Kristina wow
your an amazing eprson i hope u know that u have changed my life in such a good way i have absolutely nothign bad to sya about u like ur the only person who could amke me feel so good about mydelf and i wish that i was still there lying right beside u i love you ewith all my heart and love u sooo muc and w uanna marry u n grow old wit you but no matter what i am always here for
how can i tbe that when we fight that ur the person that i wanna see the msot and the fact that all we do when we fight is say shit we dont relli mean but in the end i feel like shit cuz ur all i think about and the fact that ur gone just like that out of my life its like wow i just wanna make it irght ijust wanna be the one that you call when u are sad or mad and just let it all out on me i wanna be the one u look deep onto my eyes and sya u love me with all your heart i wamma be the one u grow old wit just like we had planned i wanna be that guy but i cnat be now i hav lost u for good like i there are so many things i wanna say to u i just wish i cood the one thing for sure is that i love you and now death will be the only thing to syop m,e from loving you or having feelings for u u r the moon and stars to me ur the thing that makes wanna roll outta bed ur the thing that wants me ot go to sleep os i can meet u in my dreams u r the onr that makes me wanna be the best i can just so i cna show to you that i can make you proud even when u ahve the worst day i wanna show you that i can put a smile on ur face and i wanna be the guy u see in the mall and walks up tp u and u say to all your friedns ya thats my man i love you kristina until the dya i die never will i ever give up on u i love you with more then my heart i lvoe you more then anyone cood ever love ne one inthis wholeeuniverse and i want u 2 be happy i lvoe with every single cell in my body ur the best and i love you to pieces be happy even if its not weith me
Sometimes i just wonder why io am put on this earth and sometime si just wonder what i do to deserve this shiot from people that have seen the best and worsst of me like all i am doing is trying my best os ya i ma finally at that place in my life to say y the fuck should i listen to anything u have ot say to me when u sya it it could mean notihng and yet at the smae time u turn to that ione person who is the world to u and they do not have to say anything to you and u feel like you have the world by the fucking throat but at the same time that person cant always be aorund even tohugh you wish that they could be and its just like what the fuck did i ever do to those who have put me down n on stop and have lead me to my fuck ups.
some of you may call me a fuck up and some may act on it so they can make themselves feel better about themselves but relli i cnat fkn take it anymore you have done ur fkn job to make my life a fkn miserable hell and no one on this earht seems to give two shits except a select few and you know who u r and i dont have to tell you shit but u wanna it just hurts that your fmaily swears that they will be there supporting you 2 pieces in whatever decision you make and then you make one bad decsion and they back out on you and they say thjey will always be there for u and ya fuck that Brandon your the onyl fmaily member who has never judged me you have just accepted me for me and i love oyu for that and all tohse people who have never judged me and have stuck through thick nad thin with me i love u for that but there comes a time in everyones one life where you have to chose who ur enemies are and who ur lovers and friends are and i believe that time in my life is now so if u feek neglected or pushed away well there must be a reason cuz i ma os fkn dsick of getting hurt and having people blaming all their problems on me so FUCK YOU WORLD
FOOTBALL IS GREAT
thanks boys for the amazing season you really are a great bunch of guys dont know what i wood do without my brothers
when we win its awesome when we lose its still great because knowin that u put ur ass on the line for us and there is notihng more great then winnin a b side championship wit the brothers i had thanks boys
She is the kinda girl that makes be like wo i love her
shenis the onyl person i look forward to seeing
there is nothing i think about more
KRISTINA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH