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As the magazine slides into place I close my eyes and think

As I pull the slide back I can remember the sight of your smile

As the chamber loads I think of the love that I could never speak of

As I draw the hammer back I think of what I could have said

And as it locks in place I replay what might have been in my head

As I place my finger on the trigger it floods into me

'Your smile, is that of an angels'
'Your eyes more mysterious than the mystery of life'
'Your laugh, more intoxicating than the call of the Sirens'
'Like a Goddess, I feel weak in your presence'
'But when you smile at me I feel your strength'
'When you look at me, You see the real me'
'When you laugh, I hear to the beauty'


I squeeze the trigger, and as fast as the thoughts enter my head, they vanish

A loud bang, followed by a scream in the dark... and I am gone

.From The Ashes I Rise.
I was dead
But I have returned
If not for myself then for you
If not to live my life then to live in yours

Without you I am dead
With you I am alive
Away from you I cry
Beside you I smile

Holding your hand I am happy
Embracing you I am loved
Kissing you I am in heaven
With you I am alive





.Roses.

Well, I like to write out things that I feel. And that is where the three things above come from, although I think a few people miss-understood what they meant. I enjoy expressing my self through my words becuase I am not able to do so other wise. I am very shy and I do not like crowds. If you want to talk to me I will talk back, I find it very rude not to answer someone when they say hello. If you are looking at my page and actualy read this then please comment on what you think of my writting.

Now onto the basics, My name is Rikesh, I am 6'3" and weigh in at around 200 lbs. I enjoy playing computer games, website design, and graphics design. I enjoy working on my computer very much, and thus far it hasn't let me down, plus if it gives me any problems I just format it hehe. I also enjoy sketching sometimes, but my art work isn't of the greatest quality.

I am currently looking for someone, but I don't wanna meet just anyone. I would like to meet someone who will be willing to talk with me at night, that is able to trust me fully and completly. My idea of a perfect date is to have a candel light dinner, and watch a movie while sitting on the couch holding hands, and falling asleep in her arms. Ya I know, it sounds manly eh?