Its been 12 hours sense i have seen you. And its literally killing me. I cant sleep... and all i can do is look at pics of you and stare at them and embrace the rush i get. Your eyes are deadly, the depth of insight is fierce. Whenever i question my past and my decisions, i look at where i am now. and how you have helped me to get here, and how things are getting better and its a clear reassurance that i made the right choice. When i come home overthinking, and i see you, and feel the warmth of your touch, and your kiss puts such a captive spell on me, i get such a high. Forgetting every problem that i could possibly have. When you hold me i feel like a baby being rocked to sleep, i feel like im protected from any harm, and that for every second that im in your arm, i feel like nothing could go wrong. If the world was to end, my only wish would that be i would be asleep in your arms, head on your chest, ear up against your heart. Everytime i go for my walks and i listen to music, i fantasize being with you. The slow motion vision you give me, just being alone with you, in the middle of nowhere, under the stars, and just being able to stare in your eyes, nose to nose, and just to take in your energy. and honestly all i can see is me smiling. I have so much i feel for you but when it comes time to write it all down or to tell you, im speachless. I dont think there are words strong enough for the way i feel.