I finally have my L and I love driving. Volkswagen's and BMW's all the way...they are amazing machines that will never fuck up on you
. I absolutely love fast cars...well anything fast and yes I guess you could consider me as "one of the guys" in the piont.
[/color]Recently I have gotten into many other intresting activities. Yoga is one, and I am so happy to have found an awesome teacher, and an awesome bag I can fit my mat in :). I love the feeling of getting up super early, doing some Yoga, going for an hour run, then going on ice for and hour and half and then taking a shower, it's one the most refreshing feelings for me. I am also a huge fan of going to the gym with Chris or Janaye. I like to eat healthy and stay toned, and yes I think it is disgusting to see a girl or guy overly muscled or on riods...eww. I don't do drugs, I don't smoke and I rarely drink. I have come to the realization that drinking and partying is not an answer to problems, I find it's alright once in a while if your with friends, but that's all I find. I also think that cell phones are a huge distraction. I know, I used to be on my phone every 2 minutes texting or talking to someone, but I find if is really important then call me, but if it isn't don't bother. I'd rather be spending valuable time with doing something or spending time with someone, rather than on my cell being ignorant and texting or calling that person back, when really it's not a huge deal.
I'm not one into the whole "seeing someone", only because you think there super gorgeous and you only like one thing about them. I also can't stand people who "can't" be single.Just because you are lonely, doesn't give you a reason to get into a relationship. That's like going shopping for food when your hungry. Your going to end up with a bunch of shit that you really don't need. I actually like to get to know the person before you go into further detail with anyone, really get to know them. I can't stand it when people send me messages stating that I'm so hot or that will you go on cam for me, or do you wanna fuck. First get a life, second your really not worth my time if I don't know you, and third if I don't reply...I don't reply so don't keep sending me messages. Personally, I don't see myself as a very attractive person whatsoever. I'm always told that I am very beautiful from various people, but I don't actually believe them. The only people that I know mean it, are those who are in my heart and that I know actually mean it. In my eyes, it's not about the looks, it's mainly about the heart and personality. I don't look for guys who are for example 6'2 with blonde/brown hair and deep blue eyes, that are nicely toned, and are absolutely stunningly hot. Sure, you have to be attracted to the person somewhat, but what makes that person attractive is their view of life and personality. If your ugly one the inside, I won't even look at you once, because it's not worth it.
Another thing I really can't stand about today's society is all the wannabe's. For instance, I laugh at people who dress like a cowboys and have never even ridden a horse or close to anything like a horse. Wiggers, I love how they try to be all thug like, and worship the drug life and stealing from people. Don't immitate what other losers have done in the past, be your own unique individual, and don't copy other dumbasses, who haven't gone far in life, and have ended up in jail or killed. But if you wanna ruin your life, you right ahead, because once you've gone into that state of mind, it's pretty hard to get back into the real world of normal everday life.
I absolutely cherish my family and friends for everything that they have done for me in the past. I honestly don't know were I would be without you guys. I am very close to my Auntie Susie. I love her to pieces and she's like the sister that I never had, and a second mom to me. I love how I can talk to her about anything, whether it's big or small. I am however, not the closest that I should be to my actual mother, thus she is very hard to get along with, but I still love her and always will. Janaye, my best friend forever. I love her because she is so polite, yet speaks her mind when you give her a chance to. Yes, she maybe a JW, but she's really not like the rest of them, she actually looks farther out into the world, rather then being enclosed in her religion.
And then there was the most amazing guy that anyone could ever ask for. He showed me and tought me so many things, without even being there for me. When we were together, it was like the whole world was like Utopia. It was beautiful, but unfortunately, almost every fairy tale that I've read, they have all come to an end. I still love him and he always be in my heart, because he is just something that is not easy to get out of your system. Seriously though...you cross my mind everyday and I just miss talking to you. It is really something that I truely do miss and always will, I just don't understand why It's so complicated now.
I also love animals, mainly cats. I love how they are so cute and cuddely and whenever you are home alone or worse, crying, their purr puts you at ease and I have found it to be the most soothing thing. I guess I'm weird, but it truely does work. I'm also a huge fan of snakes and reptiles. If it were my choice, I would have a snake, but unfortunately my mom has a huge fear of them. I had a torantula once, but unfortunately he died and I never did get another one because they are, believe it or not, a high matience animale.
There is more to my life, and I will add it later, but bye for now:)
...the best memories, are the memories that I make with you only...