how many people think im annoying
i mean what do i do to be annoying
haha i love it tho .. if i annoy people so much y do people like me
y are they my friends and y do they still talk to me??
thats waht really makes me wonder? the truth is out
im not as annoying as some people i know .. who crave attention who basically bankrupt mommy and daddys bank accounts
hahha ... at least i can save money when i get it for something i need other that clothes or makeup
and im not making this blog entry to be a bitch or rant on about anything its all just the truth
Dear Danielle,
I have always wanted to _______ you.
You have a cute ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me=________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I would build a _______ just for you.
I would get your name tattooed on my __________.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
My love for you is like ____________.
If i could ask you one question it would be _________.
You look________.
I am friends with you because _______.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
i know i can seem like a spoiled brat and a big bitch!.. that craves attention. But really its all an act. I want my life to be different from the way it is so i act differently. I think differently than others and have different thoughts and just a different prespecive on things. But that shouldnt change the way people think of me!? .. you are either my friend or your not so you decide. I know im different from alot of people but most people i know can see where im comming from but may not be able to relate the same way that im feeling. So my guess is you either sit and listen to what i have to say without argueing and telling me your always right when your not. Or you can just walk away like the snob you are. Your choice by all means do what you want. But dont come to me in the end saying i was the one thats right. I may not have lived a full life and experienced everything. But i sure do know alot about relationships and i am here to help anyone in need if they are willing to listen to what i have to say. Like i said without argueing. I dont like taking NO for an answer and i sure as hell dont like being put down for someone elses needs. If you are that rude and u like to put other down for your own need to make yerself feel better your a bully and im sure no one wants you in this world. I've been put down alot and i want it to just stop. Stop with all the name calling and hatred... its wrong. Hasn't your parents or schools taught you anything on bullying. You shouldn't do it.. think of how many kids commit suicide because of being bullied. We dont want to lose anymore lives than has already been lost from suicide.
And when people tell me i dont feel their pain when people die. I'm sure i havnt had someone die from suicide or something like that so i cant relate to ir but i can feel your pain in losing a loved one . so dont tell me that im wrong or stupid.. i know what its like to lose someone. And i know it sucks. So if you are reading this now please jsut take the time to think how good of a person i can be under all the annoyance and bitching. I am a really nice sweet girl. Take the time to get to know me and i can be your best friend. I am here to listen to anyone with whatever they have to say. I am here to help as well as be there as a friend.
Thank you,
Danielle<33
i wrote this a long while ago from ym old nexopia im just posting it back up into my blog
i hate the feeling when u want to just roll over and die
when u cant give up something u think u really need
when u dont want to lose the one u really care about over something stupid
when people hate on you for no reason
when people dont understand me for who i am and wont accept it
when you cant figure out what is really bugging u and know one can help you
when people are just plain stupid and cant figure things out
when people cant just leave u alone when u want to be alone..
when someone u want to be with doesnt understand.. and just wants shit for himself..
when u dont know if people really care .. are they all faking it just to be liked?
when people tell u what to do
when something really upsets u about something someone u like does
when you want to let go of things that use to mean something to you.. and when u get around to doing it you cant do it .. you want to keep it all for memory even tho it all hurts
when you think you got over something but your really didnt
when you want something soo bad that u use to have but dont anymore.. and u really want it back because u believe it will make u more happier
when the one person u love ..doesnt want you back.. as much as you want it or try it will always be a no to him
i want a guy that will accept me for me
not hastle me or bug me to do anything i dont want to do
one that will let me live my life the way i want and be there for me as
a best friend and a lover.
i need a guy that will hold me and care for me tell me things will be ok ..
one that will not laugh at me infront of my face or make fun of me behind my back ..
one that doesnt treat me like a kid but a normal human being.
who thinks and believes im his everything but still has a life outside of me
who will take the time to come see me if im down or hurt in anyway
even if it means ditching his friends for like a half hour
friends mean a shit load i know
but so do gfs and if u dont dedicate yourself to the one u care for and love than its not a real relationship..
anyone who reads this take the time to think and maybe reply back...
im tired of being alone and no im not desperate im just tired of the bullshit and i want something real for once
i never get treated the way i want in a realtionship
i get treated the exact opposite and i hate it
i dont like being put down or ignored
i want some attention
but not too much and not enough to make u seem obsessive
for me the single life sucks...
