if you new me and asked me if i missed the old times in my life i would reply with two answers. yes because i have come to never regret anything for it is a waste of energy. and no because the life im living right now makes me just as or possibly even more happier. ever have one of those life changing experiences that just set you in a different way. well i did and now my way of life the way i talk to people, the things i say and feel are all reflected not just on me but if i will hurt anyone. i have learned to love not just a thing but as an actual emotion. and now for once im sure this is somthing no one can take frome me.