Why can't I just let go¿
Let go of what I know can't be there.
Let go of everything I will ever be.
Let go of who I know I am.
Why must it be this hard¿
Be this hard to feel the way I do.
Be this hard to know what I do.
Be this hard to write what I can't say.
Why do I ask questions I know can't be answered?
Maybe they won't be answered.
Maybe I don't want them answered.
But I want you to know, the way you make me feel.
The way you make me feel is indescribable.
There are no words I could ever to say,
That would let you know just how I feel.
But I want you to know.
Josh this poem is about you.
You are the only one that makes me feel like this.
You may not know that,
But I hope you do now.
Will it change how you think about me?
Will it change how you feel about me?
Will it change anything about you?
In ways I hope not.
In ways I hope it will.
In ways I just want to know what you would say.
What would you say if you were with me now?
If I felt like the world had stopped spinning,
What would you say to me?
What would you do for me to tell me that it would be ok?
Josh I'm sure I know how you feel.
Just let me know.
Tell me something,
Something from deep inside you.
Tell me what you feel.
What you think.
What you want.
What you know.
What you don't know.
What you feel is right and wrong.
Just tell me everything about you.
Tell me your deepest secrets.
Your darkest fears.
Tell me something you have never told anybody else.
Trust me with your secrets and fears.
Trust me with your life.
I will never harm you,
Not in anyway.
I would trust you with my life.
I would trust you with everything inside me.
Trust is what I give you.
Now give me your trust.
Trust me with everything.
But most of all,
Joshua *Tool* Ford,
Trust me with your Heart.

My love for you is like a river,
Running constantly never ending.
Having its twist and turns,
Its ups and downs.
But in the end it over comes all.
Getting bigger and bigger.
Until at last it flows into the ocean.
My love is like the ocean,
Always there but taken for granted.
The strength of my love can concur all.
The will of my love will over come any little hardship.
My love runs wild with all its spins and twirls.
My love will always be there,
Even if you do not think of it all the time.
Remember my love,
Hold my love dear,
Always know it is there,
Because my love for you will never end!