-Bellaxox. - 19, Female, Canada
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dont say it
Can you go through this whole survey without saying "I dont know?"



1. Where is the person you like right now? in the living room .
2. Last time you consumed alcohol? umm last yesterday in my slushie

3. How do you feel about the person who texted you last? umm i dont remember who i txted last i broke my phone .
4. Do you like your life as of now? It's ok . could be alot better though .

5. Last thing you purchased? a slushie

6. Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? In my bedroom and and im pretty stressed out right now .
7. How's your heart lately? stressed
8. What does your second sent text say? i dont rememeber
9. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours? yupp
10. Last person to cry over? Mike
11. Did you cry today? Nope
12. What were you doing at 8 this morning? Sleeping lol
13. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? umm talking to my stuipid bf cuz im upset
14. Words to explain why you last threw up? lol sick..
15. What is the weather like today? cold and snow on the ground

16. Where did your last hug take place? umm in my room

17. Who's the last person to call you? umm i dont have a phone at the current moment
18. Where did you go yesterday, and what did you do? well i got stuck downtown cuz the busses stopeed running cuz of the snow waited 2and a half hours before i got home grr.. so cold ... and stayed home the rest of the night by bedtime i was just completly retarted from being so baked .lol

19. What should you be doing right now? i dont know .. nothing i guess i should go see my mommy ..
20. What are you listening to? sublime santeria
21. When was the last time you did the dishes? lol i dunoo a few days ago lol
22. What are you currently wearing? my white and gold jacket and grey pants lol nothing special .

23. Is someone in love with you? Umm i think so . or at least hopefully .

24. What are you doing Wednesday?havn't got that far yet ..
 

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<3 .
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS

- Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready.
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I think I like you.
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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Touching on the Bum: Your fun.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
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ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.
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REQUIREMENTS:
- Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.
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IF YOU (LIKE), (LOVE), OR (MISS) SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
- and can't get them out of your head.
- then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing
will surprise you.
- Repeat this as " what each kiss means


<3
 

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HURT SURVEY :

Let's see if you can get through it.
If not, you're too scared about your past

your name:
Sophie Yankowski

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yaa lol

How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
umm like 3 only one i tock serioiusly lol but then i no it wasnt

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
yaa lol

Are you crushing on someone?
Yes

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
ya and it sucks so bad to be apart from him .. fuck its all my fault

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
yaa

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
well i only wanna be in a relationship with one person and will only say yes to him so in one ..

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
yes once lol not funny at all actually

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yupp

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
ya

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
yes to a year ago exactly

Think any of your ex's feel the same?
i dont know

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
yes only if i wasnt so damn scared to start to like someone before its too late and i push them away

Have you dated people who were not good to you?
yaaa

Have you been in an abusive relationship?
????
Have you dated someone older than you?
yea

Younger?
yea

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
sometimes.

Do you Believe in love at first sight?
no

Ever been given an engagement ring?
nopee

Do you want to get married?
yaa


Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
yes haha.

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
noo

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
no but it sucks bad

Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
nope

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
nop i thknk

Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
i dont know which one ?

Would you ever date your best male/female friend?
nope

Have any of your exes called you by a nickname after the break up?
yaa

If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak about it?
i think i would yes

Do you regret any of your relationships?
nope
 

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hmmm....
You're trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
Uhm, depending on who ..
The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don't talk
to your friends and family ever again. Do you agree to it?
no because i on ly love one person
Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Uhm, nothing talk about it
If you ever want live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine; Do you do it?
Ugh...Yeah i think i would.
If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
umm i dont know hard to sayy
Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
lol darcy
Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it?
ummm lol ya not saying who
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
yaaa
Who was the last girl you talked to on the phone?
darcy
Do you think best friends can be replaced?
not the best of friends no
Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
yeah shes my bestfriend
Does it matter to you if your girlfriend smokes?
no
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
yaa
Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
umm michelle
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
darcy
Wheres the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
a car
Are you going anywhere next summer?
i am nto sure
Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
ive beeen waiting for a really long time like a year ...
Are you shy?
yes like really
Are you talkative?
yeahh
Do you secretly like someone?
i dotn think its a secret
Do you announce when you have to piss?
lol when im drunk
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
i dont know my lil sister its hard to cry in front of people..
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yaa
How is life going for you right now?
well it sucks really bad and i have had a good things happen to me
Do you trust people easily?
nope
Do you give out second chances easily?
nope
Do you smile a lot?
hehehehe yaaa
How do you feel about change?
its good if its for the best and if it doesnt change who you really are
Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Yess
Last time you got a text message and smiled?
everytime he texts me .. i really smile.. =)
Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
yaa
Are you happy?
yaa
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
yess its all my fault im sorrryyy
Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
i liek being around people but i like to be alone too
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
lol, i dont know
First person to text today?
dAarcy i was hung over
The person you're in love with moves across the world, what do you do?
miss them , cry .,.. i dunnooo
What are your plans tonight?
lol stay home then work , home lol

Do you fall for people easily?
no i dont its hard too cuz theres to much b.s in this world for love so why bother... you try and try and try where does it get you ????sure as hell hasnt got me anymore falling for one person never mind anythign else
 

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.pickpickpickpickpick[pick
IF YOU'RE A GIRL, PICK 7 BOYS, AND IF YOU'RE A BOY, PICK 7 GIRLS

1. mike
2. joe
3. eric
4. andrew
5. brad
6. brandon
7. sean

Are you close to number 7?
not really

Have you ever liked number 6?
no

Will you ever marry number 4?
nope

Has number 3 eaten in front of you?
yess

Would you cry if 7 dieed?
yaa

Who would you say is your best friend out of 1-7?
#1 well in my eyes maybe not his ...

Who would you say is the smartest?
hmm...well they all have there own smarts in there own way except number 6 .

Would you kill number 6 for 50 bucks?
maybe lol .. no i wouldnt

Would you tell a secret to number 7?
umm i dunnooo

Would you ever trust number 1 with your life?
yess

Would you hold hands with number 5 for 5 bucks?
yesss lol

Ever been on a date with 7?
no

Name one memory with number 4:
umm i dunooo it was funny at the springs lol

When did you last see 1?
the other day i was kinda tipsy lol .. ( dane h

Do you think number 5 is a nice person?
Hah, Well...I guess he can be

Do you miss any of them?
Yeahas big arms lol .

Who has the nicest clothing?
number 1 . lol

Do you like any of them?
YES # 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 .
 

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Is your last ex still someone you care about?
yes

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a B?
yeppppp

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mommy

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
Mine

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
yes i love you girl ... lol my girlie friend darcy

Do you like to cuddle?
Yes!!

What color shirt are you wearing?
brown

Ever go camping?
nope

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
umm hmmm........

Have you spoken to your mother today?
yupppp

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
like a mintue ago

Have you ever thought you liked someone, and then found out that you really didn't?
mmhmmm

Where were you an hour ago?
eating at wendys lol

Do you have any piercings?
yep, my ears and tounge

Do you fall for people easily?
noo

When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
like saturday

What are you listening to right now?
the movie listings

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward??
not really
Your ex REALLY needs you at 3 am and you have a way to their house, would you go?
yes!!!!!!!1 he heheheh

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
lol ummm the otehr day

Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they wont tell anyone?
yaa

Who did you hangout with last night?
umm the poeple at work

How many hours did you sleep last night?
none an hour this morning cuz ihad to work

Could you go a day with out eating?
yaaa

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yess

Is there someone you want to fight?
not really

What did you do today?
umm worked slept for hour then skool then umm not to much

Last person who made you cry?
mike lol

What is your mood?
grr and blank

Are you waiting for anyone to call right now?
a little

Do you secretly like someone?
yes!!!!!!!!1 dont know how much of a secret it is

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name starting with J, M, B, or C?
yes

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
yupp

Who was the last person to call you?
lol my mommy

Where is your cell phone?
umm beside me lol

Who was the last person you gave up on?
umm mikee....

Do you feel comfortable with answering personal questions?
yaa why not

Have you ever fainted?
no

Would you rather gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
gorgeous eyesssss

Where's the person you miss most?
umm goign home from work lol or at home

Where's the person you first fell in love with?
umm ......

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
lol mmhmmm

Ever kissed under water?
n o

have you ever felt like you were "falling apart" ?
yesssss

have you ever felt like nothing would ever get better?
mmhmmm

why are you doing this note, honestly?
im bored

when you're upset and hurting, do you run to friends or drugs/alcohol?
umm depending on wat is worng ??

love: good or bad?
depends!!!!!!!!!!!

can people see what you're feeling by your eyes?
sometimes

are you a good liar?
lol i dotn know

losing people: are you okay with it, or do you cut deep with that type of thing?
depends who it iss

who are four people you could trust with anything?
mike i think and darcy

what if your mom just walked out on you right now, what would you do? where would you go?
lol darcysss

is it hard to look at yourself in the mirror because you don't like the way you look?
nopee

what did you last eat/drink?
slurpie

do you ever question yourself as to why you make the choices you make?
yess
 

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Boardumm.
WARNING THE FOLLOWING ARE PERSONAL!
Do not delete any questions, you have to answer them all.

HARD
one. will you answer every question honestly?Probably.
two. have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? yes.
three. have you ever punched anyone in the face? yupp.
four. do you miss anything or anyone? YES !!!!!!!! love you.. MM.
five. what makes you laugh no matter what? friends
six. have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours? nope .
seven. who was the last person you talked to? my mommy
eight. what do you dislike at the moment? umm that mike doesnt like me ...
nine. name one person on your top friends who is the most like you? umm i dont know ...


HARDER
one. do you get butterflies around the guy/girl you like? Yes , lol
two. do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? nope !! hehhehe
three. will you get married? i want to get married in the future ...
four. will you be doing drugs in the near future? lol , stoner's for life , i mean stoner for life lol
five. do you lie about your age? no ..not now have before though a mistake

VERY PERSONAL.
one. if you were to have sex right now would you use a condom? well it would only be with one person so no lol .
two. are you happy with yourself? For the most part yeah...if i could take something back i would .
three. would you change yourself for the person you love? lol umm the bad things yes..
four. what do you tell yourself when times get hard? come on sophie your strong

SECRETS.
When did you last cry? lol omg yesterday
two. do you believe in religion? umm i dont knnow really there are too many questions to be answered
three. when was the last time you fell asleep with a guy? umm... i would have to sayy umm like awhile ago i dont know that night lol umm it was the size of a basketball
four. what is currently on your mind? lol mike.........XD im a werido
five. did you ever wish a close friend to death? noo...
six. has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once? no
seven. have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? mhmmm
eight. do you think you are in love?. Yes, i know .


SHOCKING.
one. have you ever dated your friend’s ex? umm i dont think so ... umm .
two. have you done bad things with your parents near by? LOL mmhmmm
three. have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? Nope
four. did you ever fail the school year? ya
five. have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? no
six. have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? not really
seven. do you think your future will be a good one? i hope so!!!!!!!!!!! <3 MM <3 . lol hehehhe fuc .k im screwed lol ... majorly ... why cant i just give up and forget ... i just like you way too much
 

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sunday morning raps

(you) (your)
she left my house with a smile on her face
hope with all my heart and soul that it stays that way
cuz i wouldnt play you that way
cuz i would do anything to make sophie smile all day

and if you show up sad ill make it all O.K.
just look into my eyes
and it will all go away

until you tell me
you love me
until you tell me
you'll stay

- M.M.


 

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you know that feeling you get
butterfly crazy , daydream lazy
exicted to see him even after everyday for a year
and you smile at every word he said
he is sweet as pie
and babii a little sugar on the side

lets get together
and do what we do usually
oh your so good
lemme show you what a good girl be like
i can treat you meet you
when you inneed im there

oh lord please dont let me loose him
let me show him my love
and how i wont ever tell a lie

i promise i love you like my slurpie's lol
no mistake
the only one i would give them up for ...
you .
cause i would have somehthing way better !!!

by me . - sophiegirl.
<3
 

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FCUK
Fuck i hate this new nexopia shit ,
change it fuckin' back -----------
 

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Viva Las Vagas
IM GOING TO VAGAS TOMORROW - IM SO EXICTED YYAAYYYY <3 .
 

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old nexopia &lt;3
0kaii everyone if you want the old nexopia back
go to oldnexopia and add them
 

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1. Are you in love? YES
2. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a b? yaa
3. Are you watching TV? nopee
4. If you were given a drug test right now would you pass? umm lol stoner
5. Do you know anyone in jail/prison? no
6. Do you like the color green?yaaa
7. Who was the last person to send you a message? sean
8. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs? no
9. Do you have a crush? yupppp
10. Last restaurant you went to? dim sum hong kong boys
11. Last message you received? ???????
12. What did you do yesterday? it was my birthdayy !!!!!!!!!!
13. What's the first thing you would do with five million dollars? lots of things
14. How many hours did you sleep the night before last? um i duunoo
15. Who was the last person that you felt was stalking you? nobody
16. Have you ever been on your school's track team? mhm
17. Do you have any piercings? two
18. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you go? yes
19. Do you swear at your parents? nooo
20. Is your phone right beside you? yess
21. Have you cried today? noo
22. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? maybbeee
23. What is the color of your bedsheets? black
24. Have you ever crawled through a window? lol yaaa
25. Are you photogenic? some times
26. What do you spend most of your money on? umm slurpiess
27. What was the last thing you did? helpe mom with the grocriess
28. Do you have a tattoo? nope want one though
29. Is there a secret you've never told any of your friends? mmhmm
30. Ever told someone you love them and didn't mean it? yaa
32. Are your parents married/divorced/separated? not together
33. What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? umm
34. What objects are around you right now? umm phone camra chips
35. What's on the walls of your room? a few pics and hats
36. Are you genuinely happy? yaaa
38. What color is your ipod? i dont have one:(
39. What are you not looking forward to tomorrow? umm it being reallly hot to do nothing
40. Where's the last place you went? umm the store
41. What's your favorite thing to do? to hang ou with mikee (blush)
42. What do you miss right now? being able to kiss mike when ever i want
43. Lyrics stuck in your head? your my dream girl onloy 15 dreamgirl dont runaway from me
44. What are you doing this weekend? lol umm i dontv know
45. Two emotions you're having now? sad nd haappy
 

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MYYY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!
ITSS MY BIRTHDAY FRIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

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umm yyaaaa
A
- Available: yes
- Age: 16
- Animal: puppy

B
- Best Friends: dreanne
- Best feeling in the world: to be in love
- Best weather: hot with a cool brezze
- Been on stage: yess
- Believe In Yourself: yupp
- Believe in life on other planets: yaa
- Believe in miracles: umm...yes
- Believe in Magic: Yesss
- Believe in Santa: lol no

C
- Cried in school: yupp
- Chocolate/Vanilla: chocolaate
- Chinese/Mexican: chinese
- Cake or pie? pie

D
- Day or Night: night
- Danced: omg yes
- Dance in the rain: yuppp
- Do the splits: once

E
- Eyes: brown
- Everyone has a(n): pervert mind at least once in their life time
- Ever failed a class?: lol

F
- First crush: lol eli i think
- Full name: Sophie Clare Yankowski
- First thoughts waking up: im hungry lol

G
- Greatest Fear: umm im scared to die painfully
- Gum: splash

H
- Hair Color: brown
- Height: 5'9 alomst 10
- Happy: mmhmmm
- How do you want to die: Sleeping
- Health freak? nope
- Hate: when ur love doesnt love you

I
- Ice Cream: ummm chocolate or vinalla with freshly squzzed lemon
- Instrument: guitar

J
- Jewelry: gold !!! dimands ,,, rings necklaces
- Job: lol not at the moment

K
- Kids: One day
- Keep a journal?: nope

L
- Letter: m
- Laughed so hard you cried: hehhehe yhupp

M
- Milk flavor: Chocolate!
- Movie: pineapple express
- Mooned anyone: nope
- Motion sickness: noope
- McD’s or BK: McD's
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 2
- Number? 23
- Overused Phrases: cool
- One wish: .... not tellingg ???

P
- Place you’d like to live: umm dont know yet on my own
- Pepsi/Coke:Coke

Q
- Questionaires:????????/

R
- Reason to cry: u want too
- Radio Station: The beat
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: k??yaa

S
- Song: oh oh oh dreamgirl smoov-e
- Shoe size? 10nd a half
- Skipped school: yess
- Slept outside: yuppp
- Sports: not into
- Seen a dead body?: yaaa
- Swear? Yaaaa
- Sing well? noope
- Stuffed Animals? george
- Single/Group dates? umm ???
- Strawberries/Blueberries: blueberries
- Show? Y&R nd south park

T
- Time for bed? when i ssay
- TV? I have one
- Touch your tongue to your nose? nopee

V
- Vegetable you hate: tommato
- Vegetable you love: red peppers

W
- Weakness: umm slurpies
- When you grow up:I'll be all grown up! loll hhahahaha
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: umm i duno not anyone
- Who makes you laugh the most: lots of people
- Worst feeling: loosing a love
- Wanted to be a model? yaaa
- Worst weather? Reaaaal hot, Or reaaal cold.

X
-X-Ray: yaa i had one

Y
-Year it is now: 2008

Z
- Zoo animal: penguin
- Zodiac: leo