quick or yuu might lose it...

Sometimes I wish I wasn't alive,
And that is what I dispise.
I wish that I wasn't here,
But what would I do if I couldn't appear?

I lost him in the best time ever,
Now I will get him never.
He is sometimes obsessed
Its always such a big mess.

Now he is sucidal
How do I get him to stop?
How can I get him to understand,
And see that all I want is him?

There is nothing that I can do,
Except lay here crying in my room.
I wish someone would come take the pain,
And every breath I continue to take.

I am nothing if he is gone,
This is my final song.
So take my words and take them deep,
Now this is my suicidal sleep.

I wake no more,
For I fear.
To live a day,
Without you here.

I miss you lots,
Please read this again.
I am now alone with my thoughts,
So please don't pretend.

You wanted me,
You lost me.
Now I'm gone,
you have now read my final song.

I was lost within your eyes,
Then surrounded by demies.
I hope you're happy now,
You broke my soul and let it go.

What the fuck is his problem...

what do yuu really think about me??

Who Are You?
When Did We Meet?
How Have I Affected You?
Would You Hug Me?
Would You Kiss Me?
Would You Fuck Me?
Are We Close?
On A Scale Of 1-10 How Would You Rate Me?
Am I Loveable?
Do You Have A Crush On Me?
Have You Dated Me?
Would You Date Me?
Would You Ever Get Drunk With Me?
Have You Ever Pissed Me Off ?
Are You Going To Put This In Your BLOG To See What I Say About You?

Katie's sitting on the old front porch
Watching the chickens peck the ground
There ain't a whole lot going on tonight
In this one horse town.
Over yonder, coming up the road
In a beat-up Chevy truck
Her boyfriend Tommy, he's laying on the horn
Splashing through the mud and the muck

Her daddy says, "he ain't worth a lick
When it came to brains, he got the short end of the stick"
But Katie's young and man she just don't care
She'd follow Tommy anywhere

She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
And even if they have to run away
She's gonna marry that boy someday

Katie and Tommy at the drive-in movie
Parked in the very last row
They're too busy holding on to one another
To even care about the show
But later on outside the Tastee Freeze,
Tommy slips something on her hand
He says, "my high school ring will have to do
Till I can buy a wedding band"

Her daddy says, "he ain't worth a lick
When it came to brains, he got the short end of the stick"
But Katie's young and man she just don't care
She'd follow Tommy anywhere
She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
And even if they have to run away
She's gonna marry that boy someday

Her daddy's waiting up till half past twelve
When they come sneaking up the walk
He says, "young lady get on up to your room
While me and junior have a talk"
But Mama breaks in and says, "don't lose your temper
It wasn't very long ago
When you yourself was just a hay-seed plowboy
Who didn't have a row to hoe"

"My daddy said you wasn't worth a lick
When it came to brains, you had the short end of the stick
But he was wrong and honey you are too
Katie looks at Tommy like I still look at you"

She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
What's meant to be will always find a way
She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy
She's in love with the boy

What's meant to be will always find a way
She's gonna marry that boy someday.
She's in love with the boy....

I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE HR... I'LL MISS EVERYONE TOO MUCH... AND I'LL CRY TOO MUCH!!!!!!

I PRAY TO GOD THAT I'M NOT EXPELLED AND I PRAY TO GOD THAT I DON'T HAVE TO LEAVE

Why is it that
Girls never get the guy
They really want,
And always the one they don't?
Why is that we are never able
To have the guy we need,
All because they don't seem to notice
We need them??

I got the one I want forever...
Not the one I didn't...
He is the one I need...
And he finally noticed...

MATT ♥
04/30/08
ILY

"Our Song"

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Repeat Chorus]

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

will you marry me?

The first person to message you saying "I do."
will be your Nexopiia Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun.
You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.

WIFE = BRAYDI!! *A.F.I* + Melissa!! XcoreChemicals
HUSBAND = NO ONE </3