i really do not know what has been going on lately in my life.
things have been confusing, frustrating, stressful, emotional . . . the list goes on,.
basically what i am trying to say is i haven't been myself lately and i
am sorry to those who have encountered a bad time. it's truly hard to
do things in life without support, encouragement, and someone to
help you along. without some support even from my family it has made these
past couple weeks a whole lot different. i am changing a lot of things
lately that are just going to help me out in the long run. to anyone who i
have been rude or anything to i am sorry and that is truly not who i am.
to those who persist on talking about me. . . it's really starting to hurt for once.
it's not even a joke anymore because your taking away the amazing things
i have in my life. please stop. spending time with someone almost everyday and
then having that ripped away from you because of rumours takes a big toll
on you. the best thing about the past is that it IS the past and that's all.
Yes from time to time you can look back on it but only so far because
its the future that can be changed and be lived to full potential. people can
change but it takes a real person to realize that and give someone another
chance. you come to a turning point when the best things you have are taken
away from you and you see how much you really did care.
i know one thing is for sure... i'm not the same person. i have come
to that point in time where you realize what you are doing & when you need a
change in some aspects of your life. Live life to it's fullest; no regrets; don't look
back. keep the people you care about close and let the people who don't matter live
the way they want. no one can effect you if you don't let them. i know i want another
chance at many things. . . i just hope the important people see that i truly truly care
and see that i now wear my heart on my sleeve. love love love
xoxo
sara
