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BASICS

Sexual Orientation:	Heterosexual
Location:	Surrey, Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada

INTERESTS

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ABOUT ME

Everytime she laughs
she hopes he is watching
not so he will see she is happy
but so maybe
just maybe
he will fall for her smile
as hard as she fell
for his

There are 82 letters in here, and they're all addressed to you.
I wrote them all this summer.
One a day, but I never sent them because I was afraid.
I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before.
Because you hurt me so bad, and I was afraid to be vulnerable.
And I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel.
And I know that doesn't matter now after what I did,
but I just thought that you should know.
This was how I spent my summer, Luke, wanting you.
I'm just too scared to admit it.

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love
But to you I gave my affection right from the start
I have a lover who loves me, how could I break such a heart
Yet still you get my attention

Why do you come here when you know I've got troubles enough
Why do you call me when you know I can't answer the phone
Make me lie and I don't want to
And make someone else some kind of unknowing fool
You make me stay when I should not
Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me
Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by
But I mean to see you
And I mean to hold you, tightly

Feeling guilty, worried, waking from tormented sleep
This old love has me bound but the new love cuts deep
If I choose now, I'll lose out, one of you has to fall
And I need you, and you

Why do you come here when you know I've got troubles enough
Why do you call me when you know I can't answer the phone
Make me lie and I don't want to
And make someone else some kind of unknowing fool
You make me stay when I should not
Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me
Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by
But I mean to see you
And I mean to hold you, tightly

TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Ashley
First Screen Name: Dont Know
First Piercing: My ears
First Crush: Jordan...?
First CD: Jeremy Jordan
First Car: Dont Have One....YET!
First Stuffed animal: HUGE TEDDY BEAR!!That My Dad Bought Me When I Was Born !

NINE LASTS
Last Alchoholic Beverage: Bud
Last Car ride: Home From The Greyhound Station
Last Movie Seen: Some Lame Old Movie With That Guy From X Files And Angelina Jolie...Was Sooo Drunk:P
Last Phone Call: Brianne
Last Song: Mud On The Tires - Brad Paisley
Last Bubble Bath: Couple Weeks Ago...
Last time you Cried: LOL Today...Damn Extreme Make Over Home Edition!!

EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Not Someone That Was A Best Friend...But Turned Out To Be One
Have you ever been arrested? No...
Have you ever skinny dipped: Yes...
Have you ever been on tv: Hell Ya... A Few Times
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it? Prolly lol
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? LOL WHO DOESNT!!
Have you ever cheated on someone? Nope

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. BRA
2. THONG
3. SLIPPERS
4. PJ SHORTS
5. HOODIE
6. BODY JEWLERY
7. RINGS

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. Cleaned
2. Left Big White
3. Took The GreyHound
4. Slept
5. Watched Some TV
6. Talked On The Phone

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. Music
2. Friends
3. Family
4. Traveling
5. Partying

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: BLACK
2. Hot or Cold: COLD N HOT...DEPENDS
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: VANILLA

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. TRAVEL THE WORLD
2. START A FAMILY
3. GREAT JOB
4. ...ANYTHING I WANNA DO!

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. Nothing...Why Regret...You Only Live Once Why Not Juss Giver!

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;; Dance Like A Bar Star ;;

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;; Fuck Like A Porn Star ;;

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. High spirited. Hardworking. Spendthrift.

LIKES

A kiss is just a kiss ~ until you find the one you love
A hug is just a hug ~ until it's with the one you're thinking of
A dream is just a dream ~ until you make it come true
LOVE is just a word ~ until it's proven to you

So far I've learned that everyday of your life must be lived to the fullest.
life is about smiling, laughing, and crying.
life is about making the most of what you have and what your given,
its about keeping relationships and losing them.
life is about falling in love and losing someone you do love.
life was given to us as a challenge, and its not easy,
but you have to try and meet that challenge and make the most of it while you can because you dont actually know when it will be your turn to lay down to rest.
you only have one shot at life,
so make sure you take it with both hands and squeeze every little drop out of it you can...

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. I . s a w . h e r . t o d a y .
. I . s a w . h i m . t o d a y .

. S h e . l o o k s . b e t t e r . t h a n . b e f o r e .
. I . c o u l d n ' t . s t o p . s t a r i n g . a t . h i m .

. I . a s k e d . h o w . t h i n g s . w e r e . g o i n g .
. I . a s k e d . h i m . a b o u t . h i s . g i r l f r i e n d .

. I ' d . p i c k . h e r . o v e r . a n y . g i r l . I ' m . w i t h .
. H e ' s . p r o b a b l y . r e a l l y . h a p p y . n o w .

. I . c o u l d n ' t . l o o k . a t . h e r . w i t h o u t . c r y i n g .
. H e . c o u l d n ' t . e v e n . l o o k . a t . m e .

. I . t o l d . h e r . I . m i s s e d . h e r .
. H e . d i d n ' t . m e a n . i t .

. I . m e a n t . i t .
. H e . d i d n ' t . m e a n . i t . a t . a l l .

. I . l o v e . h e r .
. H e . d o e s n ' t . l o v e . m e .

. I . h e l d . h e r . f o r . t h e . l a s t . t i m e .
. H e . g a ve . m e . a . f r i e n d l y . h u g .

. I . w e n t . h o m e . a n d . c r i e d .
. I . w e n t . h o m e . a n d . c r i e d .

. I . l o s t . h e r . . .
. I . l o v e . h i m . . .

Every girl wants a Guy
that she can go to in her sweats
Hair in a mess
Make up running down her face
Eyes red from crying
And the first thing he says to her is
�Baby your beautiful�
And means it

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass
it's about learning to dance in the rain

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love is when...you miss him
even before he leaves when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name will
send chills down your spine
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes

"good friends will be there to take
your drink away from you when
they think you've had enough ;but
your best friends will look at you
tripping over your own feet & say
"bitch, drink the rest of that. you
know we don't waste that kinda shit!''

DISLIKES

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free, will never fly away its tru, you stole my heart, and im beginning to think,
no matter what, i'll never get it back
if you see me walking with someone else, it's not because I want to . .
It's because you weren't brave enough to walk beside me . .
If you see me smile, it's not because I forgot you . .
it's because I got tired of crying over you . .
If you see me living again, it's not because I've moved on. .
It's because I hate the fact that you can live without me. .
So if I fall in love with someone else, it's not because
I wanted to. .
It's because you weren't there to catch me. . .
I don't wanna say I'm sorry
cuz I know there's nothing wrong
don't be afraid there's no need to worry
cuz my feelings for you are still strong

Hold me in your arms and never let me go
hold me in your arms cuz I need you so
I can see it in your eyes there's something
something you wanna tell me
I see it in your eyes there is something that you have for me
is there a reason why there's something
something you wanna tell me
I see it in your eyes there is something that you have for me

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Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now

Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
Mm, yeah

I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love
There's one more thing to consider

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, We won't fake it,
I'll never break it
'cause I can't take it

...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah
need a little patience, yeah
just a little patience, yeah
some more patience, yeah
need some patience, yeah
could use some patience, yeah
gotta have some patience, yeah
all it takes is patience,
just a little patience
is all you need

I been walkin' the streets at night
Just tryin' to get it right
Hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like
Being stuck in the crowd
And the streets don't change
But baby the name
I ain't got time for the game
'cause I need you
Yeah, yeah, but I need you
Oo, I need you
Whoa, I need you
Oo, all this time

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