Merritt Mountain Music Festival
Was Amazing<3

I never though it would matter until it came true
Never thought i would feel anything until it shattered
Never thought i would realize how much i cared until its gone.
Now your happy and can take your step forward
No blocks or turns keeping you away
Please just think before you act.
Take a look at your surrounding's and see how they feel
Don;t move forwards if you know they'll get hurt
You were once there and know how it feels.

It seems so fake but i no it's real.

So i;m going to get a new phone tomorrow.

Kindly unspoken
You show your emotion
And silence speaks louder than words
It’s lucky I’m clever
Cause if I didn’t know better
I’d believe only that which I’d heard

Being gone from school for so long sucks,
Im so far behind in school work its not funny,
Can't do P.E or school soccer, or rep soccer for at least a week
maby longer depends on what the doctor says when i go and see her.

i feel like vomiting all the time, i stand or sit up and i feel really dizzy,
The medicine i have to to take its sitting so well im my stomach cas i keep throwing up all the time...
My ears hurt so bad, and i have nothing in my stomach because
i cant eat, due to the fact that it hurt major and it just makes me want to be sick..

i really want to get better like now and go back to school.. I think im going to try and go to school tomorrow,don;t
know how long it is going to last but i may try.

Can't play anything active for two weeks.
No P.e and i was looking forwards to doing gymnastics lol
No school soccer
No Rep soccer or DDC

Gah!! this sucks major. im going to be so bored out of my life.
and going to be behind in homework for the stuff i miss when im
not at school.

1) Get a life and stop talking to me.
2) Don't you get it i don't want to be your friend im sorry.
3) Open your eyes
4) Get over it already
5) Stop telling me stuff i really don't want to hear or get involved with

Having to spend a week in the Hospital for Tonsillitis
Gay!
So my hand is bruising because they stuck the I.V thing in my
hand and not my arm this time. I got two more teddy bears woot.

P.S
I get to go and see a doctor next week about my throte.. and when
he came and saw me he said he is going to remove my tonsils in three four weeks.

Being ins the Hospital since Tuesday morning till Friday morning is really boring.
I happened to sleep like all the time and watched the O.C season one like three times. so i got my homework brought to me and I'm so far behind like years forth of crap to do. I got the same nurses and the same room i was in two weeks ago, congrats to me. so the girl i was sharing a room with oh my gosh, she is so nice and really fun so time went by fast.
My throte still hurts a little bit but m just on antie biotic now.
And the worst part is being woken up ever eight hours to take stuff that the gave me.. and because the i.V thing kept beeping.

Thank you For coming to see me
Andrew.Nevada.Jon.Carly(.family)
and Thanks for texting me like every day Bailey i love you lol