… that wait every night for that post game text
… that wait patiently for that pre game nap and practice to be over
… that put up with constant bruises, stitches and cuts
… that drive 4 hours to watch him play
… that have to put up with the lingo
… that sit through endless nights of sports centre
… that put trust in their boys every “team party” or “beers with the boys”
But most of all, here’s to the girls that will always come second to something that is known to many as “just a game” and wishing that they could mean just as much... Wishing that your bond with him were as close as their line mates. God forbid he shows any emotion, but when the seasons over its all he can talk about.
Here’s to the hockey girlfriends that put up with the cockiness, sexism and oversized egos because they know that above all, it is worth it.
Here’s to the girls that have never had to put up with any of that, my sympathy goes out to you. I finally realized that hockey will never be just a game. It’s the rawest form of love that I have ever seen. I may sound like I am complaining but I am envious. I wish that one day I will find a bond, a way of life as strong as that.
… that wait patiently for that pre game nap and practice to be over
… that put up with constant bruises, stitches and cuts
… that drive 4 hours to watch him play
… that have to put up with the lingo
… that sit through endless nights of sports centre
… that put trust in their boys every “team party” or “beers with the boys”
But most of all, here’s to the girls that will always come second to something that is known to many as “just a game” and wishing that they could mean just as much... Wishing that your bond with him were as close as their line mates. God forbid he shows any emotion, but when the seasons over its all he can talk about.
Here’s to the hockey girlfriends that put up with the cockiness, sexism and oversized egos because they know that above all, it is worth it.
Here’s to the girls that have never had to put up with any of that, my sympathy goes out to you. I finally realized that hockey will never be just a game. It’s the rawest form of love that I have ever seen. I may sound like I am complaining but I am envious. I wish that one day I will find a bond, a way of life as strong as that.
I think I miss your hugs the most. I didn't need them often, but now when I do, it sucks to know your not around to give them.
I've heard that door slam a thousand times before this time you mean it, my heart fell on the floor. But i miss you. Yeah i said it first. Yeah I miss you. I miss you. I don't care, I don't cry just as long as at the end of the night your alone, your miles gone & i never feel that low. its 3 in the morning, I haven't blinked an eye You laid right here beside me tried to say that i hadn't tried. To resist is infatuation he called me that night for all the wrong reasons put his arm around me told me babe your the one then he put my hair behind me ear and then we made love. I don't care, I don't cry who said I'm sorry for that night? I know your alone, I know your miles gone and I never feel that low. I don't care, I don't cry. Who said i'm sorry for that night? I know your alone and I know your loves gone cold, and i'll never feel that low. I don't care, I don't cry. Who said i'm sorry for that night? i know your alone, I know your loves gone cold, and ill never feel that low. and ill never feel that low.
50 little secrets. Be honest.
Who was your last text from?
Sid
Who’s your best friend?
The Midge.
Where was your default pic taken?
In mikey b's jeep.
Your relationship status?
Single as fukk.
Have you ever lost a close friend?
No.
Four- What’s your current mood?
Completely Content.
Five - What’s your sister(s) names?
Taylor-Jean
Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
Home.
Seven - Have a crazy side?
Hell ya.
Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
I choked on a hot dog one time and got in a car accident.
Nine - Something you do a lot?
Call my mom.
Ten - Angry at anyone?
No one worth being angry over.
Eleven - What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Distance.
Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
Don't remember.
Thirteen - Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Ya!
Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Literally everything.
Fifteen- What were you doing yesterday at 10:00?
10am - Sleepin
10pm- watchin a movie.
Sixteen- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my sister.
Eighteen - What is your favorite song?
Lovin' each day.
Nineteen - What are you doing right now?
Waiting for lank to answer me and waiting for 16 n preggerto get on mtv.ca
Twenty - Who do you trust right now?
Natertot.
Twenty one - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Challenge day. I think it's my mom's.
Twenty four - Describe your current life in one word.
Interesting.
Twenty five - What are you thinking of right now?
Life.
Twenty six - What should you be doing right now?
Writing my speech.
Twenty seven - What are you listening to?
Lovin each day.
Twenty nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Dad.
Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like?
Meh.
Thirty two - Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Emma. or Dave.
Thirty three - Who was the last person to make you mad?
Braden.
Thirty five - Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Naturally wtf is what it is.
Thirty six - Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
Um no?
Thirty eight - Gone skinny dipping in the past week?
No.
Thirty nine - Do you use smiley faces on the computers?
Yap.
Forty - Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.
Forty - one - Are you happy with life right now?
Yup.
Forty - two - Are you currently jealous?
Nah.
Forty four - What are you doing Friday night?
going to a louah? is that how it;s spelled? lmao.
Forty five - Ever broken a bone?
Nope.
Forty six - Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah.
Forty seven - Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Yup.
Forty Eight - What are you looking forward to?
Homzies.
Forty Nine - Are you good in school?
No.
Fifty- Lyrics to the song you’re listening to?
None.
Who was your last text from?
Sid
Who’s your best friend?
The Midge.
Where was your default pic taken?
In mikey b's jeep.
Your relationship status?
Single as fukk.
Have you ever lost a close friend?
No.
Four- What’s your current mood?
Completely Content.
Five - What’s your sister(s) names?
Taylor-Jean
Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
Home.
Seven - Have a crazy side?
Hell ya.
Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
I choked on a hot dog one time and got in a car accident.
Nine - Something you do a lot?
Call my mom.
Ten - Angry at anyone?
No one worth being angry over.
Eleven - What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Distance.
Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
Don't remember.
Thirteen - Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Ya!
Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Literally everything.
Fifteen- What were you doing yesterday at 10:00?
10am - Sleepin
10pm- watchin a movie.
Sixteen- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my sister.
Eighteen - What is your favorite song?
Lovin' each day.
Nineteen - What are you doing right now?
Waiting for lank to answer me and waiting for 16 n preggerto get on mtv.ca
Twenty - Who do you trust right now?
Natertot.
Twenty one - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Challenge day. I think it's my mom's.
Twenty four - Describe your current life in one word.
Interesting.
Twenty five - What are you thinking of right now?
Life.
Twenty six - What should you be doing right now?
Writing my speech.
Twenty seven - What are you listening to?
Lovin each day.
Twenty nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Dad.
Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like?
Meh.
Thirty two - Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Emma. or Dave.
Thirty three - Who was the last person to make you mad?
Braden.
Thirty five - Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Naturally wtf is what it is.
Thirty six - Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
Um no?
Thirty eight - Gone skinny dipping in the past week?
No.
Thirty nine - Do you use smiley faces on the computers?
Yap.
Forty - Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes.
Forty - one - Are you happy with life right now?
Yup.
Forty - two - Are you currently jealous?
Nah.
Forty four - What are you doing Friday night?
going to a louah? is that how it;s spelled? lmao.
Forty five - Ever broken a bone?
Nope.
Forty six - Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah.
Forty seven - Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Yup.
Forty Eight - What are you looking forward to?
Homzies.
Forty Nine - Are you good in school?
No.
Fifty- Lyrics to the song you’re listening to?
None.
The best feeling in the world? Realizing that your head is over powering your heart. FUCK YEAH. Bout god damn time. Pccceeee feelings.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Meh sure why not.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes.
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Single is the way to go I'm tellin ya.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn’t mean it
Um ya.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Nah. Somedays I would like to but everything so far has happened for a reason.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I wasn't in the past. But who knows how I would be now. Probably still shitty.
Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Yes.
Have you dated someone older than you?
Yup.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends.
Ever been given an engagement ring?
Promise ring, no engagement here!
Do you want to get married?
Someday
Ever liked someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up with you?
Only uno.
Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
No.
Would you ever date your best male/female friend?
Nah. I've done that and shit never goes back to the way it was.
If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?
Nah. I only speak up if I'm asked. To this day I haven't been asked.
Do you regret any of your relationships?
i regret nothing.
What does your last text say?
"Weird eh.. I'm going to bed tho. Wish you were here, but your not, so night Jordhan :)" :s
Will you be single over summer?
Lol most likely.
What’s your favorite number?
8.
How often do you say sorry?
Once in awhile.
What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Jo Jomo Jord Jordhan.
It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
Lmao Sid.
What was the best part about yesterday?
Hm. Movies.
Do you remember who you liked three months ago?
Yap.
Where did you get the underwear you are currently wearing?
Lasenza I'm sure.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Couldn't tell ya.
What does your hair look like now?
Lazy.
Are promises important to you?
Yup!
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love one.
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with?
Nope.
Are you "with" the very last person you text messaged?
Lol I used to be.
Are you allergic to anything?
Fkin everything.
Is your room ever clean?
Once in awhile!
Are you keeping a secret right now?
If I am I don't remember what it is.
Are you sarcastic?
Yes.
Do you trust all of your friends?
Some of em yep!
Were you single over summer?
Hell ya!
Are you comfortable with your height?
Yup.
Does the future scare you?
More then anything! I hate change.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I donno my momma bought it for me.
whats something that bothers you about girls?
How quickly shit can get catty.
Any stressful situations in your life?
Uni.
What are you listening to?
Lovin' Each Day - Ronan Keating.
Who last called you?
Mumma.
If I ask, "are you okay?" what would you say?
Just a little confused!
What are you wearing?
Sweats bunny hug sockies.
When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Yesterday from my daddy!
What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Shut alarm off.
Who made you laugh the hardest today?
Ali.
What did you do today?
Class, cleaned, watch movies.
Do you know what you want to do with your life?
Not a fkin clue.
Can money buy happiness?
Yes!!!
Did you enjoy your day?
Not too shabby.
Do you miss anyone?
Nah.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nah.
Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
Yep.
You're thinking about someone right now, aren't you?
Yep.
Where was the last place that you walked?
Bathroom lmao.
What was the subject of the last paper you wrote?
A book I read. True Grit.
How long do you think that you could survive in the wilderness?
Not even a day. I hate camping.
What was your last facebook status about?
Not having an contacts in my phone.
What were you doing at 10 am?
Snoozin.
Did you go to sleep happy last night?
Yep.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Lol who knows with me.
What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them?
Meh. Not really wanting that right now.
Who's the last person that you hugged, not family?
Kenzington Setter.
Who made you cry last?
I don't even remember.
Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
Yes.
Do you wake up to a good morning text?
No lmao.
Would you fight for someone you wanted to be with?
Nah not if they weren't fighting for me too.
Have you ever made a boy cry?
Yes.
Are you afraid of thunder and lightning?
Yes
Are you scared of ending up alone?
Yes.
Have you lost a friend recently?
Meh.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
No.
Are you currently looking forward to anything?
THE WEEKEND BABY.
Meh sure why not.
Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes.
Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Single is the way to go I'm tellin ya.
Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn’t mean it
Um ya.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Nah. Somedays I would like to but everything so far has happened for a reason.
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I wasn't in the past. But who knows how I would be now. Probably still shitty.
Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Yes.
Have you dated someone older than you?
Yup.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends.
Ever been given an engagement ring?
Promise ring, no engagement here!
Do you want to get married?
Someday
Ever liked someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend?
No.
Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up with you?
Only uno.
Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
No.
Would you ever date your best male/female friend?
Nah. I've done that and shit never goes back to the way it was.
If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?
Nah. I only speak up if I'm asked. To this day I haven't been asked.
Do you regret any of your relationships?
i regret nothing.
What does your last text say?
"Weird eh.. I'm going to bed tho. Wish you were here, but your not, so night Jordhan :)" :s
Will you be single over summer?
Lol most likely.
What’s your favorite number?
8.
How often do you say sorry?
Once in awhile.
What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Jo Jomo Jord Jordhan.
It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
Lmao Sid.
What was the best part about yesterday?
Hm. Movies.
Do you remember who you liked three months ago?
Yap.
Where did you get the underwear you are currently wearing?
Lasenza I'm sure.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Couldn't tell ya.
What does your hair look like now?
Lazy.
Are promises important to you?
Yup!
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love one.
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn’t want to be with?
Nope.
Are you "with" the very last person you text messaged?
Lol I used to be.
Are you allergic to anything?
Fkin everything.
Is your room ever clean?
Once in awhile!
Are you keeping a secret right now?
If I am I don't remember what it is.
Are you sarcastic?
Yes.
Do you trust all of your friends?
Some of em yep!
Were you single over summer?
Hell ya!
Are you comfortable with your height?
Yup.
Does the future scare you?
More then anything! I hate change.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I donno my momma bought it for me.
whats something that bothers you about girls?
How quickly shit can get catty.
Any stressful situations in your life?
Uni.
What are you listening to?
Lovin' Each Day - Ronan Keating.
Who last called you?
Mumma.
If I ask, "are you okay?" what would you say?
Just a little confused!
What are you wearing?
Sweats bunny hug sockies.
When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Yesterday from my daddy!
What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Shut alarm off.
Who made you laugh the hardest today?
Ali.
What did you do today?
Class, cleaned, watch movies.
Do you know what you want to do with your life?
Not a fkin clue.
Can money buy happiness?
Yes!!!
Did you enjoy your day?
Not too shabby.
Do you miss anyone?
Nah.
Are you mad at anyone right now?
Nah.
Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
Yep.
You're thinking about someone right now, aren't you?
Yep.
Where was the last place that you walked?
Bathroom lmao.
What was the subject of the last paper you wrote?
A book I read. True Grit.
How long do you think that you could survive in the wilderness?
Not even a day. I hate camping.
What was your last facebook status about?
Not having an contacts in my phone.
What were you doing at 10 am?
Snoozin.
Did you go to sleep happy last night?
Yep.
This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Lol who knows with me.
What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them?
Meh. Not really wanting that right now.
Who's the last person that you hugged, not family?
Kenzington Setter.
Who made you cry last?
I don't even remember.
Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
Yes.
Do you wake up to a good morning text?
No lmao.
Would you fight for someone you wanted to be with?
Nah not if they weren't fighting for me too.
Have you ever made a boy cry?
Yes.
Are you afraid of thunder and lightning?
Yes
Are you scared of ending up alone?
Yes.
Have you lost a friend recently?
Meh.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
No.
Are you currently looking forward to anything?
THE WEEKEND BABY.
Something about that picture still being there brings me comfort, and sadness.
the straw that broke the cammels back wasn't actually straw but a bitch with brown eyes and a huge ass?
Ready for some hard truth twisting questions?
I guess so.
Is there a boy that you miss right now, where is he?
Um I don't miss anyone.
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love one.
How is your heart lately?
Kinda sad and lost.
Do you miss someone?
No.
If the last person to hurt you apologized right now, what would you say?
He did last night.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
1.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Nathan.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yup!
Are you alone right now?
Yepper.
Do you follow your head or your heart?
I follow my heart faaarrrr too much. I wish I could think with my head more.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
No.
Are you a forgiving person?
Yeah cos I'd rather just forgive and forget then dwell and waste my time.
Do you believe love lasts forever?
I donno if it ever will for me. But I kinda hope so!
Ever receive a really long apology?
Yes.
Have you ever tried so hard that you just couldn't anymore?
Yes.
Do you have any best friends of the opposite sex?
Yup.
Do you know anyone with red hair?
Lots yes.
Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
Ali & Cierra.
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
Yeah if they don't mean much to me. But if it's a boyfriend or something I need to talk it all out.
When you say you don't care do you mean it?
Most times.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Yeah.
Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?
Yeah when I'm really mad at myself or someone else. It's a rare occurrence when I cry because I'm sad. You know it's bad when that happens.
Is it easy for people to make you cry?
Seriously people say I cry at everything. I just cry at really cute things and sad movies and weddings and stuff. Like happy cry. I don't cry easy when I'm sad.
Are you happy with the way things are going?
You know what? It is what it is.
Last song you listened to?
Dear John.
Are you good at giving directions?
Yup.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
ALways do!
Do you have a hard time letting go?
Man, you don't even know.
Do you think that you're a good person?
Yeah I do.
Do you wish someone would show up at your front door right now?
Yeah I'd be pretty cool with that if it happened.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Doubtful haha.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope.
Was the last person you texted under 18?
No he's old titties.
Pretending to "never get the text" from someone who annoys you. Is that you?
Nope.
Do you see someone your best friend hates and say, "There's your best friend!"
Always with Lauren haha.
Last awkward moment?
Donno.
What windows are open on your computer right now?
Youtube, this Micro Word Itunes.
Do any of your friends dislike each other?
Yup.
Someones annoying you right now?
Meh not really.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Lol I donno!
You're single, right?
Ya!
Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
Yes.
Do you prefer being called your actual name or a nick name?
Doesn't matter to me. Kinda makes me know if I'm friends with someone or not by what they call me tho.
Last person you got a text from?
Natedawg.
Do you miss anyone?
No.
Did you have a good childhood?
Yup.
What bothers you more, when people lie or when people complain?
I donno.
What did you do yesterday?
Watched tv.
I bet your going to kiss someone tomorrow, right?
Highly doubtful.
Do you ever think about stuff and start to cry?
Hahah I have before yes.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.
Are all guys players and cheaters?
Hahah I donno.
Last time you were hit on?
Not sure.
What's most important in a relationship: honesty or trust?
honesty because that's what builds trust.
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Jason means the world to me <3
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
I am a lot less sad.
I guess so.
Is there a boy that you miss right now, where is he?
Um I don't miss anyone.
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
Love one.
How is your heart lately?
Kinda sad and lost.
Do you miss someone?
No.
If the last person to hurt you apologized right now, what would you say?
He did last night.
How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
1.
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Nathan.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Yup!
Are you alone right now?
Yepper.
Do you follow your head or your heart?
I follow my heart faaarrrr too much. I wish I could think with my head more.
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
No.
Are you a forgiving person?
Yeah cos I'd rather just forgive and forget then dwell and waste my time.
Do you believe love lasts forever?
I donno if it ever will for me. But I kinda hope so!
Ever receive a really long apology?
Yes.
Have you ever tried so hard that you just couldn't anymore?
Yes.
Do you have any best friends of the opposite sex?
Yup.
Do you know anyone with red hair?
Lots yes.
Who was the last person you had a face to face conversation with?
Ali & Cierra.
Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
Yeah if they don't mean much to me. But if it's a boyfriend or something I need to talk it all out.
When you say you don't care do you mean it?
Most times.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
Yeah.
Have you ever cried cause you were so mad?
Yeah when I'm really mad at myself or someone else. It's a rare occurrence when I cry because I'm sad. You know it's bad when that happens.
Is it easy for people to make you cry?
Seriously people say I cry at everything. I just cry at really cute things and sad movies and weddings and stuff. Like happy cry. I don't cry easy when I'm sad.
Are you happy with the way things are going?
You know what? It is what it is.
Last song you listened to?
Dear John.
Are you good at giving directions?
Yup.
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
ALways do!
Do you have a hard time letting go?
Man, you don't even know.
Do you think that you're a good person?
Yeah I do.
Do you wish someone would show up at your front door right now?
Yeah I'd be pretty cool with that if it happened.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Doubtful haha.
Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope.
Was the last person you texted under 18?
No he's old titties.
Pretending to "never get the text" from someone who annoys you. Is that you?
Nope.
Do you see someone your best friend hates and say, "There's your best friend!"
Always with Lauren haha.
Last awkward moment?
Donno.
What windows are open on your computer right now?
Youtube, this Micro Word Itunes.
Do any of your friends dislike each other?
Yup.
Someones annoying you right now?
Meh not really.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Lol I donno!
You're single, right?
Ya!
Has anyone laid on your bed besides you?
Yes.
Do you prefer being called your actual name or a nick name?
Doesn't matter to me. Kinda makes me know if I'm friends with someone or not by what they call me tho.
Last person you got a text from?
Natedawg.
Do you miss anyone?
No.
Did you have a good childhood?
Yup.
What bothers you more, when people lie or when people complain?
I donno.
What did you do yesterday?
Watched tv.
I bet your going to kiss someone tomorrow, right?
Highly doubtful.
Do you ever think about stuff and start to cry?
Hahah I have before yes.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.
Are all guys players and cheaters?
Hahah I donno.
Last time you were hit on?
Not sure.
What's most important in a relationship: honesty or trust?
honesty because that's what builds trust.
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Jason means the world to me <3
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
I am a lot less sad.