I've never felt myself having such an attachment or you could even say a closeness
to a certain crowd of people - everyone can be so compatible with one another. I don't know what it is but I always feel myself wanting to drift back to you, but not necessarily just you but your crowd and lifestyle. I secretly wish at times that you feel the same way; I never could understand why it was always so exhilarating, maybe it was because of the change; I hate change but it felt right. Also - part of me enjoyed the fact that nobody saw what I saw in it all. I don't think anything will ever measure up too the times I had with you.


I hope you see this.