R.I.P. Bruce you'll be forever missed
Welcome to Amanda... Can I take your order??
.19 years old.off the market.employed.Graduated.
So its that time in my life I decided to do something that i never thought i would do. I have decided to stop smoking weed for a while my friends. I have nothing but love for Mary Jane. But its time i said goodbye to her for a short time. maybe a long time, nothing but time will tell. For all i know i may like the way i think when sober. But as for now my lungs can get healthy and i can save some cash. So I bid ganja farewell and gods speed my friends lol
Just a lil something i wrote when i was on shams
Sitting on my bed
Higher then a kite
What oh What Shall I do
Mama's in bed
coughing like mad
F*uck im High
Hooryay for Shams
Higher then a kite
What oh What Shall I do
Mama's in bed
coughing like mad
F*uck im High
Hooryay for Shams
I live in the town of Sherwood Park Alberta... Its a very bunk place to live. theres nothing ever to do so most people resort to drinking, drugs, and smoking to make the time go by faster and make this place a more interesting place to live. I used to fit this description before i decided that hey im a fuck up and should start straightening out my life. which i did with some help from my friends. Which i shall list the major ones right now
Tyler- Thanks for always being there when i needed someone to talk to. And for being the one person to help me stay away from the drugs and shit. you need to call me sometime soon
Krista- For being the older sister i never had even through all of our ups and downs your still here for me and i appreciate it. Nothing can ever change the friendship that we have... Love you darling <3
Mike- Your a blast to chill with and laugh and make fun of shit with. not to mention the one person who knows almost everything ive done for the last 5-6 years and was there laughing and screwing up with me every step of the way
Kevin - by far the greatest guy i have dated to this day... there was never a dull moment and i really and thanks for all the good times we've had
Tyler- Thanks for always being there when i needed someone to talk to. And for being the one person to help me stay away from the drugs and shit. you need to call me sometime soon
Krista- For being the older sister i never had even through all of our ups and downs your still here for me and i appreciate it. Nothing can ever change the friendship that we have... Love you darling <3
Mike- Your a blast to chill with and laugh and make fun of shit with. not to mention the one person who knows almost everything ive done for the last 5-6 years and was there laughing and screwing up with me every step of the way
Kevin - by far the greatest guy i have dated to this day... there was never a dull moment and i really and thanks for all the good times we've had
Yes ive done a few drugs and im not proud of some of them but the mistakes ive made have made me the person i am today... without them i dont know what id be doing right now... personally i dont think i would have made it this far in my life. I used to enjoy the things i did and i thought that i wouldnt change them for any one unless i was completly am in love with the person. But things changed and now im trying to change to save my own life. i do the things i do cuz i want to. not to fit in with the crowd... im not a conformist. i do what i want, dress how i want, and act how ever i want to at that point in time. nothing can stop me from being myself. they can just bring out another part of me that they may or may not like. if you dont like what ive become then you can go die in a corner, cuz this is me and theres nothing you can do to stop me.
Im a fairly easy person to get a long with. I dont judge people by wat they look like but i get to know someone then i determine whether or not i want to hang out with them... there are very few people that i dont like so if u think i might be an interesting person then leave me a message and i will eventually get back to you. thank you and come again
never say i love you
if it isn't really there
never talk about feelings
if you don't really care
never hold my hand
if you're gonna break my heart
never say you are gonna
if you don't plan to start
never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie
never say hello
if you really mean goodbye
if you really mean forever
then please say you'll try ..
never say forever..
because forever makes me cry
if it isn't really there
never talk about feelings
if you don't really care
never hold my hand
if you're gonna break my heart
never say you are gonna
if you don't plan to start
never look into my eyes
if all you do is lie
never say hello
if you really mean goodbye
if you really mean forever
then please say you'll try ..
never say forever..
because forever makes me cry









