my big sissy moved fAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAr away

i always disregarded the saying life is short.
but the past month and i abit has really
proven that to be true.
i miss my friends,
and i realise how lucky i was to have them in my life
but it was too soon for them to go.
ill miss you zach & kevin.
il miss all our times at the lake together.
its kind of funny how i met you both there.
everyday that i drive to school i see where
you passed away kevin, there are so many flowers there all the time.
i drove past it tonight on my way home,
i couldnt help but cry, when i think of you
thats all i can do, lately all i can do.
we all miss you both so much
it husrts me so much to think that i wont ever be able to see you again.
not be able to have any more nights at the lake, watching the stars.
now when i look up i will see both of you,
this will all make us stronger.
but if it was up to me, i would have rathered to be that much weaker
just to have you guys back in my life.
i miss you with all my heart.
and il be waiting for the day when we can all get back together
and hang out the way we used too .
i cant explain how much i miss you
i could say it over & over , a million times.
but nothing can change what happened.
you touched everyone in such a big way

holy shit,
i dont even know what to think still
the shock of finding out all within one hour
that 8 people got in a car accident
zach, RIP man we all love you so much
and will never forget you you didnt deserve any of this
no one in it did.
Bobbi, we love you so much stay strong girl,
we're all prayign for you you mean
the world to everyone
stay strong guys.
im coming to see you as soon as your allowed
visitors girl
you make me so proud with everything you have done
and im going to miss that laugh of yours
but we'll hear it again soon boob
you can make is guys.
restinparadise zach <3 love you man.

got a new job ..
working at plates.
still goin for superstore too
its gunna get busy

ahhh everythings going so great,
great friends
semi-okay job - working putting through groceries is never to much fun.
CARRRRRRRRR - even though i cant drive till december
me and my convertable will be inseperable !
AMAZING GORGEOUS BEAUTIFUL WONDEERFUL GREATEST boyfriend in the world.
ilu baby.
life is good

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GETTING MY PUPPY
MARTIN TONIGHTTTT =D

cant sleep
keep seeing it over & over in my head
this is so hardd,
and the pain isnt going away..
since when does this happen to me
i was always so carefull.
and it wasnt supposed to..

cant stop thinking of what could have happened
its driving me crazyy,,

okayy soo
next year when i move
i dont think im going to be able to
go to my old school becuase
i "live to far away"
and i "wasnt a good student"
FUCK THATTT
i am going..

no computer
no phone
excpet at school.

I cant count the barns Ive passed
Painted red, white and black
See Rock City
And up ahead theres a turn
Takes me right through Gadlinburg
I hear its pretty
Maybe some other time, I cant slow down
Right across that state line, right about now

Her hair still wet from her bath
She's sitting on the front porch with a glass of iced tea
In my sweatshirt, in her barefeet, this I gotta see
If I hurry I can catch
The colors on her skin from that sunset
Her face and that look waitin on me, this I gotta see.

I cant wait to get to her, man
I wish I were there already
Shes the only thing that keeps this world from driving me crazy
I just hit that city limit
Yeah, thats a pretty good sign
And if I pick it up a bit, Ill be right on time

Her hair still wet from her bath
She's sitting on the front porch with a glass of iced tea
In my sweatshirt, in her barefeet, this I gotta see
If I hurry I can catch
The colors on her skin from that sunset
Her face and that look waitin on me, this I gotta see

moving end of june..
party?

got my computer taken away
SOO facebook me..