Finally I'm getting my figure more fit! Better late then never.
Makes me feel good about myself, breaking out a sweat and all.
Healthy eating, good habits! What a start too the new year!
Pissed that I haven't gained a pound since grade 6 though -.- weeeesh.


I can't believe I actually left that piece of shit! I haven't been this happy in over two years. I'm very relieved and proud of myself. I thought dating you was fucked up... but you're talking to girls younger then me? You called me immature, but yet you are the most immature 22 year old I've ever met. LOL. Oh jeeze, feels good to rant sometimes.


Super excited for my tattoo, I am fucking terrified.

I'm not afraid to piss you off anymore. You mean the world to me,
and you know that, but in order for this to work we've got to be honest
with each other, no matter what that means. You let go, so now it's my turn..

Don't know what to think anymore. Is it real? Is this all just a lie?
Are you just going to destroy me some more? I really don't know any of the answers.

Christmas Eve already tomorrow! How exciting, I'm very thankful for my family and
friends. So pumped to eat the scrumptious meal we are making!!!!

First Christmas without my old man. I miss you terribly, there's not much
else I can say at this point. I'm lost without you. xoxoxo RIP.

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Court system is complete bullshit. I've only been going to be adjourned...
I've gone at least six times. WTF. I already know whats going to happen, but
sick of missing school for that bullshit. -____-

Gettin' my learners anyday now. SUPER exciting =D Driving in the city next week. Watch out. . .

Dying my hair tonight, dark auburn! It's time for change.

Beautiful princess as in my niece is coming down for a few days, as well as my sister.
YAY! Sew happy!

Hopefully hanging out with Amber & Lindsey this weekend. It's been waaaaay too long. Love you guuuuyz .

BLAAAAH, So done with thaaat goof. =] Legitimately going to try & stay the fuck away from him. I have so many other options. FUFUFU. Abusive fuck.

LaneDerkachenko.. you'll always remain my first& hopefully only loove.
better smarten your shit up boyy. Never felt this way about anyone =]
I don't know where I'd be without you.. you've made me such a strong, young
laddy! =D Pumped for this weekend with you.


If you're going to ditch me almost every single friggen weekend, don't bother
calling yourself my bestfriend.. You come back a few days later & always apoligize...
why not just stop with the ditching& bullshit.. LOL

Schoooool is going great (: finally have an idea of what I want to be !!
Community Service hours: 24 & 1/2 , its so slack cleaning shelves =P

Bitches be hatin' ...

FUCK. IF YOURE GOING TO BE IN A GOD DAMN RELATIONSHIP,
DONT FUCKING CHEAT.... IF YOU PLAN ON BEING WITH MORE THEN ONE
PERSON, DONT FUCKING BE IN A RELATIONSHIP. PLAIN & SIMPLE.
Some people just fucking disgust me... How can you treat someone that way?
GROSS. Especially with all these STDs floating around in saskatoon. FUCKING NASTY.

Dumb bitch. Seriously youve been my bestfriend for two years... well what I thought was a true friendship... Then as soon as I leave my ex boyfriend you try & get him back. Fuck, youre stupid goof bitch. Not that I care, but never thought you were the type of person to do that....

UGH, everything & everyone has pissed me off today! except kaalee : D !
Sick of missing my dad, sick of school, sick of being pushed to do things I dont want too do, sick of almost everything; but lifes a bitcccch. = )

so sick of being sick... don't know how i can feel sick every day of my life. ;-;

a. I am amazingly happy with most things in my life.
Especially my boy; you've changed.. you stopped& started it all
over just for me. I'm so lucky too have you babe; without you
I wouldn't be able to eat, sleep, or enjoy anything really. I'm
probably one of the luckiest girls in tha world right now. You usually
make me feel so alive, but some days who knows hahaha. O u no me
You're my every breathe, I wouldn't be living my life if you weren't
here with me!!!! I love you babbby!!! almost 11 months! even thouggh
time meaans shit in that waay. I'm just glad to be able to be yours!! Ilysfm. =3

Family? Where the fuck have you been through any of this...
MY BOYFRIEND is the only one supporting me, its really facking sad.
Especially when I'm supposed to be getting money every month from
our angel passing. The sad part is that I don't even talk to any of you anymore!
Its SOOOO fucking sad that you can't pick up a phone & call me...
Or try to make the effort to come and see your daughter/ sister .. whatever
So I've decided I'm officially done talking to you, until you give a fuck!


Grade 10 dis year, just a youngin' ahhahahaha./
The hiliarious part is... I don't act my age, in my head I am much
older. I'm still fifteen but I feel from what I've had to feel and go
through.. That I'm way more mature then my age. I know tis true. <<

Rest In Peace; I miss you daddy. Every single day I'm thinking about you.
I really can't understand how amazing of a person you were. You were the best
person in my whole entire life and now that your gone, I don't have any little
piece of perfect in muh life. I love you! Always& forever, your babygirl.

why do things have too be so complicated/
ugh, i just want my bb back D:
this is killing me..

<sup>LD; you're the only thing I have left.. I really can't believe how long we've been
together! It makes me so happy that I have someone who will be there when I
wake up in the morning, to fall asleep and hold when I go to bed. You've given
me so much without me saying a simple word. I believe that I will marry you one
day.. I know I'm young but I couldn't loose you.. I can't even picture my life
without you. I love you baby!! It's you& me against the world. xoxox. = )

DUMB FUCKING CUNT. You are legitly useless! You never try to get a hold of me or
even try to talk to me in person. UGGGGGGGGGGH, so much of a mother you are..
like actually, you make me feel like shit.. you haven't been supporting me for the
last few months & you just think its okay to spend the all the money that I'm
supposed to be using for myself? Ugh, fuck you are one stubborn fucking adult.
I know I'm supposed to "respect" my elders but fuck with your attitude and
way of being FUCK THAT. Hmmm, you really are so rude.

MOVING, either at the end of this month or August (:
So excited! My babe & me are getting a kitty then'
he said it can be our baby bahahaha. oh so cute.</sup>

i don't need anybody but you.. and when i want to rant
about you, I'll rant about you too you! =D