Written by : marissasnider.
Pretty much how i feel at this point..


Okay.. so i have been thinking .. and i have come to relise that you need to do things
for you and not for other people .. make decisions that will make you happy.
as hard as it is and as bad as it might hurt someone else you have to remember
that if they wan't you in thier life then they will be happy for you and the decisions
you make in you'r life.. the actions i take and the distions i make isn't to hurt
other people because that is my last intention ... i hate hurting people and
making them feel like shit.. and putting a impact on there life... But i have to make
choices just like everyone else.. it just seems that everytime i make mine i hurt
someone else.. =( so i am sorry to the people that i hurt... but if you say you
love me care about me and wan't me there .. then you would be happy for me.
i no it's hard .. but that's just another fact about life.. =( .. at this point i am
confused and fustrated .. because everything i seem to hurts some i care about
or someone that mean's a lot to me.. i am sorry =( i just wish things could
be different and making the decisions that make you happy wouldnt hurt the
ones you care about ....