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Just after my date didn't show, hence the not happy face
I love being happy. Me realizing that I'm happpy makes me more happy. There isn't alot that can make me unhappy or sad, so generally, I'm way too happy God, I'm pathetic... - ps. Don't tag me and ask if I have a webcam. I don't and I'm not going to get one.

BASICS

Height:159 cm - 163 cm (5'3" - 5'4")
Weight:51 Kg - 55 Kg (111 lbs - 120 lbs)
Birthday:November 01, 1987
Dating:Dating
Living Situation:Living with parents/relatives
Location:Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:03:22pm | Jan 22, '04
Profile Updated:11:40pm | May 06, '07
Last Active:11:57pm | Jun 16, '08

INTERESTS

Reading Material:Fiction, Fantasy, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction
Movies:Action, Horror, Psychological Thrillers, Science Fiction
Art:Body Art, Cross-stitching, Painting, Writing
Animals/Pets:Dogs, Horses, Reptiles
Video Games:First person shooter, Role Playing
Cars:Imports, Modifications
Music:Classic Rock, Death Metal, Hip-Hop, House, Metal, R & B, Rock, Techno
Sports:Badminton, Basketball, Boxing, Car racing, Gymnastics, Hockey, Horseback Riding, Ice-skating, Kickboxing, Martial Arts, Rock Climbing, Scuba, Sky Diving, Snorkeling, Soccer, Swimming, Wrestling, Yoga, Wakeboarding
Activities:Driving, Listening to music, Reading, Shopping, Traveling, Volunteering
Outdoor:Camping, Going to the beach, Hiking, Backpacking, Exploring, Traveling
Computers:E-mail, Instant Messaging

ABOUT ME

I've changed again.



First of all, I am not a Nex. skank, I don't have a webcam, and I rarely give out my email address. If this is what you're looking for, please, do us both a favour and Don't Tag Me.[/color]


Now that that's out of the way...

I'm usually very cheerful, I love anyone who can make me laugh.
Huntress - I am aggressive with what I want, persistant until I capture it, and always on the prowl. This is me.

I, unlike so many girls, love Xbox and video games. My favs are:
- Fable
- Halo (1&2)
- Splinter Cell (all)
- Ghost Recon
- Doom
- Oblivion
- Tomb Raider
- Rainbow Six


All my friends hate each other. That's the extent of the drama in my life and that's how I like to keep it.

I LOVE to Dance!

I love to shop. Shopping has been scientifically proven to help ease the pain of those with heartache. There's just something about spending money...
I'm one of those people who love to learn. I would be very bored if learning was taken from me. But I do not like University.
I have a thing, a habit I suppose, of really wanting what I cannot have..I also have a habit of thinking things are beyond my reach.

Oh! I LOVE LEATHER.



This here pretty much sums up what I think of Bush. I do not appologize if I offend anyone. You were stupid enough to vote for him.



I'm very open minded and up for any new experience
I will try anything at least once...




In a relationship, if you don't have trust, you don't have much. Trust is everything.




If you love someone, you don’t want them to suffer, you want to take their suffering on yourself. If even I feel this way, why doesn’t God?



Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat.
Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares & how lucky he is to have you.
The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her"

I've found him <33



The mechanics of a kiss:
" What she does scientifically is maw at my lips for a few seconds before prying them open with her tongue, which is unexpectedly warm and eager and soft and pointed at the end. Then she uses her tongue inside me to loop around while saliva-that is what it is, I wish there were a more beautiful word for it-drips out of me into her."



Megs, you're going to be Queen of the world... what will you bring to us? : Public hangings. <-they don't work, decapitations Apparently, as I discovered from Cheryl, decapitations aren't as efficent as we first believed. My fear was that it wouldn't be a clean slice, rather a bunch of chops. It seems that my fear was somewhat true. Cheryl informed me that there are times when the blade being used to decapitate the person in question bounces off the spine and vertebras, not killing them. Though you might think that this is nonsense and that we can sharpen the blade enough so that this does not occur, it has been recorded happening more than once. As a matter of a fact, there have been times that the blade has bounced not once, but twice, even three times, off the same person before properly beheading them. I still believe, dispite this fact, that it is better than hanging because once the head is finally removed, the person is dead. It's just the process of removing the head that may be jeopordized by this bouncing.[/right]


I know this is really cliche...however it's true and I think it's sweet. It's about as 'romantic' as I get.

~*\Ways to make a girl smile/*~
1 . Tell her she is beautiful.
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
5 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
6 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
7 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
8 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.
9 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
10 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
11 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
12 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her.
13 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
14 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
15 . Give her piggyback rides.
16 . Bring her flowers just because.
17 . **Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.**
28 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
29 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. (yay, pictures )
20 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
21 . Kiss her in the rain.
22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.


In all cases, when someone drives a sexy car (yes. cars are sexy) the driver isn't comparable with the car in attractiveness. Of course, there is a single exception.

I listen to heavier music
Slipknot
HIM
Cradle of Filth
Children of Bodom
Dimmu Borgir

And Matthew Good

Leeloo Minai Lekarariba-Laminai-Tchai Eckbat D Sebat

My moods tend not to be 'in between' moods, they're usually more to the extreme.

I have a secret...

Actually...I have two.

LIKES

I do alot of daydreaming, reading and writing. My favourite authors are Robert Ludlum (the covert-one series), Matthew Reilly, Laurell K. Hamilton, JD Robb (Dallas and Roarke series), and Kim Harrison.
I'm an angel


CAMPING RULES!!

The *ONLY* chic flick I like..

and it took them a hellofa long time to get me to watch it, but I will admit, it's sweet and has a happy ending. Yes. I consider death a happy ending.


"Quod me nutrit me destruit"
“”My ignorance amuses me? My ignorance amuses me?!” “Yes, I’ve always found your ignorance quite amusing.”

Angelina Jolie is SO HOT!





Quotes.

"This is a war of annihilation."

Those who want to live, let them fight, and those who do not want to fight in this world of eternal struggle do not deserve to live.

When an opponent declares, "I will not come over to your side," I calmly say, "Your child belongs to us already... What are you? You will pass on. Your descendants, however, now stand in the new camp. In a short time they will know nothing else but this new community."

º°x·:He HoLdS Me WheN i StArT 2 cRy ø´¨`»MaKeS Me SmiLe WiTh JuS HiS eYeZ ShAreZ My HoPes DrEaMs FeArs«´¨`ø ø´¨`»WiPes AwAy ALL My TeArs i LoVe hiM wiToUt rEgReT«´¨`ø i JuS hAvEn't FoUnd HiM yEt·:·xº°

Do you want to know something really subversive? love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. It really is worth living for, being brave for, risking everything for and the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more.

"What are you thinking about?" "Blood, death, and sex. What else is there?"

"My name is Maximus Decimus Auralius. Father to a murdered son, husband to a murdered wife, and I will have my vengeance in this life or the next." I do admit, I am a very vengefull person. For every tear of pain you cause me, I'll punish you 10fold.

I am not shy. I just don't like you.

Love your enemies...it pisses them off

His voice was like silk on a wound, gentle with an edge of pain. Like sex.

I know right from wrong. I prefer wrong.

Megs - *shotgun wedding* I'd force him to marry you.
Me - And if I'd rather not marry atm?
Megs - Well then I'd need 2 shotguns


Prom pix
Ahh!
we're the last standing!

outside my house

Grad Pix
Mania and Megs... so pretty! Queen of the world.
Mania and I

Mom and I
Megs and I


My Gurlz



Megs - The houseboat rocked! Plotting death and destruction, we need that chaos and time machine. You always know how to cheer me up (mainly making fun of people and promising death and destruction) and thanx for that The only words to describe you are "Casually Violent". *covers bum*. This is a popcan moment. Even though Sean's a ''woman'', I am not including him in 'My Gurlz', lol. Your Bush can't save you now! We need SAFE teleportation! There is no more illegalness. He is not goofy looking. There will be no goofy looking children. You may not ask him or measure him. Love ya![/size]

Liz - STARFISH! Don't worry...you'll grow back! Thank you for all your encouragement, and support. Of course, you were right. Writing was awesome! Never let your innocence fade."I was slammin'"<-LMAO I'm glad your move went well, though now you live ever away. keep Blane gone, he's an ass. Love ya!

DISLIKES


Harmony - 96 crayons...one nose...I'm glad you get the 'subtle' hints I drop. Damn they're thick! Easy to make fun of though. You have the wierdest arguments with your friends. I don't like your friends. Bisexual boys. I love your pix! Keep the safety pins away from your body parts. Love ya!



Guyz



Ian - 2 words: Left.Boob. *cups left boob* No, you do not have ownership of it! Mr. Manning's mistress. Don't be jealous because you can't have his kid! rolo ice cream, oreos, and pasta. "Hold your own boobs magazine." You really have too much time on your hands.I'm comin over. we can gossip about guys and make fun of your parents. Love ya!


Shane - I don't need your permission to poke you, I've never had it. Are you motivated enough to come to camp? You have to be, come on, how can you not like a weekend of making fun of everyone? It's not the same without your cynical and sarcastic comments, so come, I'll serve as motivation and it will be fun lol. There is nothing wrong with an audiences if it's *that* interesting, lol. Maybe it's mesmorizing. Grad kicked ass! Thank you so much for coming <333. feel like I was laying on your floor... very nice. Love ya!


Sean - Woman. That's my nose! Oh Oh, Leeloo's orange rubber suspenders!! Keep your damn hands out of my shirt! Ew, there were dead cats in the tarp. You passed out at YC. The ONLY reason you can get away with that hairdo and those sunglasses like that is because you're a film student. You're really having no luck with your car. So, coming to camp? Pitt Day was great, but you 3 embarrassed the hell out of me. I love how you n Shane drive. It's fun. Sand+belly button. You're plotting against me, I know it..Love ya

theres 3 in each nostril.

Steven - I love your sexy hair and your creativity in killing people and seperating appendages. Your so much fun to be around. I like how you show your love (sacrificing kittens) it's sweet and unique. Your rants are awesome! Shower sex! I'm having withdrawals - I need to see your hair. I'm loving this whole mole thing..but if it doesn't work out I'm going to need something else realistic to avenge with..any ideas? OMG Termites!!! I'm almost glad to have gone to Dykstra's party now. People are stupid. Let us destroy them all. We must chill soon n watch Mila kick ass. I promise to go to Cradle of Filth when they come back. If you lose me I shall cut your toes off I'll come to Pitt to visit. Love ya!






Ohh Camp...
Andrew! Small bike..big Andrew. You're so warm! That bike got burned. who'd it belong to? We should do sushi!!!


Dislikes:



I don't like annoying people who are clingy and have that ditsy aura around them.
I have a very strong dislike for those who can't keep their mouth shut.
Liars.
Stuck up people
Cauliflower
Mushrooms.
Interruptions
Jealousy.
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Insecurity

Me making dumb choices
Other people making dumb choices

Boney fish
Explaining myself...I'm really bad at it.
Being doubted.
Being interrogated on something that I've already explained to the best of my ability. I'm not giving all my secrets away, so stop asking
Not having anyone to talk to
Not being able to trust anyone

Hopes being dashed.
Pessimism, especially coming from me.
Headaches
Cramps, being unable to move
Fighting
Impersonalness

Waitingit's so annoying!
I do not give second chances at relationships (friendships are different), and if they're in my past, it's for a reason, and that is where they are going to stay. I also hate being underestimated. Never doubt the power, trust, and love of best friends, if you do, you're more thick than I originally thought.
I hate friends who turn on you and f*ck with your life and happiness for their own bloody amusement.
mood swings
I generally dislike people. Infact, there are very few people that I do like.
Sitting silently at a dinner table with 6 or 7 ppl&it's dead quiet. so all you hear are ppl shoveling food into their mouths and the crunching of food. when it's quiet enuf for me2hear the saliva mixing with the crushed food, forming a paste like substance in their mouth, which they use their tongue to move to the back of their throat(visible from my perspective. if u spend time watching ppl eat, ull know what i mean)and you can see AND hear them swallow...it's really gross.
[ALL CUTTERS] Your body is not something to slash up, it houses your soul, a peice of God!

Being the cause of someones hurt, unless I don't like them.
Excuses.
Lies.
People not showing up

Letting myself fall into a cycle that is unhealthy. Anything that messes around with my happiness levels in a negative way counts as this and I will put an end to it as soon as I notice it.
Getting hurt, as little as it happens.

That's it, this shit is over. I've spotted a couple cycles I've been in. Sorry, not putting up with it any longer. You've had too many chances as it is.
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03:14am | Oct 27, '04 | Comments(1)
I don't know whether or not to keep posting my writing because I don't know if people are even reading them...if some ppl could leave msgs lettin me know theyve read them, that'd b good *nods*