i wish i was the oe standing next to you, and the one that you tell your friends thats her. and i wish that i was the one laying next to you, and see your smile everyday. i wish i was the one that you hold and kiss, and say i love you too. i wish i never fucked everything up, and ended with the person im with. because i wish it was you i was with,instead of him. because your all i think about,sometimes i wish we were still tight, not just friends. i want to be your bestfriend that you can tell everything to. like how i tell you everything. if you tell me everything i wouldnt go tell everyone , because true friends dont do that. but life is about making friends, they come and go, but true friends stay til the end of time. i want to share my life with you,but im scared something might happen, and that you would just leave me hanging. i dont want that to happen anymore. im sick of being the one in the back that doesnt get looked at or talked to. or the one that never gets heard. i want to be the one that has the