See Life Though My Eyes

cause when push comes to shove you taste what you're made of
you might bend, till you break cause its all you can take
on your knees you look up decide you've had enough
you get mad you get strong wipe your hands shake it off
then you stand

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

you have to take the good with the bad,
smile with the sad, love what you got,
and remember what you had,
always forgive, but never forget,
learn from your mistakes, but never regret,
people change, things go wrong,
just remember.. life goes on..
you gotta hurt in order to know,
fall in order to grow,
lose in order to gain
because most of life's lessons are learned in pain.

together with a smile But she's coming undone

If you had to pay for your sins, and the going rate was as
stated, how much would you have to pay to pay for all your
wrong doings??

Smoked pot -- $5
Did acid -- $10
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Mexican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $30
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $10
Ever drive drunk -- $25
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $30
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $15
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $30
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $45
Spent time in jail -- $15
Peed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $0.80
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25

id have to pay
$466.40

It's strange to think the songs we used to sing
The smiles, the flowers, everything: is gone
Yesterday I found out about you
Even now just looking at you: feels wrong
You say that you'd take it all back, given one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

You should've said no, you should've gone home
You should've thought twice before you let it all go
You should've know that word, bout what you did with her
Would get back to me...
And I should've been there, in the back of your mind
I shouldn't be asking myself why
You shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet...
You should've said no, baby and you might still have me

You can see that I've been crying
And baby you know all the right things: to say
But do you honestly expect me to believe
We could ever be the same...
You say that the past is the past, you need one chance
It was a moment of weakness and you said yes...

I can't resist... before you go, tell me this
Was it worth it...
Was she worth this...

march 5 2007, pretty much the worst day of my life! </3

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe



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I still go to Taco Bell Drivethrough,
raw as Hell I dont care, Im still real
No matter how many records I sell
After the show or after the grammys I
like to go cool out with the family
Sippin', reminscing on days when I had a
Mustang And now I'm in...

This is me ahha produced by Amy!