Your time has already come and I don't know why
The last thing that I had heard
you were doin' just fine
It seems like just yesterday
I was laughing with you
You left before I had a chance to say goodbye
But that's the way life usually is
it just passes you by
But you can't hold on to regrets and you can't look back
So I'll just be thankful for the times that I had with you
I hope I'm just like you
I hope I turn out to be as good as you

I'll miss you.
I remember Jori and i would go onto the bus to rabbit, and if we didn't see you, we would know that boarding would suck that day. And it did. The chalet was so much quieter without you. You always smiled, even times you probably shouldn't have.
When Aaron would tear me apart you would add in something and then apologize really fast.
Or when you called me a chipmunk, and before I could say anything you started saying sorry, and tried to tell me I was a cute chipmunk.
I'll never forget going to that kids party hah oh god...I was just sitting there, it was the worst night
And then i thought i saw you so i leaned over to see past the kid infront of me, and right when i leaned past him, you did too because you thought you saw me
We sat and talked for the rest of that night, and then I walked you home. You're hug was the best.
You're hugs were always the best. They always will be.
Last time I saw you was at the rodeo...You're hug ..
I'm pretty lucky I got to know you.
I'll miss you bud
rest in peace mitch

Anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.

And as the summer's ending,
The cool air will put your hard heart away.
You were so condescending..
And this is all that's left:
Scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

Yeah there were freaks and hippies in my high school, football players all trying to be cool. Everybody
scramblin’ to hide their beer when the cops drove by, till the coast was clear.
Kids falling in a out of love on the hoods of Chevys, in the beds of trucks. We
were stumbling our way through life till our senior year. But man... We sure did learn a lot in that Wal mart parking lot.


we grew up down by the railroad Tracks
shootin BB's at old beer cans
choakin' on the smoke from a lucky strike
somebody lifted off his old man
these are my people, this is where i come from
we're givin this life everything we got and then some
it aint always pretty, but its real

This is the moment, that you know that you told her that you loved her but you dont.
You touch her skin, and then you think that she is beautiful but she dont mean a thing to me.
We cant talk about it now, so one last touch, and then you'll go. And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more.
But it was vile and it was cheap, and you are beautiful but you dont mean a thing to me.

leave your name and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your own blog

"Even if you think the flame has died,
there's at least one lyric that'll hit that last hot spot,
and then you'll find yourself as messed up as you were the day
you lied and said you never wanted to see him again."
-john mayer

``Fireworks with Jori
``Chelsey. The cab man. . Silent phone, opens it. Starts talking. Fake jamaican accent. Telling us we were sexy. Running into the house. Falling on your mailbox. Cutting open my arm. Going out behind your house. And he's parked there. Ughhh
``Being defense with Cass. I miss you
``Drunk mo-pedding with Kristin
``Jorii. Mo-pedding. Full faced helmets. And little bicycle ones. Your mom flipping out. The little kids...that hated me
``Summer school---Chelsey, Travis. U of A scavenger hunt...Chelsey you suck
``Soccer Windup. Road side bikini dancing with Kelsey. My goodies heh
``Lake x2 with Kylie and sammm oh my .... the boys, the boat rides, the Toyota, the songs, and slurpees, open nudity
``Room 408, arm around me, 7up & malibu [♥]
``Being recruited for Xtreme Soccer Club
``Ivanas house, the playground [♥]
``Walking around st. albert for hours[♥]
``The hours of nothingness in quiznos ... cleaning and not working there... Why
``K Days... Kylie... Meeting up with jesse....oh myy
``Mens Fifa u-20 games...Texting 3 rows down. "oh my god...#18...SEXY!"..."he just kissed him!"
``Shay...sitting where the sexy boys sat...damnnnn
``Dress shopping ... west ed...Chelsey \ Jori
``Grandin Movie Theater, Arts Building, Sturgeon River [♥]
``Ferguson house...Putting my hand on the counter...in somthing i didnt want it in ....ew---Gossip, upsetting talks/confusion, long walks
``Working at Montana's and Canadian Tire. Ugh
``Bike magazines at Chapters [♥]
``Official - outside of Starbucks [♥]
``4 hour break and Craig comes to play with me. play grounds. explanations. stories. hair. don't sell your truck.
``Fantasy Land Hotel -- Jori and Chelsey. Chelsey's sweet 16.
``Raiding the room service cart hah
``"is your name benny?"...super sex appeal
``Running away from the elevator...See no evil?
``Jori and i sneaking onto the west ed boat in the middle of the night, and setting off the alarms...running away
``Jori, Chelsey, and I sneaking into the seal cage thing...No alarms...
``How I jumped over the fence, walked along the dock...Jumped on it lots...The bell rang...running away
``Walking up the center of the up and down escalator. Walking down the up escalator
``Jacuzzi and bubble bath. Smelly Lotion
``Top bunk, watching premonition...The pretty view
``Conversations with old men about dreams at Wendy's [♥]
``"You give me that funny feeling in my tummy" [♥]
``"You look like Bambi" x 100 [♥]
``"Sketchy chipmunk [♥]
``The alley - Emergency bandaides [♥]
``Kicking rocks with Jordy, too much food
``Chelsey's house <3 - Beating up your brother
``Ipod on the trampoline, how my back randomly got soaked
``Walking with jesse. Prime Times. Marble Slab. Letting me drive his car down gravel roads.
``Adams house. Sucking at video games.
``Walking to the end of the drive way <3
``Craig's - Driving back to morinville for slurpees and captain blacks with sam. Orange juice driver. Having to drive back to get the hat. All the kitties. "Holy fuck that hay bales speeding away".
``"Suck on ice cubes, because it will freeze your brain. Then you won't say dumbshit" heh
``Smitty's ... Seeing Nicole for the first time in forever, and our incredible hug. Texting from across the table. I loveeeee you
``Shopping - West ed. 'She's my kinda rain'. New shoes. PJ's Pets. Changing rooms. Photo Booths. Meeting Josh Homme. Yeaaaaaa. Creepy girls staring on the bus. [♥]
``Kylie's house - Calm homework, and fudgsicles
``Montanas - to home - to adams with no makeup crying all night.
``Being on the porch. Scared of the lightening
``Chelseys house. Kingsway. No shoes. Quitting Canadian tire. Cab ride back home. Psycho parents.
``Jori...Hanging out at the house. Watching the messengers. You falling asleep. Broken sandle. Sleeping at my house.
``Last Day Of Summer -How Kyle always knows what to say. Eat at Kelsey's, Shopping at Famous, Playing on the park at 7 hills. Sleeping on the hill. Rolling down with jori.
--Things started. Things ended--

American dan says:
your my friend and i believe that ur worth more then half the people in this world can offer
American dan says:
i don't know... I care for you kid

Joorri.` says:
i think if hes not 100% happy with who you are, and your not 100% happy with who he is.. you two arent meant for eachother.
Joorri.` says:
and it seems to me that 87% of the time you are 100% happy with who he is, and about 72% of the time he is 100% happy with who you are.
Joorri.` says:
and personally i wouldnt risk that 13% on him