Yes, I was burned
but I call it a lesson learned.
Wait, I'm wrong
Should have done better than this
Please, I'll be strong
I'm finding it hard to resist
So show me what I'm looking for
Save me, I'm lost
Oh lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for…oh lord
Don't let go
I've wanted this far too long
Mistakes become regrets
I've learned to love abuse
Please show me what I'm looking for
Save me, I'm lost
Oh lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for…oh lord
You need not, to climb mountaintops
You need not, to cross the sea
You need not, to find a cure
for everything that makes you weak.
You need not to reach for the stars,
when life becomes so dark
and when the wind
does blow against the grain
you must follow your heart
you must follow your heart
when all your friends
have come and gone
the sun no longer shines
the happiness for which you long
is washed away, like an oceans tide
when all the hard times, outweigh the good
and all your words are misunderstood
when the day seems lost from the stars
you must follow your heart
you must follow your heart
If you feel, you paid the price
and your wounds should cease to heal
and everything you love in life,
spins like a winding wheel
if you should wake, to find you're abandoned.
and the road you travel, leads to a dead end
when death creeps in, to play it's part.
you must follow your heart
you must follow your heart
Just, Breathe. We shared such a long time together, I want you to be happy.
Just let everything work out and fall into place. Something good always comes at the right time.
And This Isnt For Who People Will Think Its For.
Romeo And Juliet ballet tonight, can`t wait:)
(L)
Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So called it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned
93 Questions People Wouldnt ask.
1. Name a quote from the song you're listening to?
once upon a time, i believe it was a tuesday when I caught your eye.
2. When were you born?
May 15th (AHHHH JESSICA:))
3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yeeeepp.
4. What are you seriously wearing?
Tank top, and my soccer sliders.
5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked?
a couple of hours ago, he came over for lunch.
6. Ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
noope. not sure?
7. Describe the last time you were injured?
Tore a muscle in my back.
8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
Depends, but usually noo.
9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
not at all. They are exes for a reason, right?
10. On your "lazy days" what would you be doing?
Listen to music.
11. Of all your friends, pick three who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Eryn, Kiara, Becky.
12. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
Yes Man
14. Favorite toy as a child?
Buzz Lightyear or Simba.
15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
noope.
17. Do you eat cookie dough?
sometimes lol.
18) Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Not recently..?
19. When's the last time you had gummy bears?
Long time ago.
20. What color are your bedsheets?
Blue.
21. Do people consider you smart?
mhm, or a keener
22. What temperature is it outside right now?
Minus 20-ish
23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
yeeeeeeeeeppp.
24. Could you live without a computer?
I could try..haha
25.Do you have an iPod?
Classic, 80 Gb baby:)
26. What movie do you know every line to?
White Chicks. or anchorman.
27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Sunday, sask training.
28. Last person you hugged?
Levi:)<3
29. Had a long distance relationship?
Noopppe.
30. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Levi:)<3
31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
Noo idea haha. probably around grade 2.
32. Do you know someone who likes you?
You bet i do!
33. How do you handle a rainy day?
Watch it through the window.
34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
I act oblivious, but I usually know what is going on.
35. Are you cold?
haha, actually yeah
36. Do you have a lot to learn?
doesnt everyone?
37. Have you ever dreamed a dream that came true?
Deja Vu!!!
39. Are you a patient person?
Depends on the situation.
40. Are you an impatient person?
Once again, depends on the situation.
41.Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?
Disney.
42. When do you feel your life energy is the strongest?
When I'm happy, usually laughing my ass off with my friends.
43.Are you with someone right now?
Like, at the exact moment? No,im sitting in my room "cleaning"
44. last time you took a shower?
This morrning.
45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
Not really.
46. What jewelry are you wearing?
Earrings, and a necklace.
47. Who's your favorite singers/band?
Paramore, Keith Urban, Timbaland.
48. Last kiss?
Lunch.
49. Was it from someone special ?
Yes:)
50. How do people spell your name?
taylor. or tayler.
51. Would you wear your boyfriends/girlfriends clothes?
haha actually no, doubt I would fit his skinny clothing.
52. Hows your life going as of right now?
Actually, really good.
53. Do you think you're ugly?
No, because I trust my friends opinions.
54. How's your heart?
Healed. And beating for him:)
55.Last line of a song you heard?
You should let me love you, let me be the one to give you, everything you want..etc.
56. What are you doing tomorrow?
Cleaning my room and going to the movies with Levi.
57. Can you honestly say you're happy with who you are?
Nope. I sometimes make impulsive comments, and I'm sorry for that girls! But thank goodness, people forgive:)
58. Is it cute when a guy calls you babe?
Personally, i dont like it.
60. Will you keep your last name when you get married?
Haha probably not.
62. When is the last time you left your house?
Around 1-ish.
63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
Blinds are shut.
65. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
Uhm, not saying haha
66. Do you like anyone?
Levi Weaver:)
67. Do they know?
Haha, of course, thats why we are dating:)
69. Do you have a dishwasher?
Mhhhm.
70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Too many times too count.
71. Would you survive in prison?
If I knew I didnt do the crime, i would probably go crazy.
72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
Hell yeah!
73. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
Cant think of anything right now.
74. Would you cut off your little finger for $200, 000?
Depends if we needed the money or not.
75. Last drug you did?
i dont do drugs.
76. What can you not wait to do?
See Debrah:)
77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Like first name..yeah.
78. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Like 8 or 9.
79. Whats the last thing you ate & why?
Salad, and because levi wouldnt take me out so I made myself lunch.
80. Are you a friendly person?
Most often.
81. Service of your cell phone?
telus.
82. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with an "J"?
HAHA, omg yes.
84. What's your middle name?
Shayne.
85. Where is your cell phone?
Right beside me.
86. How are you sitting?
On my bed, with my laptop on my lap.
87. What brand is your shirt right now?
Hollister.
88. Ever been to Georgia?
i think we drove through there
89. Do you flirt a lot?
Haha, accidently.
90. What do you call your parents?
Skwah and Buck. ( dont ask)
92. Do you watch movies with your parents?
Haha sometimes:)
93.What are your plans for the future?
I would like to be an eye doctor!!
Sorry Sometimes Seems To Be The Hardest Word
Tears from yesterday carry on through tomorrow
These words were to soft spoken and I don't want to regret anything
No letter could express this fear I feel inside
But I'll write it anyway
Your name will be the last from my lips
Your face the last image in my eyes
Don't let the wind blow and take this all away
Only in death will we rise
I'll leave final words and pray better days
My voice a vague memory washed away by your tears
It's hard to contemplate the obvious
But you're strong enough to make it through
A poetic tragedy falls upon your doorstep as you wake
Confide in your friends and family to wash this pain away
Goodbyes are inevitable but I will see you again
Did I do you proud?
