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Uh huh.
yes it is a bad time for me to leave,
but i got to go,
even if i don't want to.
 

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Oh boy.
I'm in for it now.
 

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if i could walk on water,
if i could tell you what's next,
make you believe,
make you forget,
so come on get higher,
loosen your lips,
faith and desire,
in the swing of your hips,
just pull me down hard,
and drown me in love,


i miss the sound of your voice,
i miss the rush of your skin,
and i miss the still of the silence,
as you breathe out,
and i breathe in,
 

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Yeah, you.
I wear it because, it reminds me of you.
 

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; I like you just the way you are.
The Basics

Name? Aszjeca.
Birthday? January, 17th.
Birthplace? Nelson.
Current Location? Lemon Creek.
Relationship Status? Singlee.
Siblings? Sister.
Looks

Eye Color ? Greeny brown.
Hair Color ? Redish brown.
Height ? 5'5.
Heritage ? Hungarian & British.
Piercings ? Ears.
Tattos ? Nada.
Deep Stuff

Weakness ? I would say, not being able to let go.
Fears ? I haven't a clue.
Goals for the year ? Just be myself around everyone,
Most missed memory ? The water fight. =)
Most missed friend ? Darby. =(
How do you want to die ? In my sleep.
Things you regret ? Not alot of anything.
Taken any drugs ? Never.
Favorites

Soda ? 7- Up.
Fast Food ? Taco bell.
Tea ? All =)
Color ? Orange.
Animal ? Turtlee.
Book ? Too many to name.
Flower ? Lily.
Are you..

A daydreamer ? Oh yes.
Sarcastic ? Not really.
Shy ? No.
Talkative ? Oh yeah.
Laid Back ? I can be.
Disciplined ? Not really.
Outgoing ? Oh yes.
Have you ever

Lied to someone ? Yes =(
Been drunk ? Yep.
Made out with someone who was just a friend ? I believe so.
Been in a fist fight ? Nope.
Been beaten up ? Noo.
Considered a life of crime ? Haha, all the time =P
Stolen anything ? Without meaning to, yes.
Held a gun ? Never.
Intentionally hurt someone ? No.
Do you

Smoke ? No.
Drink ? On occasion.
Swear/Cuss ? I try not to.
Believe in yourself ? Mostly.
Get along with your parents ? Mostly.
Play an instrument ? Yep. many.
Like thunderstorms ? Love em'. =)
Color your hair ? I don't usually, but i recently did.
Wish you could live somewhere else ? At times.
Have best/close friends ? Yes =)
Care about your looks ? Not really.
In the past couple months

Have you drank alcohol ? Yep.
Smoked ? I don't smoke.
Lied to someone ? I hope not.
Lied to yourself ? =( Yep.
Gone on a date ? Been asked, haven't actually gone though..
Gone to the mall ? Yees.
Gone skinny dipping ? Ahhh, no.. freezing.
Stolen anything ? Nope.
Goten in serious trouble ? Pretty much.
Lied to your parents ? Yes.
Wished you were somwhere else ? Oh yeah.
Last..

Book you read ? Three willows.
Song you heard ? Down the road.
Movie you saw ? The devil wears prada.
Thing you ate ? Rice.
Person you talked to on the phone ? Skye.
Person you said I love you to ? Darby.
Right now

What're you wearing ? Jeans and a T-shirt,
Mood ? Haappy. =)
Smell like ? Candy. I guess?
Hair Color ? Redish Brown,
What should you be doing ? Nothing important.
CD your listening to ? Nada.
Love or Lust ? Lovee.
Ever been in love ? You could say that.
Been in lust ? Nope.
Believe in love at first sight ? I do.
Believe in the one ? I do.
Too shy to make the first move ? No, not really.
First

Kiss ? Kylee .R.
Crush ? Haha, don't even remember.
Love ? No comment. =(
Person you hated ? I don't think i've ever truly 'hated' someone.
Boy/Girl Preference

Hair Color ? I usually like darker haired guyss.
Eye Color ? Don't matter, something original is nice. =)
Height ? Taller than me.
Weight ? Don't matter.
Short/Long hair ? Shorter.
 

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Yuh no. ?!
1. made out for more than 3 minutes?: Yep.
2. slept in a different bed?: Yes.
3. made out in a movie theater?: Yep.
4. made out in the forest?: Yess.
5. thought your cousin was hot?: Haha, yes. he deffinatly is.
7. taken a shower with the opposite sex?: Noo.
8. gone over the speed limit? Well, not myself. I've been with other people when they have though.
9. painted your room?: Nope.
11. danced in front of your mirror?: Yes. =)
12. gotten a hickey?: Yes.
13. been dumped?: Yep.
14. stolen money from a friend?: No.
15. gotten in a car with people you just met? Nope.
16. been in a fist fight?: Not a serious one.
17. snuck out of your house?: No.
18. had feelings for someone who didnt have them back?: Mm, kinda like right now.
19. been arrested?: Nope.
20. made out with a stranger?: Haha, no.
21. left your house without telling your parents?: Yep.
22. had a crush on your neighbor?: No.
23. ditched school to do something more fun?: Yes.
24. slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?: Yep.
25. seen someone die?: No.
26. been on a plane?: Nope.
27. kissed a picture?: Yees.
28. slept in until 3pm?: Nope.
29. miss someone right now?: Of course.
30. Laid on your back and watched the cloud shapes go by? All the time.
31. made a snow angel?: Deffinatly. =)
32. played dress up?: Oh yeah.
33. cheated while playing a game?: Probably have.
34. been lonely?: Yes.
35. fallen asleep at work/school?: Oh yes.
36. been to a club?: The element.
37. felt an earthquake? Noo.
38. Touched a snake? Herman =)
39. Ran a red light?: I don't drive.
40. had detention? Oh yes.
41. been in a car accident?: Naw.
43. witnessed a crime?: Not really.
44. been lost?: Haha, yep.
45. been to the opposite side of the country?: No.
46. felt like dying from embarrassment?: Yes!
47. cried yourself to sleep?: Yeep.
48. sang karaoke?: Yess.
49. done something you told yourself you wouldn't?: Oh yes.
50. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? Haha, kindof.
51. caught a snowflake on your tongue?: All the time.
52. kissed in the rain?: No.
54. had a dream that you married someone?: AHAHA, yes.. a looong time ago.
55. glued your hand to something?: Yeeeeeees.
56. got your tongue stuck to a pole?: Yepp. Once.
57. ever gone to school partially naked?: Haha, no.
58. sat on a rooftop?: All the time at Skye's.
59. been a cheerleader?: Nope.
60. didn't take a shower for a week?: Nada chance.
61. ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?: Yess.
62. played truth or dare?: Oh yes.
63. played spin the bottle?: Yep.
64. been told you're hot by a complete stranger?: Yep.
65. broken a heart?: I don't think soo..
66. been easily amused?: All the time.
67. laughed so hard you cried?: Haha, everyday.
68. cheated on a test?: Maybe.
70. kissed a stranger? Nope.
71. played a prank on someone?: Oh yes.
72. gone to a late night movie?: Yep.
73. made love to anything not human?: Uhh, no.
75. choked on something you're not supposed to eat?: Yes.
76. played an instrument for more than 10 hours straight?: Nope.
77. celebrated the 4th of july?: Nooope.
79. felt like killing someone?: Not really.
80. thought about running away?: I have.
81. ran away?: Yep.
82. had detention and did not attend it? Haha, yep.
83. made your parents cry?: Yes.
84. cried over someone?: All the time.
85. owned more than 5 sharpies?: Yes.
86. dated someone?: Yep.
87. have/had a dog? I have a dog. =)
88. played an intsrument?: Yep.
89. been in a band?: Stage band.
90. drank more than 15 pops in a day?: Noope.
91. broken a cd?: Yes.
92. shot a gun?: Nope.
93. been on myspace for more than 5 hours?: Haha, no.
96. had a crush on someone when you already had a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yess.
97. slept for 24 hours straight?: Nope.
98. been cheated on?: No.
99. told someone you love them and really meant it? All the time.
100. do you like anyone right now that you would want to eventually date? Yes.
 

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WHAT:
1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? How thirsty i was.
2. What did you do last night? Read, Watched movies, Slept.
3. What is the most important part of your life? My family, friends.
4. What would you rather be doing right now? Going somwhere.
5. What did you last cry over? Dosen't matter. Stupid unimportantness.
6. What always makes you feel better when your upset? Drinking tea =)
8. What's the most important thing you look for in a significant other? Personality.
9. What are you worried about? Not alot actually, just how long this might last..
10. What are you looking forward to most in this week? Hmm, nothing really.

NINE HAVE YOU:
1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Uhg, yes.
2. Have you ever had your heart broken? You could say that.
4. Have you ever been out of the country? Yes.
5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? Oh yes.
6. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? Yepp.
7. Have you ever had the cops called on you? No.
8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? Yep.
9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? I believe so.

EIGHT WHO:
1. Who was the last person you saw? My mother.
2. Who was the last person you kissed? No comment.
3. Who was the last person you texted? Someone on paige's phone.
4. Who was the last person to call you? Darby.
5. Who was your first crush? I haven't a clue.

SEVEN WHEN:
1.When was your last shower? Last night.
2. When did you last see your mom? A few moments ago.
3. When was your last time you saw your dad? A few moments ago.
4. When did you last dress up? Thursday night i suppose.
5. When was the last time you cried? This morning.
6. When did you last go to the movies and with who? It's been waaay to long.
7. When did you last listen to music? Not to long ago.

SIX WHERE:
1. Where does your best friend live? Nelson, Lemon Creek.
2. Where did you last go? Town.
3. Where did you last hang out? The mall.
4. Where do you go to school? Mount Sentinel.
5. Where is your favorite place to be? Anywhere near the beach is finee.
6. Where did you sleep last night? My bed.

FIVE DO/DOES:
1. Do you like someone right now? Yes.
2. Do they like you too? No.
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else? Yep.
4. Do you know the muffin man? Oh yes.
5. Does the future scare you? A little.

FOUR WHY:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend? They're the best.
2. Why did you get a myspace? Because my sister made me.
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have? It's to long to write.
4. Why are you doing this survey? I have no life =O

THREE IF:
1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be? To go back in time.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? Haha, deffinatly.
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be? A boat.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER:
1. Would you change your name? Perhaps.
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? Of course.

ONE LAST QUESTION:
1. Are you happy with your life right now? I always am.
 

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I wonder just where you are...
Can you take this without deleting any questions?
I betcha =)

Whats going on between you and the last person you kissed?
Absolutely nothing.

What was your worst mistake in your life?
Letting go.

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
Noope.

Whats the last thing that made you sad?
Reading that blog..

How was today?
It was okay, not over yet though =)

Who is your bestfriend?
Kiya, Paige, Skye.

Do you wear glasses?
Nope, but i probably should.. i'm completly blind.

Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
Hmm, California with kiya =)

Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
I don't think soo.

Do you have plans today?
Nada, I have no life.. =)

Waiting for someone to call?
Nope.

Will you call them if they don' t call?
Haha, no.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Ardenes, i believe.

Could you go a day without eating?
That's a no.

Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?
We don't actually go to church, ever.

What does the 8th message in your inbox say and who from?
It's from paige and it says "did we not just talk?!"

What was the last thing you drank ?
Teaaa =)

What is for dinner tonight?
I haven't a clue.

Does your ex miss you?
No.

Does anyone love you?
I believe soo.

How has this week been?
Boring, but good.

Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
For sure.

Do you curse in front of your parents?
Noo.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
Not really.

Who did you see today?
My family.

Have you ever kissed anyone who' s name started with a B?
Yes.

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
I believe so.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
I go after them, i can't stand letting people go.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yep.

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Yes.

Does anyone hate you?
Hopefully not, but i wouldn't doubt it.

Do you believe every one deserves a second chance?
Deffinatly.

Have you ever seen your bestfriend(s) cry?
Yes.

Do you walk around naked?
Haha, well, that just depends on the situation.

Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
Yees.
 

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uh ohhh..
whats your sign:

Gemini - I'm a whore
Cancer - I'm a pimp
Leo - I can make u love me.
Virgo - I fuck better than u.
Libra - I can have sex all night long.
Scorpio - I'm sexy as hell.
Sagittarius - I'm the best at sex.
Taurus - I'm great in bed.
Capricorn - I love sex.
Aquarius - I fuck like no other.
Pisces - I have great lips to kiss.
Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type.

..Name...high light all letters of your name

A - You always want some action.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are popular with all types of people.
F - Fake.
G - You are very friendly and understanding.
H - You have very good personality and looks.
I - Love is something you deeply believe in.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You are always smiling and making others smile.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You can be very "FUN "
O - You love foreplay.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - People think you are sexy, especially your bf/gf.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You usally r hella tight.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You are always smiling and making others smile.
Z - You're uber cool.

Pick the first letter of your first name:

A - Fabulous
B - Gorgeous
C - Pretty
D - Popular
E - Gangster
F - Girly
G - Amazing
H - Sweet
I - Retarded
J - Emotional
K - Preppy
L - Flirty
M - Slutty
N - Beautiful
O - Hot
P - Dyke
Q - Punky
R - Hot
S - Sexy
T - Very Sexy
U - Ugly
V - Wonderful
W - Hot
X - Bitchy
Y - Under-appreciated
Z - Over-appreciated

Now the third letter in your middle name:

A - Sex god
B - Skank
C - Bitch
D - Obsesser
E - Slut
F - Retard
G - Queen/King
H -Chocoholic
I - Goddess
J - Goth
K - Nerd
L - Beauty queen
M - drinker
N - sex machine
O - Geek
P - Babe
Q - Scaredycat
R - Pornstar
S - Princess
T - Whore
U - Cry Baby
V - Jackass
W - Punk
X - Crackwhore
Y - Coward
Z - ugly

Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red - Who's Good With My Hands
Purple - Who Looks At Porn 24/7
Orange - Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow - Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green - Who will do anything for Sex
Pink - Who Will Do Anything For Crack
Blue - Who wants to fuck everyday
White - Who everyone wants to fuck
Black - Who will rock your world
Gray - Who gives
 

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tooooo laaate.
SINCE 2OO9 STARTED:

------- Have You -------

•• Had a boyfriend/girlfriend: Noope.
•• Had your birthday: Yes =)
•• Been to church: Nooo.
•• Cried: Yepp.
•• Had someone close to you pass: Noo.
•• Pulled an all nighter: All the time =)
•• Drank Tim Horton Soup: Noope.
•• Gone on a shopping spree: Naww.
•• Gone to the movies: I don't think soo.
•• Been to the beach: Noope.
•• Met someone new: Yes, all the time.
•• Been out of your home town: Yupp.
•• Done something crazy: Kindof.
•• Thought about moving: Yes,

------- In The Past Month -------

•• Hugged someone: All the time =)
•• Slept in someone else's bed: Oh Yesss.
•• Snuck someone over: Haha, noo.
•• Snuck out of your own house: Noope.
•• Been to a bar: To a club. but not a bar.
•• Been Bullied: HAHA, oh yes! =P
•• Drove somewhere: Yess.
•• Done something you regret: A few things.
•• Drank alcohol: Oh yes.

------- Last -------

•• Thing you bought: A can of 7-up.
•• Person you hugged: Adam? Skye?
•• Person to call you: Uhm, Paigee.
•• Person who messaged you: Paigee.
•• Time you took a bubble bath: Not too too long ago.
•• Time you felt stupid: All the time.. it never ends.
•• Time you walked a mile: WHEN I WAS IN CASTLEGAR.. JEEEZE.
•• Person who saw you cry: Paige.
•• Person who made you cry: No comment.
•• Person you watched a movie with: My momma!
•• Person you danced with: Zac, Adam, Riley.
••Person you yelled at: Skye.
•• Person to make you smile: Kiya.
•• Friend you miss : Darbyyy!! =(
•• Song you listened to: Now your gone.
•• Thing you did last night: Got home, Drank Tea.
 

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QULIUETE?
Will you cry at your wedding?
Probably,

Are you named after one of your parents or grand parents?
Noo.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
Nope.

What was the last thing you sang?
With You - Chris Brown.

Where are you right now?
The room with the computer.

What is your current annoyance?
Mmm, Nada.

What are you doing besides this survey?
Listening to my mother chatter.

Do you know anyone who is pregnant?
Yep.

Does anyone hate you?
Wouldn't doubt it.

Are you keeping a secret right now?
Noo.

What are your plans for the weekend?
C-gar, Element, Holly's.

Are you a bad influence?
People say so..

Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?
Yuup.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Going Skiing with mah daddy-o.

Do you have a lot on your mind at the moment?
Not really.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My dad, or mom?

When is the next time you will hug someone?
Hmm, soon?

Do you know anyone whose name starts with an X?
I do.

Someone asks you on a date, where do you wanna go?
Anywhere at all.

You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
Tongue or nose.

Have you ever ridden a horse?
Deffinatly.

Are you scared of sharks?
A little..

Last thing someone bought for you?
Hm, I think it must have been the magazine my dad bought for me..

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Yes.

What woke you up this morning?
My cat.

What’s the last thing you laughed really hard over?
School today,

Did you have a good birthday this year?
Yes, very fun indeed.

Gummy bears or Gummy worms?
Gummy worms.

Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
Yep.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yeah.

Do you have a little sister?
Nah, i've got a big one.

Do you like Taylor Swift?
Yep.

Tell me a fact about the last person that texted you:
They're a great friend =)

When's the last time you ate at Taco Bell?
Summer, I believe.

Have you ever broken anything because you were mad?
Yep.

Do you tell your best friend everything?
Yep, always.

When is the last time you had butterflies?
Today, stupid boy.

Are you emotional?
Yes, but I don't usually cry in public. Ever.

Name a flower you like:
Tulips.

Are you dating the person you text the most:
Noo.

Who/what would you like to see right now?
A rainbow. =)

What are your nicknames?
Aszja-bee, Aszj-hole.?

Do you watch the show Friends?
Sometimes.

What was the last thing you made into a heart?
I don't remember.

Speaking of hugs, who is the best hugger you know?
Butler gives quite good hugs.

Do you have an addiction? What is it?
No, I do not.

If your best friend made out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, what would you do?
Obviously, talk to them about it before i did anything major,

Are you someone who remembers dates?
Yeah.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
I don't mind it.

Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste?
Always.

Do you eat when your on the computer?
Aha, yes, always.

What does your last text say, and who's it from?
I don't even know.

Are you a pill popper?
No, i can't swallow pills, therefor i never take them..

When you do a puzzle do you find all the edges first?
Yep.

Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?
Haha, well that would have been gym class, and yes.. they're my friend =)
 

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i can't let go,
it's not going away,
the sad, sad song of a light melody,
it's your absolute innocence that's got me,
your beautiful eyes,
amazing smile,
i was turned away,
from something so real,
i really don't know why you bother caring,
about how i feel,
i'm going to be sad,
i guess you wouldn't know,
you obviously didn't feel the same for me,
so i'll keep staring out a blank window,
wishing it wasen't this way,
but the scenery will never change,
all i see is you,


 

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sorry.. =(
I'm so sorry,
I feel soooo bad,
I overreacted.. waaay to much..
I'm over him, I don't know why i acted like i did,
I know your just friends, and i accept that.
But i want you to know, if it was ever more,
I would support youu, big time, i just want to be a friend who's there for you.
I'm soo sorry,
I lovee youuuu!

 

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obsession? for kiya?
hoebag . fireballer.
 

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kiya
oh man.
a bit freaky.
a tad crazy.
a little bit insane.
upset.
crying.
sniffle.
wondering if she should phone.
12 hours left, i am a stalker.
oh man.