Dear my maid of honnour ,
Listen, I'm sorry for everything that happend,
It's the last thing on my mind that i wanted to do .
I honestly don't know whats going on anymore, and
i'm orry we've faded so much .
There's been soo many times when i just want to call
you and bawl my eyes out and just tell you everything,
but at the same time, i'm scared to ,
im scared your either going to ignore my call, or jsut not care .
You have been the most important person in my life for so long
and we used to do everything together , like the first times with everything .
You were my first bestfriend in airdrie , and probably the one that
is killing my the most to lose .
all I can say now, is im sorry things got this way and I wish i could change everything ..
but i don't know what to do ..
But just know, when i promised you about being my maid of honnour,
I still mean all of it, every word .
I love you, and i'm sorry .
-- Love Kayla .