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Dear Dustfrunny,

I started to write you a letter, and found it really hard to write.
I didn't know what to say or how to say anything actually.
You are seriuosly my bestest, and I know sometimes I do
stuff that makes you sad or angry, but believe me, when Im not telling
you something its because I think your better off not knowing.

We have had so many fun nights together and awesome memories.
like, for reals, we spent more money on those crayons then we did on the
fucking cake ! btw I'm cutting those crayons in half and giving them to you.
Your new friends better not steal the fucking crayons or im going to have
to come and beat them up, or the eye will get them lol !

I have a lot of pictures of us doing some pretty stupid stuff and even funnier
videos. your the cutest some nights =]. we watched mars attack twice that
night and still didn't fucking understand it ! and then after we watched Identity
I though I was in the movie alllll night. and we kept thinking there was someone
in my bathroom ! When you leave, I'm honestly going to cryy my eyes out, but I promise I'm going to visit you even if it means having to go with my mom =p

Your one of the three people in my life that have never hurt me and I don't think you
ever will. I know sometimes you get angry and you yell, then sometimes I cry.
But I know in the end you don't mean to hurt me so I just forget about it and go on with life. This school year was actually pretty fun thanks to you, you made me realize that you really have to appreciate what you have before it's gone. I'm going to text you so much your going to get annoyed with me but I don't care. I will just keep texting you.

I'm looking around my room right now and reading all the things that are written there, and it just really makes me think about everything that we have been together for and how much we each mean to eachother. I'm still not sure what the first thing written was, it was either the RAWR? or the lyrics to I'm not your boyfriend baby.
I honestly wont be able to ever eat Jello again without wishing you were with me.
And that weekend at the ranch was sooo much fun and was the best time i have ever had there, PA PA YAAA, OLD MAN ! "wait I hear a bell ! never mind this isnt fucking bambi " ! there are so many more things I could and would write about, but right now, I'm crying and being a little emo kid. you're my best friend and you always will be no matter what happens, or how far away we are from each other, and I promise you that.

I love you so much, and I don't want to lose another friend, you having to move kinda just really makes me want to die. And I don't know if I should have posted this letter in a blog, but when I was trying to write on paper it kept getting wet and that just wasn't cool. sorry.

I'm going to miss you ♥