i fucking hate new years,
hungover like a bitch.
but good times, danika, matt, mark, mark, derek, brandon,
love you all ( L )
i fucking miss you so fucking much
seriously, im so jealous of her
and any other girls youve been/talked to
fuck, i thought forgetting about you and
thinking about our bad times would help me forget.
but it brings back memories from after fights we would make up
and be happy.
and at the mall holding hands, and being with you during summer,
and, meeting you at the mall,
and, dancing with you, and laying with you,
" what now? "
what now, what now..
nothing, i guess, =[
that question will neve be aswered.
but i wish it could
if i could change this all,
id change 80 percent of it
stopimng the fights, stopping the bitchiness,
stop the crying, stop the mistakes that broke us up
i just want you back,so badly.
i cant believe this.
you - the one i loved, just, gone, and doing this, in my town
and you, - i told everything to you, and now your getting close with him,
your bbootthh breaking my heart.
you both are making cry.
ever since you left,
my life has gone downwards,
more craves, more trouble, more tears.
i thought id be strong but i just cant live life without your words.
for the longest time, i thought i was fine without the ring on,
until it caught my eye one day from the shelf on my wall,
as i grabbed it, and held it in my hand, i began to cry,
i put it onto my finger, as slowly, and as gentle as you did
that wednesday afternoon, the 27th of august.
i miss the way my hands shake when you compliment me,
your smile and your touch, the way i felt so at home when im there.
i miss you, and i know ill never get you back,
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
i miss you.
hey boyy,
its great to know youve left me out of your life now.
i thank you so much-
asshole,
Wanna Maakeouut ?
Awnswer withh yoour seriouse Awnser !
Put this in yoour bloog annd see whho replys !
2008 is almost over. Bold the things that have happened.
lost a friend
stayed single almost the whole year
kissed someone new.
made-out in a car
made-out on a couch
kissed in the snow
kissed in the rain
fell in love
had your heart broken.
fell up stairs
walked in to a glass door
broke someone elses heart.
had a stalker.
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet somewhat.
got pregnant
got somebody else pregnant AHAHAHAHAHA, YES, IM A MAN IN BED.
kissed someone of the same sex.
dated someone you'll never forget you really loved
lost faith in love for a while
done something you've regretted
lost someone
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
applied for a job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight A's
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hate
found one thing you love doing
failed a class
cut class
smoked drugs
got into a fight with a class mate
got into a fist fight with a class mate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved to yourself that you're an idiot
embarrassed yourself infront of the class
fell in love with a teacher
was in a school play
tried out for and made a sports team
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile
listened to music you cant stand
double dipped
skinny-dipped
went to a sleep over
went camping
threw a surprise party
had a party thrown for you
laughed til you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
slept the whole day
visited a different country
cooked a gross meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
tripped over a coffee table
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life.
lost someone close to you
went to a party
drank alcohol
drank alcohol underage
got drunk
smoked a cigarette
read a great book
saw a great movie
pretended to like someone
saw a movie that made you cry
saw one of your favourite bands/artists live
saw someone famous in person
got sick
passed out on a floor
met new people
played video games
enjoyed this year overall
alexa fl - fl - flaman haley.
i need to talk to you.
=]
