You know..
I'm sorry to nay girls im an asshole major dick too, I honestly do not mean to be.

Now I am not blaming this on my ex, but here's the story.

Im not going to get into the whole details of the relationshipo with her, but the after effects and how i was before.

I used to be such nice person, say everything to sweep a girl off there feet, used cheesy cute lines all the time, made girls blush and happy just cause it made me feel good.

but ever since i broke up with her, everything been so fucked up, worst break up ever.
It's made me a very bitter person. I have a tough shell.
I'm really trying to break out of it, cause it's not like me to be the Ninja turtle tough guy, secretly im really the nicest person in the world. i'd do anything for anyone.
and for girls,, i would cut my left nut off to make sure theyre okay, cause girls are amazing. and i dont say that as a horn dog, I say that cause every female friend i have ever had, has been hella awesome. coolest girls ever.

I hate this angry cocky self center ego maniac part of me now, it drives me nut, cause its not me, and its hard to break out of.
And girls, im sorry, because of it, im rude to all girls and treat you all like objects.
Honestly, I do not mean to.