So here we are, second day of 2011. And because everyone normally does resolutions I decided I would too, except these ones are promises.

I will leave you, and you in the dust. I promise myself I will forget the way I loved you both. You are never coming back, I know that. And you, well you never really left.
I will be reckless, whatever I want to do whenever I want to do it will happen. I know it's immature. But I need a good year of throwing everything out the window.
I no longer have a reason to straighten up come May 30, so I will make the most of the time I have where there is no reason for me to be responsible.
I will deny the system, everything and everyone in it. If a security guard comes up to me I will have the balls to tell him to "Fuck off."
I will be more like him.
I will let my true bitch shine. I will tell her and him off and then move on with my life.
I will not be a shit disturber. I will mind my own God damn buisness and if someone wants to fuck around with me or who I consider family. It's go time.
I will keep my friends close but my enemies closer.
I will be unreasonably happy throughout this year. Even if my world comes crashing down I will find a reason to smile.
I will learn about myself, tear apart every inch of myself and rebuild it too how exactly I want it.
I will forigve you, even though you don't deserve it. But you're not coming back, and even if you do. You had your chance. Tough shit.
I will no longer be the innocent little girl anymore. I have a brain and a heart and a personality. I am not just a child.

So, lets do this.
2011 shall be the best and worst year of my life.
Come on, lets tear me apart just a little more.