soo tired grumpy and unhappy
im going to kill all these people with
all of their pointless polls
it gets soo fucking annoying
when you have plans and you post them like everyday on a blog
like seriously no one cares what your doing every day of your life.
especially when its the same thing over and over
okay?
i have so much to do,
and im really nervous,
and i hate you judging me..
- i was hyper
- then stressed
- and there are very hot guys at safeway =P
your my best friend
i dont even care anymore if we go like
4 months without seeing eachother.
no matter what your still my favourite.
iloooooooveyoumaaaaan.
like actually. learn to take a joke alright?
i keep getting this feeling in my stomach
like someone is wripping me apart inside
and it doesnt sting , but it makes it hard to think
and all i want to do is cry.
its only when i think of 2 people
1. today talking to you for the first time in forever
brought all the memories back , and i hate knowing
that we sort of lost them and we are just sort of
people who talk once in a while not best friends anymore
and when that pain came i realised i miss you like crazy man.
i wanted to talk to you for soo long , and now i realise
i really cant do it , its too sad i want it to be like old times
2. i fear that because of what might happen next year that our friend
ship might turn out like that tooo. and i never want that
because you are joy and hyperness =[
and i feel like we are 2 peas in a pod, we are always together
and i like that, i want it to be like that forever
this is gay. i dnnt want this to come.
time is slipping away way too fast
and i cant even fix this.
i know what you want, and a friendship is what
i can give you , but thats not what you want.
popularity is what you want.
im sorry i cant give it too you.
im goinng to miss you more then anything,
you dont even know .
MORE THAN ANYTHING
=[
i was actually starting to like you guys,
we were all just starting to be friends. and i really felt okay around you both.
but since like christmas, you've both been really bitchy
and fake and weird like all you care about is impressing people
you used made me laugh all the time, and i had fun with you guys.
and everything was good till now, please go back to who you were before.
i thinnk i would die without cheeeese !
