HOW OLD DO YOU ACT....
add it up and that’s your age!

I know how to make a pot of coffee.
I can do my own laundry.
I can cook for myself.
I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.
I understand politics
My parents and grandparents have better things to say than my friends.
Total so far: 5

I show up for school most of the time
I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
I've never gotten a detention.
I've watched talk shows.
know what credibility means without looking it up.
I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total so far:9

I know how to run the dish washer and or do the dishes.
I can count to 10 in Spanish/German.
When I say I'm going to do something I do it
My parents trust me
I can mow the lawn. And it looks good.
I remember to water my plants.
I study when I have to.
I pay attention at school.
I remember to feed my pets.
Total so far: 15

I can spell experience without looking it up.
I clean up my own mess.
The first thing I do when I get home is get a soda/drink/snack.
I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
I understand jokes the first time they are said
I can type fast.
Total so far: 20

I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
I realize that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total so far: 23

I knew that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have the same rhythm.
You just checked.
You actually watch the weather.

your total: 25. fuck yeah.

I am shorter than 5'4.
I think I'm ugly.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I wear glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
I've sworn at my parents.
I've run away from home.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I've had children.
I've lost a child.

School/Work
I'm in school.
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.

Embarrassment
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing.
I've snorted while laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I've gotten stitches.
I've broken a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery.
I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
I've ridden over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've been to Asia.


Experiences
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've been an abuse victim.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I've seen the Northern Lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played chicken.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
I've had someone cheat on me.
I've gone on a blind date.
I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of commitment.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've cheated in a relationship.
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I've had a crush on a teacher.
I love to flirt.
I've been kissed in the rain.
I've hugged a stranger.
I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime
I am a terrible liar.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've run a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted.


Drugs/Alcohol
I've consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I've done weed.
I've snorted cocaine.
I've popped E.
I've inhaled Nitrous.
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm. I bawled when I realized this.
I've woken up crying.
I've cried myself to sleep.
I've seen a therapist.
I've been told to see one by more than 3 people.


Death and Suicide
I'm afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I've seen someone dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I collect MANGA.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on e-bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Democratic.
I'm Republican.
I'm liberal.
I am religious.
I dress fairly modestly.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


Random
I can sing well.
I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I don't kill bugs.
I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
I curse regularly.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I paid for my cell phone ringtone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I love being neat.
I'm too lazy to bother being neat.
I love Spam.
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I am in love with love.
I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I love white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering faces.
I'm good at remembering names
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

you're supposed to be my best friend.
why are you doing this to me?
I come to you for help, and you tell me about you and my ex.
What's wrong with you?
You're just pushing me over the fucking edge.
I just want to be free.

i'm so confused. i don't know what to do anymore.
one day, you tell me you want to be with me. but then the next day you're with her.
you make me feel so loved, then so hated with just one word.
What do I do? you let me fall for you then you play with my heart.
But again, you tell me you want to be with me.
What the fuck do I do?

2010 IS OVER. IN 2010 HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed anyone? Ya. c:

2. Pulled an all nighter? I don't think so LOL

3. Gotten drunk? No.

4. Flashed someone? No.

5. Met with someone you met over the internet? YA OMG I MET JARYD OMG ELDY C:

6. Dyed your hair an unnatural color? fml it was 2011.

7. Had sex? No LOL

8. Made a new friend? Yaaaa ♥

9. Made a new best friend? Yac:

10. Had your picture taken? Mmhm

11. Lost someone important to you? Yes. Regained. Lost brenda..

12. Skipped a class? Ya

13. Read a book? Yaaa

14. Failed a class? Never



LOVE..

16. Fallen in love? Yes.

17. Fallen out of love? Idk.

18. Told your crush that you liked them? Ya o .o

19. Been heartbroken? Yup

20. Broken someone's heart? Yes.

21. Afraid of commitment? A little

22. Do you believe in love? yes

23. Wished you could be with someone? Kind of.

25. Been proposed? idk

26. Moved in with your boyfriend / girlfriend? Almost

27. Been in more then 4 relationships? No.



APPEARANCE...

28. Gotten new glasses / contacts? no

29. Been on a diet? Ya

30. Gotten a haircut? yes

31. Used a tanning booth? Nope

32.Gained weight? not really

33. Spent over 500$ on clothes in one day? ya LOL

34. Bought an item of clothing worth over 90$? jeans ya


10 RANDOM FACTS...

1. Hometown? Abbotsford

2. Initials? MVC

3. Full name? Meagan Vanessa Cochrane

4. Pets? dog, cat, bird. annoying ass bird.

5. Favorite movie? idk. Avatar

6. Height? 5 foot 8 ?

7. Favorite holiday? Summer

8. Last thing you ate? idr

9. Last text? Trevor





LASTS..

45. Last person you hugged? Trevor

46. Last time you cried? erry day.

48. Last phone call? Trevor

49. Last kiss? Trevor >_>

50. Last person you talked to? Kayl via fb

51. Last song you danced to? Pretty Rave Girl, or To The Sky

52. Last thing you Googled? love is not all poem. thing.



FAVORITES..

53. Best friend? Idrk

54. Favorite color? Black, blue, yellow, purple, pink, red, green? :x

55. Favorite song? Hide and Seak

56. Favorite food? Idk whatevers good. Craving Vanilla ice cream.

57. Favorite language? Idk. Something qt





IN 2011..

58. How old will you be? 16. drives irl

59. Will you learn a new language? Japanese

60. Will you keep a New Year's resolution? Idk prolly not

61. Can you drive? ALMOST

62. Will you move? hopeful-fucking-ly

63. Do you plan to leave the country? to see jaryd maybe c:

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,A,:
Gn.

2. Are you single?
Yes.

3. Whats your favorite number?
Seven

4. Whats your favorite colour(s)?
Blue, green, black, yellow and purple.

5. Least favorite color?
Orange

6. What are you listening to?
Some dumb TV show.

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
Sometimes. Not really.

9. What was/is your favorite subject in school?
Science

10. Do you shop a lot?
Not really. And I won't be, regardless of a job. I'm going to Oklahoma next summer.

12. Would you take an ex back?
I don't think so.

13. Are you outgoing?
Sometimes. . Depends on who.

15. Where do you wish you were right now?
Oklahoma. Or Pandora.

16. what should you be doing right now?
Moving somewhere else. Escaping.

17. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Yes

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
with gum? Or bubble stuff? xD
Yes to both. .

Can you touch your toes?
Sometimes? xD

Can you wiggle your ears?
No

Can you roll your tongue?
Yes

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
Yeah, actually.

THE HOWS:
How much money do you have on you right now?
No idea - /uses debit

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?
Been sick for too long. Prolly Melissa.

Last thing you said out loud?
"I wouldn't want to miss my own Party"
- watching Avatar

THE WHATS:
What was the last place you ate at?
Here?

What was the last thing you bought?
I don't remember. OH. HABBO CREDIT CARDS.
LOLOL

What was the last thing you drank?
Water

What was the last thing you watched?
Avatar. ;-;

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
Don't know.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Me? Dx

Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
Brittany or Jaryd

CURRENTLY:
What color shirt are you wearing?
White

What is your current hair color?
Browny black

Have any tattoos?
I wish.

straight hair or curly?
Straightish right now. Naturally Curly

Happy currently?
Not so much. Jaryd's in bed and Avatar makes me depressed every time.

1. Copy and paste in your blog.
2. BOLD anything true.
3. Leave plain anything untrue.


I think I'm ugly sometimes.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/I've had braces.
I have glasses.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I have more than 2 piercings.
I have piercings in places besides my ears.
I have freckles.
I've been kicked out of the house.
My parents are divorced.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I've had children.
I've lost a child.
I'm in school.
I have a job.
I've fallen asleep at work/school.
I almost always do my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school.
I've been on the Honour Roll.
I failed more than 1 class last year.
I've stolen something from my job.
I've been fired.
I've skipped school.
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I've peed from laughing.
I've laughed so hard I've cried.
I've glued my hand to something.
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I've had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease.
I've gotten stitches.
I've "fractured" a bone.
I've had my tonsils removed.
I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
I've had surgery.
I've had chicken pox.
I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
I've been on a plane.
I've been to Canada.
I've been to Mexico.
I've been to Niagara Falls.
I've been to Japan.
I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I've been to Europe.
I've been to Africa.
I've gotten lost in my city.
I've seen a shooting star.
I've wished on a shooting star.
I've seen a meteor shower.
I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
I've been to a casino.
I've been skydiving.
I've been an abuse victim.
I've gone skinny dipping.
I've played spin the bottle.
I've drank 2 litres of milk in one hour.
I've crashed a car.
I've been snowboarding.
I've been in a play.
I've met someone in person from the internet.
I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I've seen the northern lights.
I've sat on a roof top at night.
I've played Chicken or Go.
I've played a prank on someone.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
I've eaten sushi.
I miss someone right now. - someone i can never not miss. Not for a while.
I have a fear of commitment.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
I believe long distance relationships work. Depending on who.
I am a cuddler.
I love to flirt.
I've accidentally flashed someone.
I've purposefully flashed someone.
I've bitten someone.
I've been bitten.
I've slept with a co-worker.
I am a good liar.
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
I've snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I've cheated while playing a game.
I've cheated on a test.
I've ran a red light.
I've been suspended from school.
I've been in trouble with the principal.
I've witnessed a crime.
I've been in a fist fight.
I've been arrested.
I've shoplifted. - ACCIDENT WHEN I WAS A KID LOL.
I regularly drink.
I've passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I've smoked more then 5 times.
I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
I'm a ex-stoner.
I've snorted cocaine.
I've eaten shrooms.
I've popped E.
I've inhaled nitrous.
I've done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
I can't swallow pills.
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
I shut others out when I'm depressed.
I take anti-depressants.
I've hurt myself on purpose.
I'm addicted to self harm.
I've woken up crying.
I've cried myself to sleep.
I see a therapist/councilor.
I've seen a therapist/councilor.
I hate funerals.
I'm afraid of dying.
Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
Someone close to me has committed suicide.
I've planned my own suicide.
I've attempted suicide.
I've written a eulogy for myself.
I own over 5 rap CDs.
I own an iPod or MP3 player.
I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
I own something from Hot Topic.
I collect comic books.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on Ebay. - HARVEST MOON. . LOL DANA AND SAM.
I own something from Abercrombie.
In general, I don't like people.
I'm a feminist.
I'm very outgoing.
I listen to political music.
I'm Catholic.
I'm against homosexual marriage.
My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
I can sing okay.
I've stolen something from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news.
I sing in the shower.
I am a morning person.
I got someone else to pay for my cell phone ring tone.
I'm a snob about grammar.
I am a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I like being neat.
I love spam.
I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I know how to shoot a gun.
I think I love someone.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I believe in ghosts.
I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
I am really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I play video games.
I'm good at remembering names.
I'm good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

Bold the phobias that apply to you.

Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
Automatonophobia - Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues
Aacophobia - Fear of ugliness
Cleisiophobia - Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Contreltophobia - Fear of sexual abuse more sexual violence than abuse.
Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
Decidophobia - Fear of making decisions.
Dishabiliophobia - Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Eremophobia - Fear of lonliness.
Genophobia - Fear of sex.
Hematophobia - Fear of blood.
Isolophobia - Fear of solitude, being alone.
Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.
Merinthophobia - Fear of being bound or tied up.
Mnemophobia - Fear of memories.
Myrmecophobia - Fear of ants.
Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.
Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
Ophthalmophobia - Fear of being stared at.
Paraphobia - Fear of sexual perversion.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia - Fear of Friday the 13th.
Pediophobia - Fear of dolls.
Philophobia - Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Pnigerophobia - Fear of choking of being smothered.
Pocrescophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
Polyphobia - Fear of many things.
Psellismophobia - Fear of stuttering.
Pharmacophobia - Fear of drugs.
Upaphobia - Fear of puppets.
Sciophobia - Fear of shadows.
Taphophobia - Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Virginitiphobia - Fear of rape.
Xyrophobia - Fear of razors.
Zelophobia - Fear of jealousy
Altophobia - Fear of heights.
Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
Arsonphobia - Fear of fire.
Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
Brontophobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
Homophobia - Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.

- They answer you in the smallest possible amount of words

- They hide themselves from you

- They don't look at you

- They do anything to be by themselves or out of the house alone

- They go against you just to piss you off

- They favor the other parent, completely leaving you in the shadows

- They talk about leaving and moving out at a young age

- They have plans to grow up and never speak with you again

- They hide all of their life from you

- They give up on you for Facebook or other internet sites

Seasons are changing&waves are crashing&stars are falling all for us.
^Days grow _longer and ^nights grow _shorter.
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall - I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my-
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't ^{throw that away}.
'Cause I'm here for you - Please don't walk away, please tell me you'll stay.
<3

&&all I want to do is love you, but I'm the only one to blame.
'Cause today you walked out of my life.
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife ; I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving ; All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever, these scars will stay forever.
And these words, they have no meaning if we cannot find the feeling that we held on to together -
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me or watch me bleed.
I need you just to breathe.