WHAT THE FUCK is nexopia doing!? they are screwing everything up
stop being stupid and make the god damn site normal!

Okay I know it; still like 2 months away but I want to start thinking about it.
I'm not sure who to invite. I can invite 25 people. PARTY BUS!

Reply if we often talk and are friends, and I'll probably invite you

My beloved Taz. Rest in peace you poor innocent soul. Why did this happen to you, you never did anything wrong? You were my whole world, you meant everything to me. I would give anything to hold you one last time, even if it meant your dead body. You were still a baby, my little puppy, not even 2 years old. I can picture you running around upstairs making us chase you, feeding you like a person, and cuddling with you at night. You are the love of my life Taz, I love you with everything I am. I will never forget you.

Rest in peace you sweet soul

Before School Quiz....
1. Do you like someone? yes
2. Are you happy about school? NO
3. Are You going to miss summer? SO VERY MUCH
4. Do you regret anything you did in the summer? sorta but nothing bad
5. If so what? i vented my feelings to someone anonymously and i think they know it was me
6. Who is your best friend? i have many
7. Are you mad at someone? yeah
8. Do you think this year will be good? i would like to hope so
9.Whats your fave memory of the summer? mexico!
10. Whats something you learned over the summer? all good things come to an end
11. What is your biggest goal for the new school year? to get straight A's
12. Do you wish you were someone else? sometimes
13. What do you think about yourself? i could change a few things...
14. Are you Emotional? quite
15.What class are you looking most forward to? NONE!
16.Do you think this year will be better than last year? i really am praying
h17. Do you have a bf/gf or want one? no, YEAH
18. Whats your hair color? brown with goldish blonde shine
19. What annoys you most in people? that they are all so much taller than me
20. Whats your fave food? mango
21. Who are 3 people who aren't your family that you can count on? chelsea, mikaela, andrea
22. Is there something bugging you right now? yes
23. If so What? not saying
24. What are you not looking forward to? all the stress
25. Is There something you need to tell someone? yes
26. Fave quote? these turtles are makin me thirsty
27. What do you do when your sad? i listen to sad songs
28. Do you like attention? good kind of attention, yes
29. Are you Ready for school this year? NO
30. Whats something you really wish would happen? that a certain someone who's name im not mentioning, will notice me in a good way

33-CHAPUT, COLLINS

ANYONE IN MY HOMEROOM?

Family/Home Life:
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ]I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed a class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ]I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been to Disneyland.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ]I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ]I've crashed a car.
[x]I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x]I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ]I've been suspended from school.
[ ]I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've tasted alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ]I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ]I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x]I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ]I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] i've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm not afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I have had thoughts of suicide.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own over 5 rock CDs.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x]I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "<3"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x]I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest.

BIGGEST GIRL SURVEY EVER
Don't be shy & fill it all out!

1. Do you sleep in your bra? there have been times when its just too hot
2. Have you kissed any one on your friends list? no
3. Are you happy with your looks? yeah for the most part
4. Do you enjoy drama? like acting yeaaaah but like life, MY GOD I KILL YOU
5. Do you skinny dip ocassionally? uhh nooo
6. Who was the last person you hugged? zia laura
7. Small or large purses? both
8. Are you short? AAHAHAHAAAAA YESSSSS
9. Do you like someone? maybe
10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? id turn around and call them a douche
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? ew yes
12. Do you think you’re conceited? say whaaat?
13. Do you dress up on Halloween? YYEES my costume is always unique
14. Are you double jointed? a little
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? in a bathtub with 2 other people AHAH
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? just my spanking for being bad..
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? i hope not!
18. Do you call anybody by their last name? yes
19. Does anyone call you by your last name? kaay EVERYONE so annoying
20. How many guys will read this just because of the subject? lol good question



COME ON LADIES, BE TRUTHFUL!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing? blue with white polkadots
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? idc but if i have to choose, dark is nice
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? yeah
4. Do you have a best friend? YEESSS
5. Have you ever had your heart broken? yeah
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic sugery? lol noo
7. Do you like your life? deffs
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? no
9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? yes and i was thrown in with my clothes on like 10 times
10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? prob girls
11. How long have you had Nexopia? lol i dont even know one time someone deleted my account so idk
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? yeeeeaah sorry bout that
13. What are your biggest fears? death
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yeah
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? yes
16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater always a cheater"? never heard of that
17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? yes
18. Do you ever wish you were famous? that is my dream!!
19. Are you currently missing someone? YES

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY
Cowboy or gangster? gangsteerr
Preppy or punk/goth? preppy ay ay
Face or body? idk lol both. what if his face is nice but hes fat, or nice body but his face is horse shit?
Sweet or sexy? sweet
City-slicker or rural guy? what u talkin bout willis? idk what that means lol
Contacts or glasses? contacts

QUESTIONS
Eyeliner or mascara? mascara
Pumps or flats? flats
Skirts or pants? skirts
Socks or leggings? leggings
Hoodies or jackets? hoodies
Heels or sneakers? heels
Straight or curly hair? straight
Hoop or dangling earrings? dangling
White or black? both
Diet or regular sodas? diet
Pearls or diamonds? diamonds
Ipod or cellphone? lol i have iphone so i got the best of both worlds all in one
Friends or family? both
Lip gloss or lip stick? lip gloss
Manicures or pedicures? manicures
Tank tops or sweaters? tank tops
Love or peace? love

IN A GUY..
Funny or Serious? funny
Cute or Hot? both
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes? dark
Long Hair or Short Hair? like the flipped out like head length, or short, depends on who
Curly Hair or Straight hair? idc
Clean-cut or Rough? cleaan
Good Dancer or Good Singer? singer
Hockey Player or Lacrosse Player? hockey
Jock or Rebel? depends
Smoker or Non-smoker? prefer non smoker
Drunk or Sober? sober
Druggie or Clean? clean!
Has a Motorcycle or Sportscar? sports car

ahh sugar is coming friday! havent seen her since christmas! SO EXCITED

then me and ashlyn are going to see billy ray cyrus woooot and vanessa hudgens BABBBYY

SOOO EXCITED!!
this summer is amazing, i love you!

So Cancun was completely amazing, as expected. I had such a great time! I got a nice tan too. There was this dude who drove a golf cart and his name was Oscar but me and Kaitlyn called him Poncho HAHA and he started calling us the powerpuff girls and then the predator's daughter cause we got our hair braided LMAO! I miss it there I had a blast. We went to Xcaret and swam with the dolphins, and Isla Mujeres and me and my dad went scuba diving, and my god, it's beautiful in that crystal clear blue ocean. The fish are so cool and it's just such an amazing experience. There was always something to do, here I'm bored haha. What a trip, THANK YOU DADDY FOR SUCH A GREAT EXPERIENCE

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with bands/artists

Jonas Brothers
Eminem
Staind
Spice Girls
INXS
Chris Brown
Akon


STEP TWO:
-- Name: Jessica
-- Birth date: November 26th
-- Nickname: Jessie, Stocco, Taco, Stalker
-- Current Location: Bedroom
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

STEP THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: Flip flops
-- Your weaknesses: Really Ticklish
-- Your fears: Bees, the dark, stuff that can hurt me
-- Your perfect pizza: margarita

STEP FOUR:
-- Your best physical feature: Eyes, Hair
-- Your bedtime: don't really have onee
-- Favourite memory: my vacations

STEP FIVE:
This Or That...
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

STEP SIX:
Do You...
-- Smoke: No
-- Sing: when im bored, and in the shower HAHA
-- Dance: oh yeah, BRING IT DOWN
-- Have a crush: haha yeaaaaah
-- Do you think you've been in love?: i thought i was
-- Want to go to college: no but i have to
-- Like(d) high school: yeaah
-- Want to get married: someday
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: funny joke
-- Think you're a health freak: nooo
-- Get along with your parents: my daddy only
-- Play an instrument: learning drums!

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month...
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Kissed someone: no
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nooo
-- Eaten Sushi: yeah
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: nnnopppees
-- Gone skinny dipping: nah

STEP EIGHT:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- If so, was it mixed company: .....
-- Been beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: its possible

STEP NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married by: id rather not think about that right now
-- Numbers of Children: 2? 3?
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: idk?
-- What country would you most like to visit? australia

STEP TEN:
In the opposite/same sex.. or attracting..
-- Best eye color?: all
-- Best hair color?: darker is the best, but lighter is good too
-- Short hair or long hair?: depends, sometimes it suits u, other time u look stupid

STEP ELEVEN:
-- Best Height: lol someone taller than me!
-- Best weight: idk? they shud be in shape tho
-- Best articles of clothing: shirts

STEP TWELVE:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 5
-- Number of CDs that I own: idk
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of piercings: ears twice

I would like to inform everybody that Safeway is diagnosing everybody who enters the store with "evils". If you go in there, you will be under their spell immediately. The first side effect is you will, against your own will, be forced to travel to the Soviet Union, and sell Wheat Kernels from President's choice, which happens to be a delicasy to these people (it is for the Turkey people too but who give 2 fucks about the horny turks). Anyways I am just warning you, stay the FUCK away from SAFEWAY fror you will get evils and have to go to the soviet union. DIGAME! [dee-gah-may] THANK YOU

BLONDIE TEST
1-12= getting blonder
13-24=pretty damn blonde
25-33=holy fuck die ur hair


Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking
Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking
You have ran into a glass/screen door
You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks
You have ran into a tree/bush
You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow
You have tried to lick your elbow
You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
You just tried to sing them
You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen
You have choked on your own spit
You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it
You've never seen the Matrix
You type only with two fingers
You have accidentally caught something on fire
You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes
You have caught yourself drooling
You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk/drool, or snore
Sometimes you just stop thinking
People often shake their heads and walk away from you
You are often told to use your "inside voice" or talk quieter
You use your fingers to do simple math
You have eaten a bug
You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important
You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand
You break a lot of things
You tilt your head when you're confused
You have fallen out of your chair beforeWhen you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
The word "um" is used many times a day
The word "like" is used many times a sentence



but. im not blonde!

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1. i love you
2. what gave you the reason to fucken be such a prick all of a sudden
3. cant u see that you make me feel like shit when you do that..?
4. i wish you saw me the way i see you
5. i miss you so much im always thinking about you r.i.p
6. you are a stupid bitch you treat everyone like shit go away
7. so i hear your using me
8. kay i have to say it, you smell good lmao like i always notice it
9. i want it to be like it used to be
10. thanks for trashing me to my entire class you stupid teacher go die

NINE things about you

1. im short
2. im shy sometimes
3. im italian
4. i want to be famous
5. i have brown hair
6. dark brown eyes
7. i can be loud
8. i try to make people laugh
9. i wont go shopping anybody other than my family or my closest friend

EIGHT ways to win your heart:

1. tell me i have nice eyes
2. smell really good
3. randomly talk to me when you see me
4. offer me your jacket if i say im cold
5. follow me if i walk away and tell me its not the same without me
6. buy me a drink aha
7. if i look upset, ask me whats wrong
8. tease me but not in a mean way

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. fuck off
2. learn to bring your own food instead of bagging on everyone for money
3. shes still MY friend so dont u fucking trash her infront of me
4. stop calling me a whore and trying to black mail me
5. i wish he wud like me.
6. how can everyone like her she treats everyone like garbage
7. i hate school

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

1. brush my teeth
2. watch tv
3. check stuff on the computer
4. put on my pajamas
5. turn on my night light cuz im afraid of the dark
6. set my alarm clock

FIVE people who mean a lot to you.

1. chelsea
2. daylan
3. karissa
4. kodi
5. riley

FOUR things you're wearing right now.

1. red t-shirt from american eagle
2. dark jeans
3. bra
4. undies

THREE songs that you listen to often.

1. dreaming of you - selena
2. see you again - miley cyrus
3. umbrella - rihanna

TWO things you want to do before you die:

1. become a famous actress
2. fall in love


ONE confession:

1. i want him to want to be with me