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Forget him girl, he ain't gon' never change
ain't no hater but that nigga lost in the game
After the bright lights and big thangs
he probably could love you, but he in love with the struggle
Everyday, his mind on gettin mo' money,
and never your feelings, he's chasin millions fo' sho'
Uh oh. now you bout to have his baby? dayamn
Another wild-assnigga that's gon' drive you crazy
You got too much, mo', livin to do I'm spittin this to you,
cause you deserve more than what he givin to you
Beautiful, precious, and complicated
A new millennium dime piece, so fine she
got em all stuck standin still when she come through
Baby take a little mo' time, love'll find you
And show us the sky's blue somebody other than me
gon' give you everything you need, feel me?
 

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Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed.
We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. This is for us.
We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.
Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today.
The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.
This is for those great girls who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last times because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if".
This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend, & cried during the entire conversation.
The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us.
This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.
Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.
The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.
This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again.
Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them.
Here's for the times that he broke your heart again & again.
This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.
Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.
Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When 'your song' comes on the radio, change the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off.When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.
Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. One day you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
This is for those girls who fell back in love with him, only to get hurt all over again
 

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http://youtube.com/watch?v=viBIH_NxEYk
sooo sad
FU*k were the best

we pre drink harder then you partttttty;;

im sick of the hook'ups , the setups, the fcuk up's , the guy who doesn't know what he wants;the guy who does, but won't admit it. the guy that only want's one thingg.
I just want the real thing. <3
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life isn't perfect, you have to overcome new obstacles each day. if life was even close to being perfect, it wouldn't be worth living. different sorts of things change on a daily basis & nothing's guarenteed to stay the same forever. you always seem to be obsessed over things you can't have but when you do have it you can't appreciate it. when you lose it, you want it back but when it's gone you can never understand why you let it go.. it's hard to wait around for something, that you know might never happen but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want. never have regrets the only people you need in your life, are the ones that need you in theirs. in the end, things have a possibility of not having the outcome you expected. everything happens for a reason, so instead of wondering why you think the world is not working in your favor, repair the damages you've caused. no matter how much you care or feel about someone it's not going to change the way they feel about you. some things never change and nothing is ever guaranteed to always be there. move on from the people in the past, there's a reason why they are not in your future.things always get worse before they get better. forgive - never forget. - -things usually only happen once, so make the best of it because you only have one chance at life..
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I am so weak and I'm so tired
It's hard for me to
Find enough strength to feed the fires
That fuel my ego
And consequently all my pride has all but died
Which leaves me
Down on my knees
Back to the place I
Should have started from

Been beat up
Been broken down
Nowhere but up
When you're facedown
On the ground
I'm in last place
If I place at all
But there's hope
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&&after a while you realize you need to stop
getting mad and just expect the lowest from the
people you thought the highest of . . . .



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Ryan Getzlaf # 15 the ducks
HOOOOOOT
hahah
but i gotta say GO DETRIOT
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thing a ma bob
1. What's your name: Sarah
2. How tall are you: 5"9
3. What color are your eyes: Blue
4. What color is your hair: blonde
5. Are you Male or Female: female.
6. What is your best feature (physically): oh gosh, umm dunno
7. What's your shoe size: 8
8. Glasses, yes or no: no.
9. Did you ever have braces: noppperz
10. On a typical day you are wearing: jeans and shirt haha.
11. When you go to bed you're wearing: pj's
12. Work Out/Exercise about how often: hmmm. haha lets say im lazy!

CIRCLE TWO: MUSIC
1. Name five of your favorite bands @ the moment: hmmm to many to pick!
2. Name five of your favorite singers: like more then 5!
3. Name three songs you are currently playing nonstop: rhianna ft jay z-umbrella, kelly clarckson never again , akon try so hard.
4. Name lyrics that best suit your life right now: stay beautiful
5. Name one song (give lyrics) that best describes your life one year ago: life by our lady peace.
6. When you're driving, what are the preset stations on your radio: the bounce
7. What's the last CD you bought: hmmmm relient K ... i think. lol
8. Was the last CD you burned an actual CD or a mix: mix
9. Name one song/band/singer you're embarrassed to like but do: techno songg
10. If you could only attend one concert ever again, it would be: Butch Walker
11. Name one band/singer you absoulutely can't stand: mariah carrey.
12. Name a group you use to like but feel you've grown out of: spice girls but really who can grow out of them! haha there still in .


CIRCLE THREE: MOVIES/TELEVISION
1. Name your favorite actor: Vince Vohn
2. Name your favorite actress: Racheal McAdams
3. Name your favorite television show right now: Desperate House Wives all the way! and have to say i did love the hills.

4. Name five really cool movies you've recently seen: 23,disterbia, wedding singing,sweet home alabma , perfect opposites
7. Name one movie you wish you hadn't wasted time/money on recently: hmmmmm... Zodiak!
8. You would never watch a movie with: not sure..
9. Favorite candy/food to watch movies with: popcorn with seasoning .yum
10. Three favorite tv channels: mtv, global, ctv
11. Favorite reality show: , hills, bachelor.
12. Favorite character on a reality show: lauren conrad from hills

CIRCLE FOUR: WORD ASSOCIATION
(Write the first word/thing/person that comes into your head when you read this word:)
1. coffee: tea
2. dog: cute
3. slut: not gonna mention any names
4. candy: sours
5. pole: dancing
6. ocean: swimming
7. brave: super heros haaha
8. loving: family
9. cookie: chocolate chip
10. death: killings
11. life: my life.
12. child: baby

CIRCLE FIVE: WHICH WOULD YOU PREFER:
(bold the one you prefer)
1. Ten guilty men go free OR One innocent man goes to jail for life
2. Eaten by a lion OR Eaten by thousands of small insects
3. A life of contentment without love OR A life with love and heartache
4. Skydiving from a plane OR Bungee jumping off a bridge
6. No television OR No music
7. No more pizza, ever OR No more chocolate, ever
8. A trip to Europe OR a trip to Hawaii
9. An hour with your future soul mate OR An hour with a lost loved one
10. No longer being able to cry OR No longer being able to feel the need to cry
11. Sex without love OR love without sex
12. Loving someone who doesn't love you OR being loved by someone you don't love
CIRCLE SIX: THE LOVE LIFE
1. Are you currently in a relationship: nope
2. Are you currently looking/interested in someone: i guess you could say that.
3. Are you a virgin: no, but really who isnt these days. geesh.
4. If yes, how long do you plan to be one: .....
5. How many times have you been "in love": ummm once or twice.
6. Looking back, how do you feel about that person(s) no clue.
7. Name three things (physically) you look for in someone: dunno
8. Name three things (mentally/emotionally) you look for in someone: funny, nice, trust worthy
9. Biggest turn offs include: jerks.. guys who think there hot shit! sick! oh and DRUGGIES!! ew ew ew.
10. Your ideal date would be: hmm just dinner & a movie is always good.
11. You want to get married, where, when, how: somewhere hot with the person i love when the time is right.
12. Does anyone have feelings for you right now that you don't return:i have no clue, probably nott

CIRCLE SEVEN: THE FRIENDS
(of your friends, who would you say is:)
1. The one you immediately go to with a problem: Jake or Katie
2. The most rational: hmmm...
3. The funniest: Jake when he crosses his eyes. frig.
4. The one you spend the most time on the phone: ummm... Katie?
5. The craziest (but in a good way): id say ME hahah
6. The most honest: i dont know if anyone is honest these days.
7. The purest: ......
8. The smartest: Andrea
9. The most athletic: were all friggen lazy haha
10. The most compassionate: there all.
11. The one most likely to get thrown in jail and why: hahaha no idea.
12. The last one that said "I love you": Jake?
 

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life isn't perfect, you have to overcome new obstacles each day. if life was even close to being perfect, it wouldn't be worth living. different sorts of things change on a daily basis & nothing's guarenteed to stay the same forever. you always seem to be obsessed over things you can't have but when you do have it you can't appreciate it. when you lose it, you want it back but when it's gone you can never understand why you let it go.. it's hard to wait around for something, that you know might never happen but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want. never have regrets the only people you need in your life, are the ones that need you in theirs. in the end, things have a possibility of not having the outcome you expected. everything happens for a reason, so instead of wondering why you think the world is not working in your favor, repair the damages you've caused. no matter how much you care or feel about someone it's not going to change the way they feel about you. some things never change and nothing is ever guaranteed to always be there. move on from the people in the past, there's a reason why they are not in your future.things always get worse before they get better. forgive - never forget. - -things usually only happen once, so make the best of it because you only have one chance at life..









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after a while you realize you need to stop
getting mad and just expect the lowest from the
people you thought the highest of . .






Karma ' what go's around come's around ' the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation,
action, seen as bringing upon oneself inevitable results, good or bad.








A guy wrote this in his myspace. and it should make u think...
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop acting like freakin retarded little boys girls who agree repost. and to the few guys who have balls and agree also repost



 

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JAKE


well well wat do i have to say about you Jake.
1st your the bestest bestest friend i could ever have in the whole world not to mention yourrrr hooottttt. haha
but really thinking about it i really dont know where i would be without you..
i cant picture my life without you in it at all.
your the one who i can always count on no matter wat.
your like my rock.
thanks sooooo much for being there for me .
we have been through alot together in such short of time and really thanks . even though we get into stupid little fights, always know i love you and am ALWAYS here for you no matter what .
for real.
we fight alot but in the end we always work it out and are together the next min, thats a real friend. we'll aways always have fun together and i hate going anywhere without my second half . your great.
your the world's greatest and never ever ever ever let anyone tell you different cause they're wrong.
hope we're always friends.
love you soo much.
no matter what .
bff4l.
love you .
<3


Just like peanut butter and jelly or Ginger Rogers and Fred Astaire, you and your best friend make an excellent combination right now! The two of you create a wonderful energy when you get together, and people enjoy watching you both in action more than you might realize. Acknowledge this attention, and go ahead and play up to it! Charm that barista, make that cab driver laugh, and work that dynamic duo magic. It makes everyday activities so much more fun.
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thing.
() crashed a friend's car
() stolen a car
(_) been to Pariis
(_) played 50cent bulletproof
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
() been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
(x_) celebrated new years sober
(_x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Egypt
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(x_) been to ouuta canada
(x) slapped someone I loved
(_x) Gone to a concert
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(_) Been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(_) walked a tightrope along train tracks
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite.
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
() fallen asleep at work/school
(_) climbed a volcano
() used a fake id
(x) gone ice skating
(x) watched the sun set
(_) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
() ridden on a camel
(_) climbed a mountain
 

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=diccc7je8tg
best song ever. <3






* bestfriends forever. love you.


* S arAh ;;




im sick of the hook'ups , the setups, the FcUk up's , the guy who doesn't know what he wants;
the guy who does, but won't admit it.
the guy that only want's oNe thingg.
I just want theREaL
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Don't flatter yourself sweetheart ,
you'r nothing but a Skank that tries to hard.










<3lovvvvvess it ;;Love.cellphone.textin.talkin on the phone.
msn.music.friends<3loveyou.summer.drinkin.partyin.
beaches.tanning.swimming.bottlecaps.tequila.vodka.
dancin. Singin sos in jakes car <3.family.my cats.puppies.
sleepin in & stayin up all night.sleepovers
.meetin new people.food.pizzzza.shopping.pay days.movies.cuddlin
.holidays.extensions.make-up.








Hear me when I say
When I say I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
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Life is too short.
Grudges are a perfect waste of happiness,
Laugh when you can , apoligize when you should.
Let go of what you just can't change.
Love deeply && Forgive quickly;;
Take chances, give everything.
Have no regrets, Don't be un-happy.
You have to take the good with the bad.
Smile when you are sad, Love what you have,
& remember what you had.
Learn from mistakes,
Forgive && Forget.
People change, thing's go wrong.
But alway's Remember,
Life Goes On ;;
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</3 hattttes it;;
CHEATERS.for real why be with someone if you don't want to
.Like what is the point in dating them
if you want to do shit with other people,
if you don't go out with them
you can see, be , do whoeverever you want,
whenever you want & whenever you want,
and can collect as many std's as you would like.
thanks & get a life.
liers.backstabbers.rumors.sluts who think there better then people.
ditchers.fighting.drinking to much that you screw things up.
not remembering things you say.
wrecking something that coulda been good.
drinkin so much you basically die with alky poisioning
-thanks for takin care of me sarah thats a memory and a 1/2 love you.
getting sick.broken hearts.being sad.death.
fighting with friends.not havin anyone to talk to.
having no money.when you think you know people but you really dont.
losing friends.not driving.cell battery dyyin.
losing your cell.union hall.the Cold.











Love you all ;;




Peace Cutiesss ;;


 

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Go to Fred Segal, you'll find them there
Laughing loud so all the little people stare
Looking for a daddy to pay for the champagne
*drop a name,
What happened to the dreams of a girl president
She's dancing in the video next to 50 Cent
They travel in packs of two or three
With their itsy bitsy doggies and their teeny-weeny tees
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Baby if I act like that, that guy will call me back
What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back
Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl
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Life comes with no Guarantees.
No Time outs. No Second Chances.
You Just have to live life to the fullest.
Laugh as much as you can spend all your money.
Tell someone what they mean to you tell someone off.
Speak out Loud. Dance in the pouring Rain.
Hold someones hand comfort a friend.
Fall Asleep Watching the sun come up Stay up Late
Be a flirt smile till your face hurts
Dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love
& most of all Live in the moment cause
when you look back someday knowing you have
No regrets its gonna be what makes you smile.






Love is everything its cracked out to be...
it really is worth fighting for,being brave for,
risking everything for.
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laugh your heart out && dance in the rain
cherish the memories, ignore the pain;;
love & learn, forget and forgive, cause
remember you only have one life to live.
 

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find a guy who calls you beautiful.. instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him..
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat.
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and how lucky he is to have you
the one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her.




Dance as if noone is watching . Sing as though noone can hear . Love as though you have never been hurt . Live as though heaven is on earth.


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Somewhere between holding hands and falling in love you begin to learn that
kisses dont always mean something.Promises can be broken just as quickly as they were made,
and sometimes goodbyes really are forever.






Love is everything its cracked out to be...it really is worth fighting for,being brave for,risking everything for.







I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with anyone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together,
than easy times apart.
I'd rather just have you
than lose a piece of my heart.



it's sad when someone you know
, become someone you knew;
and when someone you love
becomes someone you hate..



Things don't change, people change and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up.
It simply means that you move on and treasure memories.
Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things just weren't meant to be..
But if you truley care for that special something, you will try your hardest to have grasp of it in yourown hands, and nothing can take that feeling away from you


wouldn`t life be w o n d e r f u l i if sweatpants were sexy . .Monday mornings were fun if junk food had no calories..You a l w a y s had time to do what you wanted all kisses were magical.* n o t h i n g was regrettable.goodbyes only meant until tomorrow - - - life was always worth living for
and »love didn`t * - h u r t.




- * i miss you so much michelle you are my everything.


miss Michelle FrancesEdwards: i love you forever ur ma sis! so many mems with u haha good and bad but were stillllllll awosme! dont know what it would of been like without ya in ma life! love u forever & member im always here for ya. */


LOOOOVVVVVER & some kreeeepo hehe
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[H] e a r t s break. [H] e a r t s mend. [L] o v e still hurts.
 

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True love is when . .
You shed a tear,
And still want him
Its when he Ignores you . .
And you still Love him
Its when he loves another girl
But you still smile and . .
Say im Happy for you
When all you wanna wanna
do is Cry . . and you Cry


i probably shouldn`t be telling you this,
but no matter what you do to me.
i`m still here
... for some crazy reason i`ll
stick around through the bad times&the fights.
i`ll make up excuses for why you didn`t call,
why you never cared
i`ll keep coming back for more even,
when you push me away. i think i`m
just staying around so that one day when
i finally do leave for good, you`ll look
back&say:
wow, that girl really did love me



"That`s what we do... We fight. You tell me when I`m being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you`re a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I`m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound and you go back doing the next pain in the ass thing.
It`s not going to be easy.
It`s going to be really hard.
We`re going to have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that.
Because, I want you, I want all of you. Forever, you and me everyday."




as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends.






What's Love . . .
its not just the hugs and kisses. . the i love you`s and the i miss you`s. . but its about the butterflies you get and the chills that hit every part of your back when you just think about that person. . its how you care so much about them. . and when its so hard to say goodbye that a tear might as well be rolling down your cheek when they say goodbye back. . its how you would do anything just to be around that person for just a minute more. . its how cold you get when they leave. . how they make your heart beat faster and slower at the same time. . how lonely you feel when you havent seen or heard from them for only an hour. . its the little things that make your heart beat so fast you think its gunna jump out of your chest. . its your heart beating for that special moment with that special someone.
That's Love .