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ugh.
you don't even realize how much it hurts...
 

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1234
If you married the last person you kissed what would your last name be?
rideout

Can you fill this out without lying?
yes

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
ice tea

Where was your default picture taken?
i don't remember what it is. sta i think

Last person you rode in a car with?
my dad

Can you play guitar hero?
yess

Last time you walked further than a block?
when i walked home from school

If you could move some where else, where would it be?
i'm not sure..

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
hmm... not sure not many of my friends live close to me.

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
gross

Where is your biological father right now?
sleeping i think

What was the last thing someone bought for you?
umm... ice cap & dohnut

Who took your profile picture?
me?

Was yesterday better than today ?
noo yesterday was the worst

Can you live a day without TV?
Yeah.

What are you listening to?
nothinng

Are you mad about anything ?
yeppp. few things

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
some of them are

Last time you spent the night at someones house?
umm. halloween.

Where do you wish you were right now?
stalbert

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
i'd rather not

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
i don't remember..

Last hug?
umm. raquel i think

How do you feel about your life right now?
meh.. not the greatest

Explain why you last threw up?
well.. lets seee... wasn't feeling quite myself.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who do you expect it to be?
someone drunk?

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Warm

What was the last movie you went to see?
i don't even remember

Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod?
of course

Something(s) you just don't understand:
people.

Do you say dawg?
ah nope

Who or what made you happy today:
ummm...raquel probably...and falling asleep on my couch was super relaxing.

How many people do you trust?
i dunno.

Who was the last person you called?
my dad

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
umm.. i dunno.

Who was your last missed call ?
nicky
 

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12345
1. Who were you with last night:?
um.. no one..

2. What woke you up this morning:
My alarm, & then my dad

3. What did you have for breakfast:
toast!

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day:
lets hope so. although i'm guessing it won't be exciting.

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone yesterday:
hugged yes

6. Who's bed were you in last night:
Myy own bed

7. Were you mad at all yesterday:
umm.. i don't think so.

8. What were you mad at yesterday
nothing

9. where were you born?
mission bc

10. What is your cell phone background:
the sky

11. who was the last person who sent you a text or voice message:
bryan

12. who was the last person you called:
umm.. my house

13. What was the last CD you burned:
a mixed cd for our road trip =)

14. What is your favorite holiday:
christmass & summer! =)

15. What's on your mind at the moment:
hmm.. a lot

16. Do you have facebook:
yess

17. What grade are you going to:
i'm in gr 12..

18. What colour is your cell phone:
pink

19. What was the last thing you touched:
keyboard

20. Who can you tell anything to:
closest friends.

21. What's your favourite band:
um... don't have a favorite

22. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends:
i don't have a top friends

23. Who was the last person that wrote on your wall:
on here.. i think steph

24. Are you good friends with this person:
yessirr

25. How often do you log in to facebook:
haha.. too often

26. Do you have a piczo site:
no..

27. Are you in a fight with anyone:
not that im aware of

28. What's your favourite colour:
purple

29. Do you listen to music every day:
yess

30. What was the last movie you watched:
don't remember

31. What do you want to be when you grow up?
not sure.. photographer maybe

23. Do you like fruit:
Love it!!

33. Who is your best girl/guy friend:
girl: mikie, steph, alysha, jen
guy: evan, nick

34. What's your favorite sport(s):
Basketball

35. How is life in general:
it's okay

36. Have you ever moved:
too much

37. Have you ever won an award:
yees

38. What are you doing for the rest of the day?
ahah nothing

39. What do you want to do right now:
go out & do something..

40. Are you listening to music right now:
nope

43. Do you like/love someone:
i like someone

47. What is something that tends to piss you off alot:
umm.. theres a few things

49. What song makes you cry:
songs don't make me cry

50. What do you miss SO much:
mikie & stephanieee =(

51. Who last Said "I Love you" and meant it:
one of my parents i think

52. Snuck out:
nope

53. Kissed someone without knowing their name:
nope

54. Do you swear:
not really

55. Ever killed someone:
ahah what a question

56. You cook your own food:
sometimes

57. You do your own chores:
yah

58. You like beef jerky:
hate it.

59. Do you have your own dog:
nope

60. You spend your money wisely:
what money?

61. Do you like to swim:
sometimes yes

62. Do you have a good relationship with your parents:
most of the time yes

63. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again:
not sure

64. Who of the opposite sex is the easist to talk to:
evan or nick

65. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry someone:
noope

66. Are you crushing on someone:
aha yes

67. Whats the perfect kiss:
i don't know

68. Have you ever had your heart broken:
No

69. Have you ever broken someone's heart:
i don't think so.

70. If you could go back in time and change things, would you:
nothing big. but some little things yes

71. Do you believe that things can easily go back to the way they were:
not easily.

72. What did you do today:
school, nicks house, tv

73. Do you have your future daughters name:
noo idea

74. Do you have your future sons name:
nope

75. Do you believe eveyone deserves a second chance:
Depends

76. Do you believe in love at first sight:
nope

77. Ever been given a ring:
By my parents

78. Do you want to get married:
Yep

79. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you:
haha .. not for real

80. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds:
Couldn't tell ya

81. Whats your favorite brand of clothes?
abercrombie & fitch, hollister, american eagle, urban behavior

82. Have you ever flirted with a friend's crush:
i dunno.. maybe without knowing..

83. Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you:
maybe

84. Would you date your best male/female friend?
haha not at the moment

85. Have you ever been skinny dipping:
yess haha

87. Has anyone recently told you they like you more than a friend:
hmm.. yes.

88. How many things in your past do you regret:
Not much

89. Who was the last person who gave you a good hug?
amanda or nicky ha

90. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them:
yees

91. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back:
umm. i dunno.. not really that i can remember

92. Have you ever cried the whole day:
hmm.. probably

93. Are things fair in your life:
some yes some no

94. Are "looks" important:
Important but not the most important thing

95. What's your favorite animal:
kittens, & some dogs

96. What are you doing tomorrow:
no idea

97. What are you doing at this moment:
wiating for veronica mars to loadd

98. What's your ringtone on your cell:
vibrate

99. What time is it:
9:17

100. If you could have one wish.. what would it be?
hmm.. i'd have to think about it
 

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love remains the same
1.Where was the first time you ever kissed the last person you kissed?
his house.

2. What's the most exciting thing that happened to you today?
wow, nothing. i drove to predator ridge &back thats about it

3. How many best friends do you have?
like..4

4. Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
Sleep in!

5. Tell me where you got each article of clothing you're wearing?
american eagle, garage, hollister, bootlegger(i think)

6. What would you change about your life right now?
how screwed up some things are in my life right now.

7. Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
Cry over the truth

8. What's on your bedroom floor right now?
umm.. a bunch of things, makeup, straightener, blowdryer, hamper, garbage can, hair products.

9. Who did you last argue with?
my dad

10. Do you trust people easily?
sometimes.

11. If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move to?
i'm not sure.

12. Do you think you're pretty?
sometimes.

13.Could you go a day without eating?
yah, i've done it. but i'd rather not.

14. How much do looks matter to you?
they matter a bit, but they're not everything.

15. What song is on your mind?
love remains the same

16. Do you talk to the person you lost your virginity to?
I've still got that

17. Would you rather be mad or sad?
neither.

18. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
not really.

19. What's the worst car accident you've ever been in?
it was minor.. i haven't gotten in any really bad accidents.

20. Are you tight with your mommy?
kinda.

21. Do you tell your parents everything?
hah noope def not.

22. Would you rather be a bird or a fish?
Bird

23. Name one fear you have.
... losing the ppl i love.

24. If you need to go to the store a block away, do you walk or drive?
hmm either.

25. Does the thought of marriage scare you?
not really.

26. How many kids do you want?
2 or 3

27. What is your favorite color to wear?
umm.. white or black haha

28. Who was last person in your bedroom besides you?
umm.. my sister probably.

29. What did you do today?
dropped off resumes, drove to predator ridge & back

30. What would you do if you found a dinosaur egg?
i'm not too sure what i'd do

31. What's something that someone can do that really bothers you?
i have my moments where everything annoys me.. umm. immaturity bothers me though

32. Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger?
probably

33. Do you wish you were famous?
nope

34. When you're at the beach, do you swim or lay out?
bothhh. i like to swim more thouuugh

35. How do you like your steak?
i dont like steak

36. What's your favorite song at the moment?
disturbia-rihanna, love remains the same-gavin rossdale

37. Can music affect your mood?
hmm sometimes

38. What piercings do you want?
my nose kinda..

39. What tattoos do you want?
none

40. Have you ever been in a cave?
haha pprobably i dunno

41. Have you ever eaten a bug?
eww probably

42. Do you think there's someone for everyone?
I like to think so
 

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lovee.
Does it bother you when you text somebody and they never answer?
kinda.. cause then i feel like i annoyed them or something.

Who are your last 3 texts from?
i don't remember.. i thinkk.. landon & morgan

What do you think of girls sixteen and younger going on birth control?
well it's not always used just for sex.. so it depends.

Who is your last missed call?
i don't know.

Have you ever been to a birthday party with a moonbounce?
YES! haha so much funn.

What time did you wake up today?
7:30 am

Have you ever been caught in a lie?
yess i have

Is there anybody that you trust 100%?
yahh a couple ppl

Are you satisfied with your life right now?
for the most part.

What did you do last night?
last night.. i.... had a grey's anatomy party at alysha's house.

Does love scare you?
a little.

Where are you right now?
computer room

What is something that you have forgiven someone for lately?
hmm... theres nothing really that i've had to forgive.

What mood are you in?
bored. i want this night to be over. it's going by too slow.

Plans for tomorrow?
drop off resumes, friends in the evening.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
well.. garage, urban behavior & hoodie from attridge.

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
on here? probably steph

What is your background on your phone?
umm.. i think it's of... sand & the lake

What would you do if you won the lottery?
go on a crazyy vacation

Do online and long distance relationships work?
not usually, from what i hear.

Would you ever enhance or get any kind of plastic surgery?
no thanks.

What's the biggest turn off?
immaturity

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?
george vaniers

Would you ever get a belly piercing?
yeahh

Do you know anyone who has gotten an abortion?
i've heard of someone, i don't know the person myeslf though.

Do you like to spend time with people?
yes i do.

Single or taken?
Single

Do you like it?
sometimes yes, sometimes no.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yes please.

Do you want some one you can't have?
hm.. sometimes.

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
hmm.. not really.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
umm.. nope. i'm not usually a happy morning person.

Honestly, do you like anyone?
kind of.

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
nope. we're friends.

What are you listening to right now?
nothing.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
ohh yes.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
um.. my dad i think

When was the last time you laughed?
haha when bryan told me a flirt with a bunch of guys.

Do you regret anything from your past?
yahh, some things. nothing huge.

If you could seek revenge on someone, would you?
nope

Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
hah nope

Have you ever stripped for money?
No

Last beverage?
water i think

Last nap?
wednesday afternoon.

Favorite month(s)?
summer months.

Favorite number(s)?
2!!

Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant (or got someone pregnant) today?
Yes

Favorite color/colors?
Purple,

Excited for anything?
tomorrow.

Last time you were confused?
ohhh i've been confused for about a week and a half now.. or you know longer.


Do you like to cuddle?
love it.

Do you kiss people when you're single?
i've done it.

Do you want a girlfriend/boyfriend?
sometimes i really do.

How many texts are in your inbox?
100

Are you a jealous person?
unfortunately.

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
hmm.. probably close to it.

Do you cry easily?
ssadly yes.

What was the last thing you took a picture of?
um.. i took a picture of my eyes on lyshy's phone

Are you mad at someone right now?
nope

What makes you laugh no matter what?
friennds.
 

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wee
when was the first time you saw the person you like at the moment?
i don't like anyone at the moment.

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
umm.. well i cried watching one tree hill last night.. hah

How's your heart lately?
it's okay.

Do long distance relationships work?
sometimes, but most of the time no.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
um.. not really.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
yahhh i think i could.

Last time you were truly sad?
mm.. not long ago.

What kind of mood are you in?
i'm in a tired/not talking mood.

Do you like anyone?
i don't liiike like anyone right now.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
i don't have school until 10.

What or who woke you up this morning?
my mom.

Are you a jealous person?
unfortunately i am.

Did you have a good birthday this year?
i haven't had a birthday yet this year.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
umm.. i was tired and i didn't want to go to school, then found out my bed wasn't coming today.
it wasn't that great of a morning.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
umm.. i think it was of caleb or amber or something.. on the drive home from edmonton.

Would you ever donate blood?
probably

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
uumm.. not really. i've had a lot of good guy friends, but no best friends.

Do you currently have a hickey?
ha no.

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
i don't rememberr.


What were you doing at 7am?
sleeping!


What was the last reason you cried?
haha cause one tree hill was so sad!!

What are you seriously wearing?
ae jean shorts, & black & white tank top.

Do you clean when you’re upset?
not really. i lie on my bed and listen to music. which i can't do now, cause i don't have a bed,

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
well i have.. even though my hairs already blonde

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
depends on who it is. not usually though.

Did you enjoy your last kiss?
hah.. yeahh.

Do you trust people easily?
um... i dunno.

Has a boy ever called you babe/baby?
yeess.

Has a boy put their arm around you in the past 5 days?
um.. no

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
yes.

Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
sometimes..

Heels or flats?
flats.

Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
hhaa oh probably plenty of times.

Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
yeees

Do you wear collared shirts?
nope they deff don't suit me.

Do you own any big sunglasses?
i guess

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
about an hour. sometimes less.

Do you like to receive flowers?
heh yess i do.

Do you dress up for the holidays?
sometimes.


Have you ever eaten raw pumpkin?
ew no


Do you have any neat scars?
kinda. i have one that mikie calls the brain.

Have you ever joined a gym?
nope

Do you know what high school your father went to?
umm. no i don't.

Are any of your mom's siblings married?
nooppe
 

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What's your name?:

Alyssaa

What do you say we leave for California?:

yes please.

Did you hear that Bernie Mac died?

i think i did..

Did you know the number '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. 5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial?:

i didn't

Do you like Lil Wayne or just find him annoying?:

i don't know.

What's your least played song on your iPod, if you have one?:

um.. i couldn't say.. theres probably quite a few of them.

What does under your bed look like?:

i have a drawer under there with all my clothes in it.

Can you ride your bike with no handlebars?:

hmm.. i'm not sure i haven't been bike riding in quite sometime..

Which spelling do you like better, Rosa or Roza?:

Rosa

Do you listen to Death Cab for Cutie? If so, what's your favorite song by them?:

sometimes, umm.. sound of settling..

Are your nails painted? What color?:

Nope, they're the regular color.

If you have a calendar is it on the right month?:

Don't have one.

Does your mom always think your room is dirty when really it's actually quite clean?:

sometimes

What's the weirdest thing you've done at 4 in the morning?:

i've probably done some pretty weird things... can't think of something off the top of my head though

Have you ever showered with someone other than at school?

yes i have actualllyy....

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?

once in a while.

Who is your last text from and what does it say?

amber: k is it only on once

Burger King or Wendy's?

Wendy's!

Latest you stayed up in the past week?

umm.. on saturday night i don't even know what time i stayed up till.. probably like 2:30ish

Where are you right now?

computer room.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

um.. kinda.. not necessarily EVERYthing though

What were you doing at 9:30 last night?

umm.. on the computer or watching tv.

Are you listening to music right now?

nope

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today?

umm.. girl

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

not really.

How long can you go without your phone?

Haha...not long.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?

umm...jen, i think...asked where i was.

Who last called you babe/baby?

i don't even remember...

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?

vibrates sometimes...from texts not phone calls.. i don't get many of those.

Do you curse in front of your parents?

nope

What is your current annoyance?

school...other things.

Last time you saw fireworks, with who & where?

July, canada day, with steph in st albert

Are you afraid of roller coasters?

Never.

What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?

i'm already moved away from my best friends.. =(

Macy's gift card or Hollister gift card?

hollister

Who pissed you off yesterday?

haha basically everyone..

At what age do you want to be married?

early 20's

Where is your mom right now?

nanaimo or something..

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?

yah have been for a while.. a few ppl actually.

When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?

yesterday

Are you bored?

haha yah..

What girls can you tell everything to?

mikie, steph, alysha, jen... & a few others, but i don't tlk to them very often

The last person you talked to on AIM/MSN?

james. ha

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a T?

noope

Can you play guitar hero?

obviously!

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

warm please

What do you currently hear right now?

the outside noises...cars & whatnot.

Three days in a hotel or NFL game tickets?

Hotel

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

who knows

What's your ringtone?

i dunno.. some stupid one my phone came with..

Three things you did today:

went to school, texted, ate tim hortons

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?

hasn't really happened to me.. i've mostly just drifted away from friends.

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a someone that treated you bad?

hah probably.

Does anyone hate you?

probably.

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends, most of the time yes.

Do you want a small or big wedding?

probably big, but not too big.
 

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google?
My life according to Google.
Pick the first one that comes up.

1: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
Alyssa Needs To Learn To Be "A Better Bitch"

2: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
Alyssa in Japanese

3: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
What does the name 'Alyssa' mean

4: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
Alyssa hates myspace

5: Type in "[your name] goes" or "..has gone" in Google search:
Alyssa has gone mad!

6: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google search:
Alyssa loves Mario Kart Wii

7: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
Alyssa eats her birthday cake.

8: Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
Alyssa has a complex


9: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
Alyssa wants to know: “What’s a natural Mom?”
 

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cellular
Grab your phone


2. What kind is your phone?
samsung
3. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
manbeer
4. Who's the last person you called?
voicemail
6. Who was your last missed call from?
nicole dietz
7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
david kadey
8. Who's speed dial 2?
home.
9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jared seutter
10. Who was your last received call from?
georgia kitchen
11. Who is speed dial 4?
dad
12. What does your banner say?
summer '08
13. How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
100
14. What do you have as your background?
the sky & trees. hah

15. Who's speed dial #1?
Voicemail.

16. What's the 5th message say in your inbox?
night lyss.

17. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Beki Matthys

18. how many bars of signal do you currently have?
Five.

19. Last text message from?
mikie

20. Name every person you have text messages from.
mikie, steph, evan, sana, garrett, amber, mom,

22. Who’s the 9th person on your recent calls?
home

23. What does the 6th message in your inbox say?
okay, have a good sleep lyss.

24. Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Alexandra bowker

25. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
travis martin

26. Do you have a camera phone?
Yes.

27. Who is the last person under G ?
Gregg jeske

28. What does the last text message say in your inbox?
i'm just sort of out of words, which that never happens to me, cause i talk a lot, i just don't really know what to think or say.

29.Who did you send the most text messages to in your outbox?
i'm gonna have to say steph

30. What is your ringtone?
i don't really know
 

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1. Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed?
sometimes, not very often though

2. Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
yes i sure haveee.

3. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid?
Flinstones, and those orange vitamins. soo good.

4. What is the last thing you ate?
a peach

5. Did you get any compliments today?
not yet

6. Have you ever gone to court?
nope

7. What's the seventh text message in your inbox say?
"thats good. i need to show you that allusion thing one of these days"

8. Are you friends with your neighbors?
not really. no

11. What towns/cities have you lived in?
that i can actually remember... surrey, provost, st. albert, vernon

12. What's the last piercing you got?
ears

14. Do you get distracted easily?
a lot of the time yes

15. Have you ever thrown up from drinking?
nope

16. Do you get jealous easily?
yeea i kinda do

19. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
nope

20. Have you ever had a crush on your brother or sister's friends?
haha yahh i have. kevin was my dream boy back in the dayy..

21. Have you ever gone to a beach?
obviouslyyy

22. Have you ever had a stalker?
HAHA yah

23. Do you remember your music teacher's name from elementary?
miss saipe!

24. How good is your eyesight?
pretty good i think

25. Have you ever gone to a party?
yes i havee

26. Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
not really...

27. What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
depends who it was

28. Have you ever been out of your country?
yess i have

29. Have you seen your best friend naked.
hahahah.. parts of her...

30. What's the best wedding you've been to?
hmm well the one where i was a FLOWER GIRL obvs... but not cause i can't remember it.. probably chrystals

31. Would your parents be mad if you got arrested for fighting?
yes, yes they would

32. Where are your siblings right now?
in st. albert, working, and at a meeting.

33. Do you have a Coach, Fendi or Louis Vuitton purse?
bah no

34. What's the last dream you can remember?
hahaha.. umm i had one last night.. the items in my closet were talking....it was strange.

35. Who was the last person who called you?
my dad

36. What time did you wake up this morning?
lik.e...11:15ish

37. What were you doing this weekend?
umm.. hottubbing, beach, pool

38. What does the 5th text message on your phone say?
night lyss.

39. Do you drunk dial/text?
no..

40. When was the last time you were really sick?
reallllly sick.. probably in like january..

42. What's in your back pocket?
I don't have a back pocket.

44. Do you want to be pregnant right now?
hahaha.. nooo

45. Do you wear colored contacts?
no

46. How do you get to school?
umm. walk or get driven.

47. What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Sleeping

48. What do you usually do first in the morning?
it changes every morning

50. Who was the last bed you slept in besides your own?
stephanies i thinkk
 

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best SUMMER 08
Run in the rain to get wet, call a friend just
because you care, smile just because you
can, and laugh just to make people stare.


Every once in a while people step up, they rise above themselves.
Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short.
Life is funny sometimes, it can push pretty hard, but if you look
close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the
bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love.
And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on
this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.


People say we don't know what we've got until we lose it.
But it is also true that we don't know what we've been missing, until it arrives.
Saying you'll never love again is like saying you'll never smile again.
As much as you don't want to do it eventually someone will come along and make you.


when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile
a dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
love is just a word, until its proven to you.



"when you feel like giving up, think about
why you held on so long in the first place."



imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to
be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.


Maybe you aren't supposed to find someone who is exactly like you.
Maybe you should look for your complete opposite, because they
are everything you aren't. Without them, you aren't whole. That's
the thing about meeting your other half. Before that, you are
walking around thinking your happy, thinking you are whole.
But then you realize you are nothing without them. And then
you can't just go back to being half again because you know
what its like to be whole.



Let's slow dance && be the couple
everybody wishes they could be;
let's walk in the rain && hold hands the whole time;
let's look at the stars && kiss all night;
let's take it slow, then speed it up;
let's take stupid pictures && laugh 'til we can't breathe;
let's be friends, let's be lovers, let's be together
you & me.


you know its something real,
when even the times you cant stand him,
he's the only one on your mind..



Life is all about the things you'll never figure out
It's all about the people you allow in and the memories you keep
Life is simple, life is hard and yeah life is fun
So enjoy the things around you before your life is done’


there will always be that one summer
where everything changes



oh it's times like these
when i think of you and
i wonder if you ever
think of me


Eat that chocolate cake, get your hair wet, love someone,
dance in those muddy puddles, tell someone off, draw a
picture with crayons like you're still 6 years old and then
give it to someone who’s very important to you, Take a nap,
go on vacation, do a cartwheel, make your own recipe,
DANCE! like no ones watching, paint each nail a different
color, take a bubble bath, laugh at a corny joke, get on that
table and dance, pick strawberries, take a jog, plant a garden,
make a ugly shirt and wear it all day, learn a new language,
write a song, date someone you wouldn’t usually go for, make
a scrap book, go on a picnic, relax in the sun, make your own
home video, kiss the un-kissed, hug the un-hugged, love the
unloved and live your life to the fullest. So when you're standing
in front of heavens gate that chosen day. You have
No Regrets, No sorrows, No disappointments


so heres to the nights `*;
where the sand is our seat
the waves by our feet
& our memories out
number the stars*


Nobody takes a picture of
something they want to forget.


Smile. It makes a world of difference.
Dance. Who knows when you wont be able to.
Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you.
Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world.
Laugh. Whats the point in hiding happiness?
Frown. Why not let him know youre unhappy?
Apologize. You dont wanna lose friends.
Hug. Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love.
Live. because life is everything.


as i lay there in your arms, i drew the
letters 'i love you' on your back, thinking
you weren't paying attention, then you
looked at me & said, "i love you too"


She`s a summer girl. She likes things simple &
she hates drama. She wishes that she could wear
flip-flops year round & she hates being cold. She`s
moody during the winter cause things are usually
falling apart. But then summer comes, it always
does. & she realizes that she has true friends, &
that nothing can beat those summer days &
nights that are spent with the waves crashing
& the sand between her toes.


Smell the summer breeze,
feel the fresh air sweep you away;
forget about tomorrow, yesterday, & today.

Here's to the starry nights and careless freedom,
to glowing smiles and flushed cheeks,
and laughter that heals you deep inside.



He smiles then looks away
and you wonder just maybe that smile;
meant something he couldn't say.

As we grow up,we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed
to ever let us down,probably will.You'll have your heart broken
and you'll break others' hearts.So take too many pictures, laugh
too much, and love like you've never been hurt. You Have to Live
Life to the Fullest;tell someone what they mean to you and tell
someone off speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's
hand, comfort a friend, Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love
and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend
angry or upset,is a second of happiness you can never get back--
 

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1. Was the last person you kissed younger or older than you? older

2. Has anyone ever told you that they want to spend the rest of their life with you? haha noope

3. Would you change anything about yourself if you could? yeep

4. Do you get along with girls? Um, for the most part yes.

5. Do you think people have any misconceptions about you? a lot of the time i thnk

6. Does anyone like you? not really sure.

7. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning? haha nope

8. Last song you heard? Blind-Lifehouse

9. Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING? pretty much...

10. When was the last time you talked to the one you love?

11. Are you happy at the moment? for the most part yess.

12. Do you tend to fall for people easily? mm. i think so

13. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? couldn't tell yaa..

14. Do you need to say anything to anyone? probably..

15. How do you feel? fricken hot, a little frustrated

16. What was the last movie you saw in theaters? umm...wanted

17. Do you want to be in a relationship? a lot of the time yah.

18. Who's one person you cannot stand? hmm...

19. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? i dunnno.. 9 or so

20. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? yeep

21. Wheres your favorite place to sleep? in comfortable beds.

22. Friday last week, where were you? i don't remember.. somewhere in st albert

23. What jewelry do you wear all the time? mm theres no jewlery that i wear ALL the time

24. When is your birthday? Nov 22

25. How long were you with your last boyfriend? haha what boyfriend?

26. Are you shy? not as bad as i have been in the past but yes.

27. Do you like music? Love it.

28. What is something you're currently nervous about? secret

29. What is something you're wondering about? too many things.. i'mhoping for something

30. Do you watch a lot of television? sometimes i do.. sometimes i dont

31. Do you watch a lot of movies? i guess

32. How much time per day do you have to relax and be alone? it varies

33. Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself? depends

34. Would you rather go out to eat or stay home? doesn't matter. depends on the food in the house

35. Do you read books? not often

36. Are looks important? yes, but not the most important

37. Do you take a lot of pictures of yourself? not as much as i used to.

38. So many that your parents and other adults make fun of you? mm not really. people comment on how many i have up in my room though.

39. Do you look at yourself in the mirror a lot? The normal amount

40. Are you tired right now? mm not really. it's too hot

41. How much sleep did you get last night? 9 or so hrs

42. Who do you miss a lot right now? a few people

43. Do you think you'll get along better with your siblings when you get older? i hope so, not that i dont get along with themnow..

44. Do your parents yell at you constantly about "cleaning up after yourself"? yeeep

45. Do you do your own laundry? not usually. but sometimes

46. Do you spend more time outside or inside? lately outside.

47. Do you spend more time watching TV or listening to music? music

48. Would you rather give up the computer or the TV? tv.

49. What sports do you play? none anymore. i play basketball when i can

50. What's your reputation in your family [i]
 

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hand grenade
10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names) :
1. i hate how we don't talk everyday anymore.
2. you're so funny. baha we don't talk as much as we used to. i miss it.
3. i wish that we still talked...
4. things didn't work out too well, but i'm glad we're still friends.
5. i miss you. isn't the same as it used to bee. moovee here.
6. best friends, sisters.
7. funniest kid aliiivee. you're one of the best friends i've made here.
8. i love hanging out with yoou.
9. you make me angry sometimes.
10. i miss you..lots.


Nine things about yourself.
1. i'm blonde
2. christian
3. i love muusic.
4. i love going to visit st. albert
5. i want to travel lots in the future
6. i loove my family
7. i hate my job.
8. i text a lot.
9. i loooove the summer.

Eight ways to win your heart.
1. honesty
2. sense of humour
3. be fun to be aroundd
4. never get tired of talking/run out of things to talk about
5. can talk about the important things face to face
6. show me that you really care
7. doont hide thiings
8. the small things are what counts.

Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. school.
2. my friends.
3. hmm getting my L (lately)
4. my future
5. my family
6. boooys
7. SUMMER

Six things you wish you never did.
1. wrong person.
2. shouldn't have worried about it so much.
3.
4.
5.
6.


Three things you want to do before you die
1. fall in love
2. travel a lot
3. be happy & successful in my liife.

Two smiley's that describe you
1.
2.

One confession;
1. i still miss it everyyyday.
 

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baaaaah
1. Name someone who made you smile today.- MIKIE

2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? sleeping

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? umm...getting readdy

4. What was something that happened to you in 1992? i turned onee

6. Three words to explain why you last threw up: haha no idea....cause i was sick?

7. What color is your hairbrush? black

8. What was the last thing you bought? suppperrlast night

11. Where do you keep your money? in my bank card

12. What was the weather like today? FREEEZZINGlike -47 in edmonton

13. Where did your last hug take place? right here

14. What are you excited about? umm....seeing julianne, hangingo ut with EVEYRONNNNNNE

15. Are you very random? can be

16. Do you want to cut your hair? no i did like a week ago

17. Are you over the age of 25? nope

18. Do you talk a lot? hahaha only when im with close friends/family

19. Do you watch The O.C.? yeah

20. Does your screen name have an "x" in it? noppe

21. Do you know anyone named Kelsey? i do

22. Do you make up your own words? no

23. Are you ticklish? hah yea

24. Are you typically a jealous person? can be yes

25. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "C": ......curtis? Cara

26. Who's the last person to call you? umm julianne

27. Do you chew on your straws? sometimes

28. Do you have curly hair? somewhat

29. What is the next concert you're going to? who knows

30. What is something you say a lot? "i thought so"

31. Have you seen the movie 'Donnie Darko? no

32. Do you have to work tomorrow? no

33. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to? umm MIKIE

34. What should you be doing right now? DANCING WITH MIKIE

35. Do you have a nickname? Lyss

36. Are you a heavy sleeper? yeah

37. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks? SYDNEY WHITE hahahha

38. Is there anyone you like right now? yeah

39. When was the last time you did the dishes? when i was at home

40. Did you cry today? nope
 

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questions
THE DIRTY THIRTY
30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? hmm like a week agoo maybe
2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am? getting ready for schoool.
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? driving home from work
4. What are you wearing? AE sweats, tank top
5. Are you mad at anyone right now? noopr
6. Last person to say they loved you? hmm.. jordann
7. Last time you kissed someone? hah.. new years
8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? i dont go on myspace anymore
9. Last thing received in the mail? birthday card i think
10. Who do you think of first when you hear "sex"? i duno
11. Have you ever had sex in a public place? no
12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? no
14. How many different drinks have you had today? uhh... liikke 3 it hink
15. What have you eaten today? burrito, cereal, fries...bahha
16. Are you any good at math? noopee
17. Do you have plans on Saturday night? mm not yet
18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? not usually
19. Do you prefer beer or liquor? neitherr
20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? uhh no i dont think so
21. Are you scared of the ocean? i dont think so?
22. Did you stay friends with your ex? non existent
23. What are you excited about? going to st alberrrrrrrrrrt wooohooo!!
24. What did you do last night ? had a bunch of company overrr nad homework
25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive? yeahhh shes friggenn 102 years old
26. Where do you keep your change? in my wallet
28. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? depends, usually alonee. i like my covers to myself
29. What was the weather like on your birthday? uhh...snowy i think
30. Have you kissed your best friend? no haha
 

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