my name is emma. this will never change, so i suppose you'll just have to like it, or.. not. personally, i really could care less what half of you biblets think. you'll have no affect on me, so why should i really give a damn? sure, go ahead, shoot those little dirty looks at me, yes, the ones you think i don't see. the percent of me that really cares about anybody other then a select few who have made a really big impact on my life has gone down to zero, so, have fun being a stuck up snotty bunch of people. on the otherhand, i treat my friends with the same respect i do my family, well, the friends that matter anyway. you have your opinion of me, so you can be sure i damn well have an opinion of my own, and it's probably not good. i used to be a nice, innocent girl once, but that changes quickly when i met kirsten purvis. she's corrupted me so badly i don't even know which direction is up, which i'm sure me and her are both fine with at the moment. sometimes i'll lay in my bed for hours with the lights off, and just think about my day. i'll go over all the mistakes in my head, which i will stress over, but it doesn't matter. i choose not to care now, thanks to the people who fucked me and it up, wonderfull job. so, i've decided only about... 4-5 people will actually get to see the normal me, and the rest of the population can have my don't-give-two-damns shell, which i happen to put on everyday to hide my feelings and my moods.

peace it holmes.