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08:33am | Nov 11, '08 | No Comments
i hate the feeling of being helpless and insecure all the time.
when your life turns straight upside down and everything gets tangled up and dismayed
you really realize that ones that were really there for you and the ones who were just faking all along
i wish i could say i'm a stronger person. but i feel like shit all the time and i never know if its gonna be a good or bad day.
i wish that the person i want to care would be there for me to pour my heart out to, but you are gone. I really wish you could be here for me because i dont know what to do. did you ever really care at all?
because this feeling sucks and this shit is stupid!
but if you dont care about me or trying to resolve the problems then congradulations for you, you can feel good because when i needed you the most you wernt there for me even though ive been there for you through it all. and i keep thinking about how bad this sucks and that i wish i could change it but life happens and maybe it was ment to