who am i kidding....
he's probably got a beautiful girl there for him right where he lives.
why would he need me anyways
:'(
maybe i just need to stop

kaay seriously wtf
both canucks and riders lose tonight
NOT COOL!

LAYERS OF YOU

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Alex Marchand
Birth date: November 8th
Current Location: Shit hole town
Eye Color: Dark brown
Hair Color: Brown, Black, Red
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Japanese/Native/French
Your fears: Losing loved ones/Spiders
Your weakness: Ticklish :\
Your perfect pizza: CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE
Goal you'd like to achieve: Moving to Vancouver (:

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: I don't want to fucking deal with this
Your best physical feature: My boobies ?
Your bedtime: Pshh as if
Your most missed memory: Way back when .

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: COKE BITCHES
McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdonald's
Adidas or Nike: Adidas babbbby
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea.
Chocolate or vanilla: VANILLA FTW
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino, ice cappuccino (:

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Cuss: Ten times more than a normal person....
Take a shower: Everyday, I got really pissy otherwise
Have a crush: Meh hes just hot
Think you've been in love: Yes, I certainly am
Want to get married: Yes indeed!
Believe in yourself: I have my moments
Think you're a health freak: Germs

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: BAHAH, I'm not expecting anything so no
Been on stage: A few times in my younger years
Been dumped: No siri bob
Gone skating: Its only called an attempt for me...
Dyed your hair: NEVER

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: hahahahahaha
Gotten beaten up: LOL thats not something that happens to me :\
Changed who you were to fit in: can't say that i did that

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: Late 20's

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY
Best eye color: Blue or Hazel
Best hair color: Black/Brown
Short or long hair: Short, but long enough for me to run my fingers through (:

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: Talking on msn and this
1 HOUR AGO: Watching the comedy channel
1 YEAR AGO: Hanging out with my missed friends

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: My mom and my friends
I FEEL: Stressed
I HATE: Spiders and liars
I HIDE: everything I can
I MISS: My amazing, beautiful Felicia.

Felicia Nicole Mayrhofer (:
Babeeeeee I fucking miss you more and more by the hour and to the day.
My best friend even to the worst of times
I can't wait till you come to visit!
Haha who knows maybe we'll actually do more than watch scary movies all day.
Anyways I FUCKING LOVE YOU BABE!
If you ever forget that..
Well,
two words.
Love taps.
<3

To: -oleschool.,
From: kissass420
Date: Fri Nov 20, 2009 8:06 am
Subject: No Subject
hey may i kiss ur ass?

Yellow is self discovery.
1. Name: ALEXANDREA LAURA MARCHAND, its a name your supposed to remember and i'll make sure you'll never forget
2. Birthday: november the mo fucking 8th beaches :]
3. Age: 15, 16 in 11 days naaaaagger
4. Do you want to have children? when im like old i wanna have 2 boys possibly a gaaaal
5. When do you want to die? uhm im immortal kkk

Orange is excitement.
1. Who would you tell first if you won a million dollars? fucking my besties and a few people to rub it in their face
2. What is something that you're looking forward to? smoking out of maries tall ass bong

Green is opinions.
1. Are you against gay marriage? heey you cant control who your attracted to
2. Lower the drinking age? i think we should all be drinkers ;] ya know have a 7 year old drinkin up on some vodka ;] sounds good to mee
3. Are you against abortion? idk stfu nig .


Purple is question and answer.
Q: How many beds did you lay in today? are you calling me a slut, 3 :]
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? uhm, black with boobage yo
Q: Name one thing that you did today? your mom?
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? HAHAHAH 2.75
Q: Is your crush on your friends list? naaw dawg
Q: Look to your right. What do you see ? my dreaams
Q: What website do you visit the most? the fag to the book
Q: Do you have plans for tomorrow? SMOKE OUT OF MARIES FAT BONG :]
Q: Does anything hurt on you right now? my back and my ass
Q: Last time you cried? uhhhhm, like three weeks ago, when that nagger stopped liking me

Pink is last.
1. Movie watched: FINAL DESTINATION 3
2. Song you listened to: yeeeee uh huh, bartender - T-Pain
3. Person you talked to: lanna, dave - computer , mike, sonu, travis t, travis b, tyler l - schooooool

Gray is today.
1. What are you doing tonight? cyber sex? I JOKE , but no reee ree hit me up ;]
2. Who are you going to be with? uhm myself?

Brown is for the future.
1. Tomorrow is: wednesday HUMP DAY YOOO
2. Are you going to see someone you like? i wish maaang
3. Plans for next weekend? DAAA DAA DOIN YOUR MOM DAA DAAA DAA DOIN YOUR MOM, nahh probs party?

As long as I can remember you've always been this miserable.
And it's all because you're still believing in something fucking invisible.

lol is it really necessary for all the skids to have a gf now days
and for each of them to pda it all over the place
honestly
its not wanted
it'll never be wanted
stop trying

LOGAN LERMAN <3<3

sooooo sexy :]

“A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind.”

this is stupid
i feel like shit
and i feel like im being selfish
i love her
and i also love him
but to him im annoying
so lets make this an a. s. free week
alanna care to help me please.
he doesnt need my bullshit right now.

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while
Since I first saw you
It's been a while
since i could stand on my own two feet again
and it's been a while
since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means

It's been a while
since i could say that i wasn't addicted and
It's been a while
Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while
But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
the consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?
just make this go away
just one more peaceful day

Its been awhile
Since I could lok at myself straight
and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry
It's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem
I know it's me i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry