. michele . graduated . nait . employed .
a brown haired, brown eyed beauty. a party girl with self respect. tainted by love, yet hopelessly romantic. an optimistic pessimist at the best of times, a pessimistic optimist at the worst. air headed, yet intelligent & determined. a day dreamer & a realist. a shoulder to cry on. guilty of falling too fast for the wrong guys, but convinced it's not as bad as it seems. often acts first, thinks later, & usually regrets it. terrified of hurting others & afraid of rejection. feelings stay bottled up & often erupt causing irreparable damage to many relationships. trying to grow up, but enjoys being young. an over analyzer of words. wishing on stars & 11:11 with false hope. terrified of losing others, yet not afraid of death. in love with her friends, family, & all the memories. tasting life & loving it.
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i'm the kind of girl you would see dancing around in my underwear. singing into a brush to the song in my head. laying in the middle of the road not to be looking at the stars, but to be playing chicken with my best guy friend. i'm the kind of girl that hangs out with the guys, because the girls bashing each other is too much for me. i'm the kind of girl where my secret obsession is kissing the one i love in the rain, with a slurpee in one hand, & his hand in the other.
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something about old blue jeans & a baseball cap. i get it & i admit it. it just doesn't get any better than that. chicken wings, nascar, football & hockey nights. i like to put my hair up in a ponytail. climb up in a pickup & just raise some hell. have a four-wheeling mind boggling real good time. then go home & play poker all night long. i still love chick flicks & a real good cry. but sometimes it's fun to be one of the guys.
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in my next life, i won't cuss so much, i won't ever touch that first cigarette. in my next life, i'll stay away from bad boys, i'll listen to that voice inside of my head. i won't wake up & look in the mirror, wondering what i did last night. but in this life, i want to have a good time. i want to live fast, hit it as hard as anybody has, until they turn out the lights. if i get to come back i promise you that, i'm going to walk a straighter line. in my next life, i'll keep my shirt on when i'm at mardi gras, getting loose & free. in my next life i won't do body shots. i won't think i've got to try everything. i'm going to be a little angel who gets her kicks flying right. in this life, i want to have a good time.