i honestly thought i had founf my true friend, my best friend that we would be there for eachother no matter what through think and thin,.... and now i wouldnt even concider us that good a friends... you ignore my fb messages and my texts... you move back home and i feel like you cancel me out of your life...then you come down for the weekend for the first time in like 2 months and ask my sister to hang out and not me... i dont think you understand truely how much are hurting me right now... you say you have alot going on right now, newflash everyone does i was moving out and still would of made time for you....
I dont even feel like your my best friend any more, and you have no clue how much your hurting me...

A True Boyfriend would do the following:

• Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything
• Tease her and let her tease you back.
• Stay up all night with her.
• Watch her favorite movie with her.
• Give her the world.
• Let her wear your clothes.
• When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
• Let her know she's important.
• Kiss her in the pouring rain.
• When she runs up at you crying.. the first thing you say is.. "Who's ass am i beating today baby?"
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1) Call you
2) Kiss you
3) Love you
4) Text you
5) Message you on myspace
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you will lose the one you love a

I honestly feel like i am on top of the freaking world right now...
I am the happiest i ahve been in a very long time...
I got two of my best friends back
i cured my home sickness by hanging out with an english rugby team last night...
I am not fighting with my parents anymore
andi have a guy that i really like...
Everything is going right in my life right now... and from now until it comes crashing down you will very rarely see me without a smile on my face... i love being happy

What to say...
Just when i thought that thinks couldnt get any worse you throw this at me too. That is bad enough but the fact that you couldnt even tell me yourself and i had to hear it from my best friend..
Way to freaking go........
Does anyone else want to make my life any worse?
1st~Grandad dies
and then my grad date cancels on me
Thanks

I dont even know what to say i miss you so so much...
We have had so many amazing memories together.
I can't believe that this is the end...
Goodbye what else more can i say... i'll see you around

I dont know why but i miss you...
i want to fix this so bad but you dont so i dont know what to do...

So this weekend was the best weekend ever... but at the same time so freaking stupid and weird.


Like honestly do you really think that throwing shoes at me and then running away is going to solve anything... and everything you think i supposdly did.. ya i know what people have told you.. and quess what none of it s fucking true...i thought you knew me better than that.. and cutting me out of pictures... really mature...
i care about our friendship but if this is going to continue... like whenever i call to fix it you are too busy.. then fine that right there shows me that you dont give a fuck about our friendship.. and we have been through so much together.. i thought it ment more to you than this, i know it did to me.. But i really dont know what else i can do i really dont...
I give up

But on the other hand.. Saturday day and night was amazing...
for those of you that were there... minus a few.. you are al so amazing and strong.. never forget that there are people that love you, even if you dont think so.. i love you guys so so much and saturday night is a night i will never forget i opened up to people and people i never thought would.. opened up to me.. I love you all

You know what sucks is that we considered eachother best friend we were practically sisters you were my shoulder to cry on and you knew everything about my life... and i thought i knew most of yours... But latley we have been grownig apart... at this moment i wouldnt even consider us best friends there are other people in you life that seem to matter more... Even if they are the ones that abuse you everyday... I have said everything i can. I honestly dont know what else i can say... i guess i am going to have to let it be and you will find out for yourself... and when you get hurt again i will still be here for you but i dunno what you want me too do..........

Don't you just hate when you have that really bad feeling in you.. A feeling that makes you sick to your stomach... But you can figure out what it is....

phone:
ring..
ring..
ring..

boy:: hello?

girl:: hey!

boy:: what are you up to?

girl:: just thinking about the greatest guy in the world..you?

boy:: oh nuthing

girl:: are you ok? you sound upset.

boy:: im fine. just..

girl:: just what?

boy:: i dont know, iv’e just been thinking..

girl:: thinking what?

boy:: [silence]

girl:: please tell me, i love you.

boy:: i think we should take a break.

girl:: what? [voice shaky]

boy:: look i cant take all your drama anymore.

girl:: i thought you said you loved helping me.. loved being there for me.

boy:: i just cant take it anymore.

girl:: please don’t do this.

boy:: its just a break, we can go out at the beginning of summer...i
promise. every girl i date till then will be a lie. i only love you.

girl:: ...why...how...you said you would never turn into one of them.. a heart breaker. what about Paris?

boy:: look...i love you i swear i do, just we cant date.

girl:: there’s more then my emotions right? theres another reason..

boy:: ...no.. just we need to take a break.

girl:: i cant promise i will be waiting here for you when summer comes.

boy:: aight....

girl:: i cant believe you, you said you loved me, you said im the one, you said you
would never leave me... I’ve gave you so many chances... yeah whatever. leave me then.

boy:: i love you.. i’m sorry.

girl:: don’t say that... i better go.

boy:: no i wanna talk.

girl:: well i don’t, go call someone else.

boy:: no i want you.

girl:: you had me...you broke me.

boy:: I’m sorry [starts crying]

girl:: yeah, that’s what they all say... Ill see you at school. goodbye

boy:: babe..don’t.

girl:: dont call me babe! im not your babe..bye.

boy:: i love you..

girl:: i lov...[hangs up]

the girl throws her phone at her wall and screams into her pillow..
she cant take the pain.
she reaches for her knife..
puts it on her wrist and watches as she slashes herself away.
tears run down her face. she stops.
she looks down.. she had cut her vein.
she couldn’t breathe.blood was pouring out of her.
she lay there on her carpet as she died.
she whispered to herself.. "maybe now he will care"
those were her last words.
the boy had called back to tell her not to cut.. but it was to late.
she lay there, cold. her blood stained carpet and her ringing phone across her room where she had threw it.

the next day her parents found her dead; they informed the school.
they notified her friends and family.. they couldn’t believe it.
he loved her...she loved him.
what happend?

the school made an announcement..."students may i have your attention please...we have terrible news. one of our students has commited suicide last night,
we are so sorry...we will need to see her closest friends and boyfriend."

the boys heart stopped...he knew it was her.. tears started to form in his eyes.
he walked down to the councelors office and saw her closest friends crying their eyes out.
they looked at him.

girls bff:: do you know why she did this?

boy:: yes

girls bff:: what? it was you wasn’t it? you killed her!

boy:: no we broke up...we had to.

girls bff:: no, you chose to.. you ass!!

boy:: look tou don’t understand, i tried to stop her.. i really did.

girls bff:: yeah right, tour just like every other guy she dated, worthless. a
liar. why did you break up with her, WHY?

boy:: you wouldn’t believe me.

girls bff:: dont give me that. tell me.

boy:: i had a dream...

girls bff:: and?

boy:: God told me i should break up with her.

girls bff:: what?

boy:: see you dont understand..

girls bff: no, no i don’t.

boy:: never mind.. i better get to class.

girls bff: yeah you do that.

the boy has diabetes... he becomes too depressed to take care of it.. he goes into a coma and doesn’t come out...he dies.
he left a note in his journal..
"i love her, i shall be with her now."

repost this or you will have bad luck with love for the next 17 years..
no joke.
you have 3 mins..
repost as "sad story

44 Things A Girl Would Die For
I would do this for her

read this...if your a jerk
learn this
ladies:this will make you tear up
fellas:read it,all of it!

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly

are you remembering this?

6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends

keep reading

11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight
and hug her tight so she cant get to her
friends. it makes her feel loved

Are you thinking about someone?

16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!

oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it
too

21-kiss her on the lips
22-Tell her she means everything to you, but mean it
23-tell her what feels good
24-make her feel loved
25-kiss her infront of other girls you know

we might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to
tickle us

26-don't lie to her
27-dont cheat on her
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a
good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, even when she doesn't need you,
just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you

are you still reading this? u better be, its important

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss
her).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will
automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin
up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her remember this next time you are with her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can
listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while
you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always Remind her how much you love her.

youll never know when she needs just a lil more love


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