10:06pm | Apr 25, '08 | Public
& all I remember is that
we danced under the stars
and our hearts were beating in time.
& your hands were warm
when you put them in mine.
the rest of the world
simply stopped-
and honestly, all i could
hear was your breathing.
&& i've heard the speech a million times before,
"you can do better, you deserve so much more"
i get myself sick over it because i know that its true,
but i don't want better...
i only want y o u.
and tonight she'll fall asleep
with the headphones on,
listening to a song
that reminds her of him.
Darling, you better open up your eyes
and see that girl, patiently waiting for you.
she's the only one worth your time.
she's the only one that really cares.
so grab hold of her before
she silently slips away.
Dance like the wind, shine like the stars,
sing like the birdies, & forget your scars.
With butterfly kisses of hatred and sorrow;
It scares her to know she must wake up tomorrow.
Another poem, another line.
[Another girl pretending to be fine]
go ahead & take a walk in my shoes...
i bet you'll fall on the first step.
One of the worst feelings is::
waking up the next morning
thinking everything is great,,
then remembering
it's not.
You know you like her. Would
it kill you to act half decent?
Treat her right for once? You know
she deserves it.
i'm not the kind of girl
who runs up when you walk into a room,
or the kind that talks to you every chance I get.
But I am the kind of girl who holds it all inside
and regrets it later.
It feels like the stars are getting closer
& the sky is closing in;
there's so much I need to say to you,
I don't know where to begin.
i would never keep you a secret.
God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow, sun without rain
But He did promise strength for the
day, comfort for tears and light for the way
she straightens her hair,
applies her make-up,
smoothes out her clothes,
&& takes one last look in the mirror,
just to see what a failure she is.
Silly girl with pretty eyes,
a hidden heart of hurt & lies.
He doesnt see her beauty,
and she doesnt either.
She sits up in her bed at night & cries.
It’s hard for her to realize
love isn’t all weak in the knees & butterflies..
I wish I could make you love me
No camera will ever catch the look in her eye;;
and the feeling in her heart,
when she looks at him.
force a smile, blink away the tears
i'm supposed to be strong, supposed
to have no fears , but i'm finding it hard
not to frown, i'm such a strong person
why am i breaking down?
It kills me to know your online
but won't talk to me.
& it's then that i realize,
she's on too.
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