dont you love it when you strive so hard for something that you'll never even get close enough to ever really see again?
ok, here's the deal, im sick and bloody tired of tho ridiculous guilt-trip chain letters. i'm pretty sure that half of the stuff in them isnt true and it's so intensely lame that they make you feel bad about yourself, or threaten to 'curse you' if you dont forward the stupid thing. it's bullcrap. honestly, whoever it is that sits at home, with nothing to do, and writes these things, do the world and yourself a favour, and go run in front of a truck.
-------brown eyes-------
people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very
satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. if you
repost this and you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in
the next 5 days.
Meow i know what it's like to be completely fucking kicked in the face
If you really like or love someone right now
and miss them and can't get them out of your head
then re-post this within one minute
and whoever you are missing will
surprise you tomorrow.
Repost this as a blog
So many things
Accumulating, just piling up
Too much to think about,
Too much to do
Obligated to 'be something', aspire to more than what I am
Become something I don't want to
ACTUALLY SUPPORTING ANARCHY!!
At this point
"YOU'RE THE BIGGEST HYPOCRIT I KNOW!"
"WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME?!?"
As soon as I try to express myself,
Be honest with everyone,
I only cause anger, hate, pain, and regret
It seems like it's my duty,
My purpose in life
To go above and beyond,
Some tell me that I have
But it's the same 'uplifting' bullshit they always use,
Always say
It starts going smooth again, things start to level out, then 'shit happens'
I'm commited to do things,
Create things,
Plan things,
And become something that those higher than me consider 'satisfactory'
Give 110% when I'm not even there,
Aspire to things that others have done, become, or plan to do
And it's all becuase that's the trend, that's what 'they're all doing'
I go from one thing to the next,
Deadlines, projects
Developing 'skills', and perfecting eveything
It's okay to be commited, to be dedicated,
But what if it's something you're doing because you have to?
Because you think it will make them all happy?
Where does it all end,
Not in a positive manner, that is for sure
Can't just pull up the stakes, 'close camp', pack up your shit and move on
You have to say no
You have to be honest, sincere,
Once you think about it, once I realize the positive side, the greener grass
It's not so bad, it seems okay
But there are so many things
Where I can't even vaguely picture
That stupid silver lining,
I wonder if you filed it off, just groud some away, how much you could get
When the dog is the only one who i really can say everything to,
Then something has gone wrong
Darwin, sorry buddy, I think I broke the chain[/color]
So many angry thoughts, but they're all so short lived
What's worse, some I actually want to remember
But I hardly ever do
Probably for the best
One escape route has been sealed
Once again, for the best
But it still haunts me,
I want to never think it again
But when I'm not understood,
When my thoughts don't matter, aren't rly taken into consideration
Or respected, then who's to say it's not right
Who's going to stop me then,
Motivation is only convincing for so long, but
It's worked so far
