i need to go drunken bowling, holy fuckshits
i really hope i go to hawaii with sara. i think that would be so stellar. i cant wait to go to the island with craig and andie. =) its going to be good times.
im really glad i am beginning to re-connect with old people... old as in from my past. i want old times back too. just to relive them.
IM SO NOSTALGIC ALL THE TIME. fuck.
i had major insomnia last night. it has not happened for a while, so it took me by surprise. i was up till 4 or 5 or something. and then at like 9 my dad starts to saw away at tiles and i wake up and i cried. emotional ania.
i kinda like nex. cause nearly nobody comes on here anymore so its more private. kinda like when i used livejournal. woooooooooooooooo
im going crazy.
i need a wasted weekend.
i miss being with people every night. i miss the friendships i used to have. all i ever hear anymore is "i miss you". its never, "man! what a blast last night was!". everything is in the past. i'm beginning to realize why people miss high school..
fuck this.
hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
[20:55] Craig...: make a list of what i need
[20:55] annie.ania: sure
[20:55] Craig...: CUZ I WILL FORGET
[20:55] annie.ania: ILL BE LEGAL WOOOO
[20:55] Craig...: or ania can jus pack my shit lol
[20:55] annie.ania: i will help yyou pack
[20:55] annie.ania: LOL. we think alike
[20:55] I could be somebody, give me one more day: ania, pack his shit
[20:55] annie.ania: LOL. fuck i love our brains
[20:55] I could be somebody, give me one more day: bring...WARM CLOTHING
[20:55] Craig...: YAY IM SPECIAL NEEDS
[22:37] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: haha. i wanna sleep till tomorrow... tomorrow
[22:38] Steph: lol what
[22:38] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: haha. tomorrow i wanna sleep in until its tomorrow . from tomorrow
[22:38] Steph: oh i see
[22:38] Steph: lol
[22:38] Steph: sleep away all of tomorrow
[22:38] Steph: until saturday
[22:38] Steph: makes sense
[22:39] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: haha. yesss ! glad i did not have to write out dates
[22:39] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: thank god we are connected
[22:40] Steph: hahaha
[22:40] Steph: without you, there would be no me
[22:40] Steph: & vice versa
[22:40] Steph: because i need to name dates
[22:41] Steph: & you just have to generalize
[22:41] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: haha LOL
[22:41] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: and LOVE
[22:42] Steph: i have such huge knots in my back & shoulders
[22:43] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: i have huge aughaughaga on ma heart. loll
[22:43] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: ill massage you
[22:43] Steph: LOL WHAT
[22:43] Steph: WTF IS AUGHAUGHAGA
[22:43] Steph: HAHAHA
[22:44] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: haha. its how i feel
[22:44] Steph: hahaha aw
[22:44] Steph: it actually seems like a real word
[22:44] annie.ania - talking 'bout a revolution sounds.. like a whisper: its ma disease
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[Chorus]
i wanna be enrolled at ubc already
i wanna go plant trees during the summertime
i wanna be able to travel to egypt
i wanna be able to buy my own apartment soon
i wanna have more hours at work
i wanna do good in school this year
i wanna paint my new furniture <3
i wanna lot of things
HARD .
1. Will you answer every question honestly? yes
2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? yes
3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face? jay, when he freaked me out in the forest and craig when he tickled me
4. Do you miss anything or anyone? i miss tijuana
5. What makes you laugh no matter what? that laughing baby thing on youtube
6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours? nope
7. Who was the last person you talked to? craig
8. What do you dislike at the moment? uhm, my cowardness
9. Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you? i dont have a top friends.
HARDER .
1. Do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like? completely.
2. Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? nope
3. Will you get married? i really hope so
4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future? nope
5. Do you lie about your age? no need too
VERY PERSONAL .
1. Are you happy with yourself? i learned to be
2. Would you change yourself for the person you love? its all about compromise
3. What do you tell yourself when times get hard? suck it up princess
SECRETS .
1. When did you last cry? a few hours ago
2. Do you believe in religion? i believe in a higher power. not religion.
3. When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy? holy shit. uhm, probably some random party
4. What is currently on your mind? how i can't tell him.
6. Has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once? nope
SHOCKING .
1. Have you done bad things with your parents near by? not really
2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? nope
3. Did you ever skip school? mmhm
4. Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? nope
5. Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? on more than one occasion
6. Do you think your future will be a good one? ugh. yes.
THE DEEP STUFF .
1. Do you think you were raised well? yes
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE? a few
3. How do you handle stress? cry. music. starve.
4. How would you spend your last day alive? food. concerts. with bffs
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscious? people know my emotions.
6. If there were true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick? love
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with? do not want.
8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose? do not want.
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member? never
THE LOVE STUFF .
1. Do you think you know the meaning of love? i feel it
2. The last time you kissed someone.. Was it someone you see yourself with? not at all
3. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion? trust
4. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them? probably not.
THE RANDOM STUFF .
1. Do you spend time with the same people always? yeah.
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced? my best friends have changed way too much over the years
3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours? at theirs.
4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? tijuana
5. Where was your default facebook picture taken? new years, last year, in my room
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it? well i didn't pursue it, so no.
7. What is your favourite colour? purple + green
8. What do you do when you have a bad day? cry. music. starve.
9. Do you really think exes can be "just friends"? all my exes are, so yes
10. Who messaged you last? kari on this fine website
11. When was the last time you told someome you loved them? today
12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? yeah. but i would have to take one person with me
13. Do you fall for people easily? no. well, it comes but then i realize its lust.
14. Are you quick to start a fight? yeah. im bitchy that way
15. Do your parents really know YOU? mostly.
16. Lyrics stuck in your head? what hurts the most, is being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away.
17. Are you tired? i just drank three cups of coffee. and i could easily fall asleep right now
18. Any friends you'd like to tell how much you appreciate them? they know who they are
20. Last time you walked farther than one block? today. i do that everyday
OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS .
1. What curse word do you use the most? probably fuck.
2. Do you own an Ipod? sure do
3. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep? <3 yes
4. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? eh. they make me queasy
5. When was the last time you had starbucks? downtown with sara... last weekend?
6. Do you think people talk about you behind your back? mmhm.
7. Is anyone in love with you? i hope so
8. Ever cry in public? i hate it, but it happens all the time
9. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? both.
10. What’s the weather like? cold.
11. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos? for sure
12. Do you pay attention to the calories in the package/box? never
13. Do you use sarcasm? of course not.
14. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite? opposite, but i have more close girl friends.
15. Do you watch the news? mmhm.
16. How did you get one of your scars? running away from church
17. Who was the last person to make you mad? HA
Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
mmhm.
Anything been heavy on your heart lately?
completely.
Anything you're giving up on?
smoking i guess.
Think of the person that said "I love you" to you last, did it mean anything?
it meant everything.
What are some things people hate about you?
how im a moody bitch.
Are you in love with the last member of the opposite sex you spoke to?
adrias dad? lol. no. although he is pretty pwneriffic.
Are you happy with who you are?
i've learned to love me. or else i wouldn't survive.
Do you enjoy drama?
if i am not involved, and its really childish, it can be moderately amusing.
Did you speak to your mother today?
yes! she picked me up from adria's and helped me bring my furniture home! <3
What color is your hair?
puke.
Who's bothering you right now?
nobody really.
What makes you happy?
being with people i like.
Like someone?
mmhm.
You really love some one?
completely.
Been suspended from school?
nope.
Last person you talked to on the phone?
my mother.
In the last week, have you been hugged by someone?
always.
Are you easily scared by horror movies?
no. but if it doesn't scare me it's a bad movie.
Do you still turn to your parents for advice or comfort?
on occasion.
Have you ever been in a bad relationship?
ha.
How long would it take you to walk home from work?
around an hour. it's been done.
Have you ever punched a tree?
haha. no. i hug them
If someone gave you 100 dollars, would you spend or save it?
half and half.
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
absolutely.
What did you do today?
RUN TOOO THE HILLLLLSSS, got outta bed, my mum picked me up, brought my furniture home, compueter, waffles.
Does someone like/love you right now?
apparently.
What date is your birthday?
june2
Have you ever had a pet fish?
ARNIE
Do you think you'll make a good parent?
yes. i need babies.
Are you taller than 5'5"?
no clue.
Can you admit when you're wrong?
depends on the situation.
Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to you?
yes,
Do you like to argue?
i like to debate.
Have you ever felt replaced?
mmhm.
Do you believe ex's can really ever be just friends?
mmhm.
What kind of pants are you wearing?
my sailor pants!
Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
sorry. this is not myspace.
Who has the ability to hurt you the most?
the ones i care about the most.
Do your siblings dye their hair?
no siblings thank you very much.
Who can you best relate to in the last book you read?
nobody.
What's stressing you right now?
how i do not wanna go to work, cause i get pissed and angry and it fucks up my emotions.
Do you collect anything?
CDs? books? i used to collect so much.. some really weird things. haha
If you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you choose?
dark brown.
How old were you the first time you had alcohol?
i dont remember at all.
Do you remember what you were doing on New Years Eve 2006?
2006? holy shit... i think thats when we had the "losers who dont wanna attend their actual plans" party at my house.
What are you listening to?
alkaline trio. and buzzing in my ears. oh shit.
Was the last movie you watched?
live free or die..... FUCK YOU
Are you tired?
nope.
What are you doing tomorrow?
tijuana BBQ
Do your best friends all like each other?
they dont hate. but they dont all know each other
What are your pets' names?
negative on pets.
What did your first best friend look like?
really blonde french kid. he looked like me but a boy.
Did you have a role model growing up?
not really
Do you remember who you liked in grade seven?
lol brandon
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
waking up and being confused as to where i was.
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
pulling furniture into my house!
Do you like your life as of now?
mostly love it.
Where did your last hug take place?
with adria, sitting on the playground.
Kissed anyone who smokes?
mmhm.
Do you have the munchies right now?
nope.
Are you mad at someone right now?
frustrated with i guess. but im mad at people at work. so eh.
Do you believe in love?
all the power couples keep failing. so i dunno.
Who is #1 on your top friends?
once again, not myspace.
Will you get married?
i just wanna be a housewife.
What did you last eat?
waffles.
Would you change yourself for the person you love?
thats kinda what loves about imo. compromise.
When did you last cry?
last night.
Do you lie to your parents daily?
mostly. but not so much lately.
Have you ever dated your friend’s ex?
nope.
Did you ever fail a school year?
nope.
Do you think you'll be in a relationship this summer?
a year from now? i can't look that far ahead.
Have you ever played Guitar Hero or Wii?
both. rock band pwns both.
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
its a reflex
Where will you be in the next hour?
showering. or getting ready for work.
Stupidest thing you've done so far this summer?
uhm, i cant say that here.
Midnight, who were you texting?
craig
Do you have trust issues?
mostly.
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
completely.
im happy at school.
Monday/Wednesday = 8:00-9:50 Humans Impact on the Environment
Monday/Wednesday = 2:00-3.50 Biology: Intro to the Biosphere
Tuesday/Thursday = 2:30-4:20 Geography of Canada
Friday = 12:00-3:50 Canadian Literature
as you can see, i have a four hour break on mondays and wednesdays. if anyone is ever free, please occupy me.
im off to the land of the poles.
leave me things to read please!
<3
love you all.
and as i wander around online, my plus runs out.
hurumph.
