.*.Chelsey.*. - 22, Female, Texas
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And it's a sad picture
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets
What you wanted again

You know it's all the same
Another time and place
Repeating history

And you're getting sick of it.

But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through
Because these things will change

Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up
To hold us back
Will fall down

It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah
 

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Were you ever here at all
You can hold any girl that you like
fall in love when its easy at night
but you''ll wake up wondering why
she aint ever, something better.
When your lost and you run out
of road find what i already know,
in the end close is all there is.

Cause you wont find this.
 

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Drink to all that we have lost
mistakes we have made
everything will change
but love remains the same.
 

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mhmm
To every girl that is scared to put her heart out there again, because she has been hurt too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would give anything to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that just wants to sleep with him without having sex. To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back. To every girl that thought "maybe this one could be the one." To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny. To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way. To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.

To every girl who wants words backed up with actions. To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end. To every girl that gave her heart away only to have it shoved back in her face. To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day."
And it will be.

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents and even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.

We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, and cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time." Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt.
The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so." The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again.

This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like hell, and it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell back in love with a guy, only to get hurt all over again

Sometimes you have to forget how you feel
and remember what you deserve.
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Dont call me baby anymore.
 

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Seven things
When you mean it
I'll believe it.
If you text it.
I'll delete it.
Lets be clear.
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true true
There is a double standard for girls. And I say screw the double standard. Don’t be too fat, or too thin, or too dark, or too light, don’t be too sexual, or too chased, or too smart, or too dumb. Be yourself. But make sure you fit in.”
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Yupp.
Im only up when your not down
dont wanna fly if your still on the ground
its like no matter what I do
well you drive me crazy half the time
the other half im only trying to let you know
that what I feel is true

& in only me when im with you.
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And i dont try to hide my tears
my secrets and my deepest fears
through it all nobody gets me like you do
you know everything about me
you say that you cant live without me.
 

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borreddom
1. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
i love you.

2. How did you do on the last test you took?
eeeek 52%

3. What is your ringtone for when people text you?
vibrateeee

4. What show did you last watch?
ummm desperate housewives?

5. Whose arms do you feel the safest in?
his!

6. What foods make you sick?
fish

7. Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
i think we could both say no

8. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
positive

9. Do you still have feelings for your first ex?
negative

10. Are you the youngest in your family?
yuppp

11. Do you have family problems?
i dont think so

12. Where are most people in your top friends from?
why leduc of course!

13. What was the last meal you ate?
potatoes =)

14. Who are there pictures of in the room you're currently in?
umm mostly my family, Raeeeee the galss

15. Name one thing people think about you that's not true?
oh goodness where to start.

16. Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
i dont no how!!! =(

17. What's the weather like outside?
raining!!

18. Have you ever seen a 3D movie in theaters?
yupp. freaken scarrry

19. How was your last relationship? How long was it?
who knows

20. Where'd you get everything that you're wearing?
aerie, new york, rae's closet

21. Do you text with T9 or ABC?
T9

22. Have you got your social security number?
positive

23. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
yes!! i hate thoseee

24. Who was the last person you couldn't keep your mind off of
Dustinn

25. What was the last advice you gave someone?
i know you both love eachother, dont worry.

26. What radio station do you listen to the most?
umm cisn orr 91.7

27. Whats your worst mark this term?
science= 61% yikess

28. If you died today, would there be anything you wish you could've said to someone?
oh jeez yes

29. Are you on youtube?
unfortunately

30. What do you think about the person that last texted you?
uhhhh pretty special

31. How do you like your school?
oh its alright, nothing compares to CTK though

32. Why did your last relationship end?
doesnt really matter

33. Are you friends with your last ex?
positive

35. What's the last food you ate that was stale?
muffin =(

36. Have you ever been in love?
I believe so

37. Who will you never forget?
R baird

39. What are you afraid of?
being stolen, raped, having my neck touched

40. What do you look for in a relationship?
everything

41. Would you ever consider having a relationship with your best friend?
why not. if its a boy of course

42. What piercings do you want to get?
belly button =)

43. Have your friends ever seen you cry?
rarely. except one time haha

44. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
ummm...mi madre

45. Can you do a push-up?
yessss. not girl push ups though

46. Are you self conscious about your weight at all?
umm occasionally

47. Have you ever had a panic attack?
almost. DUSTIN!!!

48. Name the last time you got really anxious.
beep test haha

49. Would you ever consider moving back to your hometown?
i live in ma home towwwn silly

50. Describe your laugh?
annoying. uncontrollable

51. What do you think about the person that last commented you?
grandddd

52. How did you meet the last person you kissed?
summer i suppose

53. Are you currently going out with that person? Why?
correct.

55. Who sings the song you last sang?
keith urban

56. Have you ever modeled for anything?
baby pictures haha

57. Plans for this weekend?
gradddd i think

58. How was last weekend?
borrringg.

59. Have you ever been to California?
yessss

60. How about New York City?
for sure

61. What's your favorite color to wear?
eek i dont no. right now, purple!
 

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<3
 

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Papa papaya
Get better Papa!


 

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true true
I know you dont mean to be
mean to me
cause when you want to you
can make me feel like we belong
we belong.
lately you make me feel all I am
is a back up plan
I say im done and then you smile at me and
I forget
everything you said

I buy into those eyes
and into your lies.
You say you'll call
but i know you.
 

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Hasta Luego
I don't know your thoughts these days

We're strangers in an empty space

I don't understand your heart

It's easier to be apart.

We might as well be strangers in another town

We might as well be living in a another world

We might as well
We might as well

We might as well be strangers
Be strangers

For all I know of you now.
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MYYYYY LIFE =))))
My Best Friend-- BRIANNE/ RAE-ANNE
My Sugar Rush--
My Addiction-- HANNAH MONTANA
My Best Buddie-- DUSTIN MEYERS
My Close Friend-- SANDY
My Super Model-- CIANNA
My Hero-- MRS.STIENBRENNER
My Other Half-- DUSTIN
My Shadow--RAE-ANNE
My Sunshine-- BRIANNE
My Rockstar-- MEGHAN
My Life-- MY FATHER
My Partner In Crime-- BRIANNE
My Emo-- EMILY
My Gangster-- TAYLOR KELEMEN
My Sweetheart-- SOPHIE-JANE
My Shorty-- BONES
My Note Passer-- SANDY
My Loser-- MAX
My Key To My Heart-- [FILL IN BLANK]
My Fruit-- SCOTT
My Blonde-- CHELSEY
My Everything-- HANNAH BANANA
My Computer Nerd-- BRIANNES BROTHER (AARON<3)
My Victim-- EMILY
My Bookworm-- EMILY
My Creeper-- DONOVAN
My Old Memory-- RAE-ANNE
My Smile-- JORDY JONES
My Vampire-- THEM
My Firetruck-- WHAT THE FUCK IS A FIRE TRUCK?
My Tormentor--JOSH (PAIN TRAIN!!!!)
My Soul Mate-- DANNY+RASCAL FLATSS BOY
My Fuck Buddie-- BRIANNE
My Demon--THE LITTLE BOYS WHO WALK HOME AND THROW SNOW AT ME AND GRAB ME
My Angel-- MRS.SVENSON (MY NEIGHBOUR)
My Love-- MYSELF
My Weirdo--ALYSHA
My Bitch-- LARISSA
My Fallen Angel-- MELISSA
My Kitty -- SHAUN STELTER
My Power Ranger -- MAX
My Crackhead -- REBECCA
 

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oh lala
And i hate the phone...

But i wish you'd call

I thought being alone
was better than
was better than this.

I know its easy to say
but its harder to feel this way
i miss you more than i should
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