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477..this is how you remind me
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie



 
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ohh how things have changed
Are you 100% over the last person you kissed?
not even close

Have you ever kissed anyone within an hour of meeting them?
i was drunk lol

Where could i have found you at 2 am last night?
dreammin

Ever receive a really long apology?
lol yes.

What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
sleepin

Who do you have texts in your inbox from?
adam.facebook.tyler.bryce.

Have you hugged someone within the last week?
lol no.

Do you put ketchup on top of your french fries or on the side?
TOP

What was the last thing you drank?
water

Do you laugh a lot?
yes.

Do you have a dog?
yes. 2

Do you like orange juice?
with pulp yes

Would you rather have big or small dogs?
BIG

What are you listening to at the moment?
camerons voice

Do you like hotdogs?
EW

When was the last time you cried? Why?
this weekend. for reasons

Where is your default picture taken?
victoria airport

Do you like your first name?
yes.

What time did you go to bed last night?
1am

Do you wear glasses?
sometimes

Are you there for your friends?
yes. good friends.

Who is the boy you trust most?
adam webb

What is your relation to him?
he's my soon to 6 month b4

Did you enjoy your summer?
yes. very much so

Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever?
yes. but i want summer

Are you a jealous person?
sometimes

Have you had alcohol in the last 48 hours?
actually no

Where was the last place you went out to eat?
mcdonalds hahaha

Is your bedroom window open?
NO closed

When was the last time you danced while under the influence?
haha not long ago

Are you one of those people who obsesses over Hollister?
NO

Where is your favorite place to get coffee?
my coffee maker

When was the last time you dyed your hair?
this month

Do you have any piercings, where are they?
ears. 2

What was the last movie you watched?
avatar

What's your favorite color?
purple or green

Are you a hard person to get along with?
noooo less ur a meany

Can you whistle?
ooo yes

Do you own a bike, rollerblades, or skates?
bike yes

Play any sports?
basketball

Favorite thing to do in the summer?
tan

What about in the winter?
its pretty

Who knows you best?
adam or crystal

Last time you were in a tanning bed?
never lol

Who was the last person that text messaged you?
katelyns status on fb

Ever had a pogo stick?
noo.

What year did you discover MySpace?
oh god idk

What credit cards do you have?
nada only debit

Do you prefer to talk on the phone or text?
phone.

Are you bringing sexy back?
it never left me.

How many best friends do you have?
best best friends... um adam, crystal, bri, nick.

What was/is your favorite subject in school?
social

What are your thoughts on animal testing?
against!!

What are your favorite outdoor activities?
camping/tanning

Do you believe in aliens?
o hell no

Do you wish on shooting stars?
always

Where were you born?
swanhills

Favorite smell?
abercrombie mmmmmm orgasmic

What noise do you currently hear?
camerons voice
 

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Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over?
meh it was mutual

Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right?
nope

Do you love where you live?
its iight

What were you doing an hour ago?
eatin supper

Who was the last person you were on the phone with that wasn't family?
adam

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
yeaaaah

Are you a mean person?
if you're a hoe or a fuckin dick, yeah

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Why not?

What's something that bothers you about girls?
they flirt with every guy, even if they don't like them, becausethey just like the feeling of attention

Do you have any tattoos or piercings?
ears lol

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nahhhh never

Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Yeah. But it is what it is, So Fuck em'

When's the last time you had gummy worms?
forever ago

What do you hear?
nothing. anger.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
apparently but i doubt it

How late did you stay up last night and why?
11, went to bed real early idk y

How far away is the person you miss?
15min drive

What does your hair look like right now?
its back combed, and up

Have you ever had a best friend?
yeah a few

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
friday, the concert, and my trip

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
maybe

What are you doing tomorrow?
school, probs chillin

Do you like Mexican food?
its dece

How do you like your milk?
chocolate.

Do you like pancakes?
Chyeaa! Pancakes are my business, and business is GOOD.

Did you go out with anyone this past Valentines day?
nadda

Are your lips chapped?
pssh nope

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
called him, said goodnight.

What was the last song you sang out loud?
i'm cool like that off the commercial lol with teighn

What is the color of your bedroom?
brown gah hasnt been painted since i moved in

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
no.

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
deffs

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair colour?
sure is

What was the last thing you drank?
milk

What color shirt are you wearing?
pink hahaha

How long is your hair?
med length, growin it out

What was the last movie you watched?
......i have no idea? law abiding citizen?

What are you wearing right now?
hoodie, tank top, sweats, slippers

What is the last thing you ate?
chocolate cake!!

When was the last time you were truly and completely happy?
today before amanda told me her fuckin news

Has the opposite sex ever sang to you?
ah ha ha yes

Do you think you are a good person?
no. we all make mistakes, i sometimes learn depending what it is

Who last had their arms around you that wasn't family?
mikey prolly lol tackling me on a daily bases

Do you currently have a hickey?
Haha, no.

Do you break things when you are mad?
Not often, like 3 times in my life.

Do your parents really know you?
nooot at all

Did you talk to your father today?
yeahh

Are you starting to realize anything?
life is more complex than i thought

What do you hate?
bullshit

What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
wouldn't be mad or annoyed at any point of the day

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
nicks 16th

Do you want someone back in your life?
yeah, but shit happens. people move on.

Have you ever in anyway, been betrayed by someone you trust?
yes.

Do you find it in your heart to forgive?
yes, pretty much always

Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?
yessir

Has any of your friends ever dated an ex of yours?
yeah but w.e no biggy

Do you think things will change in the next few months?
hopefully some things will change, and others stay the same.

Have your past mistakes made you wiser?
yes.

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
friday

Do you usually apologize first?
depends who i'm bitchin with

Were you single last summer?
partially

Would you ever get a tattoo?
cheaaa

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
definately not.

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to at all?
haha kinda

When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
yeah, pretty much

Have you ever liked someone who was a complete asshole?
they turned out to be a complete asshole
 

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ooo wow ooow ooow
LYRICS...

Wake up in the morning feeling like Winehouse
Grab my breezer, Im out the door Im gonna be really loud
Cuz I dont care who I piss off yeah Im a real big sinner
Sometimes I eat my dessert before my dinner

Talking odd socks on my toes, toes
Taking off all my clothes, clothes
Feeling overexposed,
So I put back all of my clothes back on

Flush before I wee, wee
Get arrested daily, ly
Trying to get a peak of some titties

Im mad, really bad
But dont tell my mum & dad
Pucker up kiss my but
Cuz Im bloody *** nuts
Hear the bass, skinny waist
Now lets copy pokerface like.... whoa

Im mad, really bad
But dont tell my mum & dad
Pucker up kiss a nut
Cuz it sells to be a slut
Hear the bass, skinny waist
Now lets copy pokerface like whoa

I stay out till 11 when my curfew is 10
Night sweetie SHUT UP MUM IM ON ***!!!
Now the girls are lining up becuz were pussy sailin
But we punch em in the mouth if theyre not sarah palin

Talkin bout doin things well regret, gret
Menthal cigarette, rette
Butt plugs in his pet WHOA!

Text *** on my Samsung,
Not telling dad mum rung, rung
Have *** with Alexa Chung
By telling her Im well hung (Im quite well hung)

CHORUS

This is the part where the rap breaks down
This is the part where the drums go POW
This is the part where your balls sag down
This is the part where your pants go brown
This is the part where your dad goes off on a cold Christmas eve to get some more milk but he never comes back, and seventeen years later you find out that hes had a whole *** family with some Spanish bitch and he doesnt even know your name anymore.
 

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TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. Why do you keep moving further and further away from us? You have a job to serve its called a "mother"
2. I really really wish you'd stop lieng....everyone can tell when you lie and your only making a fool of yourself
3. Thankyou
4. I still like him, but don't worry because incase you havent noticed... you're my life now
5. Stop being so immature, you really need to grow up
6. If you really wanted to talk to me, you'd call or write. You're the elder, I'm not taking on this responsibility.
7. I miss summertime, and the people that are included in it
8. If you say you still love me, why'd you wait?
9. I don't want to ride on your motorcycle...ever. Not because it's yours, but because I'm scared period.
10. Once a bestfriend, always a best friend. I will always have your back no matter what for the rest of my life.

NINE things about yourself:


1. I have discovered who I really am.
2. I only judge if i have been in the exact same position.
3. I have and ALWAYS will strive my hardest to perfect myself physically
4. I have only 3 regrets in life
5. I love my messy writing
6. My family means everything to me
7. I have always disliked the color red
8. I wish I could stop biting my nails
9. I love the aftershock of drugs


EIGHT ways to win your heart:

1. Don't lie, don't even try lieng, you'll end up looking like a fool because I can tell when a person is lieng to me.
2. Treat me respectively, this includes walking me to my door etc.
3. Open up
4. Don't feed my bullshit
5. Share with me things that matter most to you in life
6. Don't sufficate me, i need space to breathe
7. Be willing to meet my family, if you can't shake my dad's hand....there is a problem!
8. Try to be different than all my ex's, try to do things so when I look back on my life, you're not just another ex bf.


SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. What I look like
2. Very indepth random thoughts
3. My old life that I had to leave behind without going back
4. Why some people act the way they do
5. My future
6. Them...(yeah I know....its a plural which makes me a bad person...definately not a good thing but shh hopefully you wont understand)
7. Things I need to do

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:

1. Call Adam <3
2. Stop texting
3. Look under my couch, bed, and in my closet before i shut the light off and lock my door.
4. Plan out my outfit, and how i'll do my hair the next day
5. Brush my teeth
6. Do alot of thinking

SIX people who mean a lot to you, no order btw.

1. Adam
2. Miranda
3. Nick
4. Bri
5. Tracy
6. Karleigh

FOUR things you're wearing right now.

1. Brad's EXCO sweater (shhh)
2. A.M eagle lime green shirt
3. Blue hollister sweats
4. Adam's grad ring <3

THREE songs that you listen to often.

1. Sweet thing- Keith Urban
2. Down with the sickness- Disturbed
3. Help I'm alive- Metric

THREE things you want to do before you die:

1. Have kids
2. Fall madly inlove
3. Be completely happy with my life

ONE confession:

1. I am nothing, nothing like you think I am. The way I react, and live my life is all based on past experiences that I have went through.No one completely knows me, I keep many secrets from everyone and I'll always be that way...it's definately for the better.
 

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Rule #1: If you open this you MUST take it.
Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3: Be completely honest.

Answer: True or False
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? true.
Q: Been arrested? false.
Q: Do you like someone? true.
Q: Held a snake? true.
Q: Been suspended from school? true.
Q: Sang karaoke? true.
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? true.
Q: Laughed until you started crying? true.
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true.
Q: Kissed in the rain? true.
Q: Sang in the shower? true.
Q: Sat on a roof top? true.
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? true.
Q: Broken a bone? false.
Q: Shaved your head? false.
Q: Played a prank on someone? true.
Q: Shot a gun? true.
Q: Donated Blood? false.

Last Person
1. You hung out with? poopy,kelsey
2. You texted? miranda (poopy)
3. You were in a car with? deb
4. Went to the movies with? mom..
5. You went shopping with? MOMMY
6. You talked on the phone? taylor olson lol
7. Made you laugh? dru
8. You hugged? adam

Answer Truthfully
1. Sun or moon? moon.
2. Winter or Fall? winter
3. Left or Right? right.
4. Sunny or rainy? at the moment...i want rain, puring rain
5. Where do you live? the most gorgeous house is the world
6. Club or pub? club.
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? two or more.
8. Do you want to get married? yes.
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl.
11. Are you afraid of commitment? yes
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? that i can have commitment without destroying it
13. Do you cook? no! i wish
14. Current mood? goodish
15. Color of underwear? none lol....

In the Last 48 Hours, Have You
1. Sang? yep.
2. Listened to music? course.
3. Danced Crazy? yes.
4. Cried? yes.
5. Liked someone you can't have? hell no

25 Firsts
1. Who was your first prom date? haha funny.
2. Who was your first roommate? n/a
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? smirnoff vodka
4. What was your first job? bb sitting
5. What was your first car? going to be 2010 challenger <3
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? like...when i was....1?
7. Who was your second grade teacher? her last name started with a C lol
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? umm california
10. When did you sneak out of your house for the first time? grade...6?
11. Who was your first best friend? taylor
12. Who was your first Best Friend in high school? tracy
13. Where was your first sleepover? kaley lol
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? meg/clark/poopy/adam/bri/karleigh/ashton/skye
15. Who's wedding was the first you were a bridesmaid at? meggys!
16. What is the first thing you did when you got up this morning? tried to bribe my dad into letting me watch adams hockey game
17. What was the first concert you went to? avril lavigne
18. What was the last concert you went to? ......the fallen? or someshit in victoria
19. First tattoo or piercing? ears.
20. First celebrity crush? robin off of batman and robin lol
21. Current celebrity crush? psh jacob <3 twighlight and channing tatum lol
22. First crush? james or michael
23. Current crush? adam
24. First time you tied your shoe laces? idk but i know i was with taylor lol

Nicknames you go by:
wallis
alila
allison
allysa

Three things you are wearing right now:
bra
below zero dress


Three things you want very badly at the moment:
to see him 2night
ipod touch
new juicy coture perfume

Three people who will probably fill this out:
whoever
wants
to

Two things you did last night:
huners testy thing lol
talked on phone till 2 with adam lol

Two things you ate last night:
yogurt
water.

Three things you are going to do tomorrow:
drink more
hang out.
hunt with taylor lol

Two longest car rides:
vancouver island b.c - fort a.b
fort-peace river

Favorite beverages:
water
vitamin water
ANY type of whiskey lol
budlight lime
mikes hard pomegranit
 

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BRAD COMES HOME TOMORROW
You should be pretty fuckin excited considering me and miranda went to edmonton
and got you some dope birthday gifts
can't wait to see you bud!!
AND im finially getting paid today so you know what that means lol
SORRY we wont be in swanny tomorrow we're leaving you for the lake
but next week we'll come see you
 

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August 6th, 2009
I really didnt expect to start dating someone so soon when i got to alberta
but suprisingly you changed all that <3
xoxo
 

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AWWWWE
Today, my boy friend and i where cuddling on his couch when suddenly i tried to get up. Before i could stand, he grabs onto me and says , "I'm a koala and you're my eucalyptus tree!" He then continued to latch onto me for a good five minutes pretending to eat my hair FML
 

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remember me
One.
You're playing expert on guitar hero, you are :
dieing brutally


Two.
You see the boy you like, you :
go talk to him or smile

Three.
Someone pulls your pants down in front of a crowd, and you :
kill the person who pantsd me

Four.
You're at a party, so you are :
so wasted and high as a kite


Five.
Someone punches you , and then you :
knock that bitch out!!

Six.
Your boyfriend finds out you cheated on them, so you :
apologise, durr

Seven.
Your mom says your grounded, so you are :
sneaking out

Eight.
Your computer shuts down entirely and wont work anymore, so you :
use the computer upstairs

Nine.
It's valentines day and you got a secret card from a boy, you :
blush and smile hehe

Ten.
You get ditched at a party by yourself and don't know anyone, so you:
get fucked up and make new friends lol

Eleven
A random boy starts hitting on you, so you :
if he's hot go with it, if not, leave.

Twelve.
Someone you've met for about 5 minutes asks you for your cell #, you:
haha either give them my cell or facebook

Thirteen.
Someone gives you dirty looks, you :
give one back.

Fourteen.
You host a huge party cause your parents left for a couple days but they come home that night, so you:
give them some booze and send them to a friends lol

Fifteen.
You get dumped by a boy you really liked, you :
get shitterd and get over it

Sixteen.
Your ex says hey, you say :
hey.

Seventeen.
You hear a love song, so you :
sing along!!!

Eighteen.
You find a picture of a past relationship, so you :
put it in my memory keep sake box

Nineteen.
You and your boyfriend get in a fight, you :
bitch at him, then later apologise and make up

Twenty.
You take a horrible picture with friends on your camera, so you :
delete it less its hilarious

Twenty-one.
You're watching tv, so you watch :
anyting good thats on

Twenty-two.
You watch someone shoot an animal, you :
spazz,

Just be 100% truthful
LAST PERSON

1. You hung out with?
kelsey, miranda

2. Last person that you texted?
miranda

4. Went to the movies with?
bri+charlie

5. Went to the mall with?
bri+skye

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
get shot.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon?
mooooon.

2. Winter or Fall?
fall.

3. Left or right?
right.

5. Black/white or color?
color.

6. Tank Top or T-Shirt?
tank top

7. Where do you live?
in my house.

8. Do you want to get married?
maybe later

9. Do you want children?
maybe one or two.MAYBE

10. Do you cook?
for me

11. Current mood?
bored

12. Any Tattoos?
not yet.

13. Any Piercings?
ears.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU

Held hands with someone?
noo

Felt stupid?
yeahh

• last...
○ Person you saw: donny
○ Talked to on MSN: tyler+skye
○ Persons facebook wall you've wrote on: um fuck idk

• tomorrow...
○ Is: wednesday
○ Got any plans: me+kelsey time
○ Dislikes about tomorrow: waking up early

• favorite
○ Number: 21
○ Song: at the moment, remember me=t.i+mary j blige
○ color: yellow.
○ Season: summer.

• currently...
○ Missing: people.
○ Wanting: get back to old ways
○ Who are you going out with: single ladie
○ owns your house: my fadder
○ said 'hey' to you today: gah as if i remember

What was the last song you sang aloud?
throw ur hands up-stereos

When did you last cry?
last night i dnt remember y

If you look straight ahead past your computer screen, what do you see?
window

--------------------------------------------------​-----Favorite vegetable?
carrots. <3

Does anything hurt on your body right now?
my neck.

Is there something you're not looking forward to?
leaving tonight.

Is iTunes currently open on your computer?
nope.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
i wish!

Can you honestly say you listen to all kinds of music?
nopee.

Is your best friend a boy or a girl?
three girls and three boys.

Hair/eye color?
hair is blonde, and two kinds of brown and eyes are brown.

What's the first thing you notice on the opposite sex?
hair and shoes.

What would the first thing you would do with 50,000 dollars?
shop.

If you had the choice to go to Africa for a month or Mexico for two weeks, where would you go?
neither, no swine flu for me!

Who was your last text message to and what did it say ?
shania : oh ok.

How was your day?
lazy and unproductive.

What are you wearing right now?
pajamas.

Current music playing?
yessss.

What did you have for breakfast today?
froot loops.

What is the biggest turnoff?
pricks and greasy, smelly people.

Who is your most outgoing friend?
hell, all of us.

Who was the last person to call you?
shania.

How late do you stay up usually?
depends.

Look to your right, whats there?
excersize machine.

Is anyone in the room with you?
nope.

What did you dream about last night?
hell if i know.

Who do you eat lunch with?
i don't usually eat.

Do you shower in the morning or at night?
either or, don't matter.

Are you watching tv?
nope.

Is there anything you'd like to tell someone?
mhm.

Have any text messages saved, and what do they say?
"nick is at the cop shop" "my dick parts the seas, your dick just farts and creaks" "sprsomm" "you have everyone, you're not a failure, we all love you, you have a great boyfriend, nobody's rejecting you, you're a good person, there's nothing to be scared of, we're all here for you no matter what brittany" "trust me, i'm not a complete fuck head" "WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO MY TOOTHBRUSH?!" "brittanyyou're one of my brayfriends, you won't lose me" "yeah, let's do that. but yeah, i'm actually crying tears of joy. litteratly. i'm going to bed with a smile on my face." "i laughed, i cried, it moved me brittany" a thousand letter one from taylo "yesterday! please britt you're the only one. i think that could do it for me i would love you for as long as i can" "haha whats up babe" "ha ha. it's okay. do what you want. but don't say i didn't tell you so" "aww. i really didn't want to let go." "there's so many chances i could have had you in my arms. i'm just stupid" "donovan kelly commented on your status: whatever it is, i highly suggest you don't."

Who is/was your favorite teacher?
erickson.

What was the last thing you bought?.
food.

When was the last time you were on an airplane and where were you going?
last summer, to bc.

Why did you do this survey?
i have no life.
 

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ohh baby next time i see you
you'll have a few things on your mind.
one including me, how you dream of that day
ill tell you how it shall go. everything starts with bitching, thats how vivien and me started you should know better ..you where in that fight so ohh well i guess i can kcik your ass again. i can be the biggest bitch sometimes, sadly for you your the person i hate the most in this world hunn. i know shit about you, you saw how wendy got ppl to spit and put cigg budds in that soup she threw at viviens face, thats nothing compared to what ill do to you. be prepared to have cole's piss thrown at you just a heads up. i dont fuckin care who u get to back u up aafterwards, if you dont show you know ill find you, so you have nothing to worry about we will see eachother again love.and your long, long hair make sure its ready to be chopped off. i have someone longing to cut it for you , make sure u hold still , she might accidently cut you. you may say im crazy but for what u have done to me and my friends since our last group fight, ive been longing to destroy you. doing this wount proove anything, it will just make us equal. nniiice job showing the last day of school you squirrley ass bitch. but imagine vivien after i fought here ...10 times worse or so...well my dear, that will be you. once im done with you , you wount even be able to recoginze yourself, i am very violent so make sure u dont bring weapons because u know ill just take them and use them against you. so the crazier u are, the more fucked you will be after i am don with you.
 

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465 ohh young cardinal
TOTAL HONESTY; not allowed to lie!

1) Is there someone you wanna date?
mmm not exaclty

2) Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
hmmm i got bored lol

3) Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
heart breaker

4) What are you listening to?
young cardinals-alexis on fire

5) Name a quote from the song you are listening to?
The sun hides itself concealing its grin
And waits for the dawn to reveal itself again


6) What are you doing right now?
txting, listening to music, on facebook, on nex, on msn

7) What does your last text say?
k good...was it for all four hours lol

8) Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
yes. very much so

9) Last missed call?
curt **blush** lol

10) Last person you talked on the phone with?
bradly

12) What was the first thing you did when you woke up today?
shower

13) Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
umm wtf r u talking abt

14) Do you have a best friend?
yes. bri, tracy, karleigh, skye, miranda, crystal, boots, troy

15) Do you like vitamin water?
omg i wud die 4 it

16) Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
yes. kym lol

17) What do you think of people who have sex before marriage?
majority of ppl in this world do so, i dont see the point of waiting

18) Do you own a pair of green pants?
green capri's

19) Are you more independent or dependent?
independent

20) Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
mmm no
21) What is your favorite fruit?
mangoo

22) Who was the last person you were mad at?
mmm tyler

23) What do you want right now?
to pass math and eng. this summer

24) What is the most important thing in life?
the people in it

26) Does anyone love you?
yes.

27) What did you do today?
school, baseball, download music.

28) Is your best friend pretty?
all three of my chick friends are. nick, lucas and michael, well.... sure.

29) Ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yes.

30) What's your favo rite quote?
i live my own life.

31) Whats the one thing thats getting you through the week?
my friends.

32) What do you miss?
when i wasn't so stressed out.

33) Do you give out second chances too easily?
most definelty. prolly like.. fifth chances.

34) What did you do yesterday ?
went quadding, with nick, lucas, brittany, mad, andy, shabong, keltio & taylor.

35) Where is one place you want to visit?
africa mofo!

36) What's your favorite thing to have for breakfast?
orange juice.

37) Ever felt that no one relates to you?
yes.

38) Had plans and broke them?
oh probably.

39) When was the last time you saw your grandparents?
like 2 days ago.

40) Are you a vegetarian?
lol, as a matter of fact i am.

41) Do you lead people on?
when i feel bad for them i do.

42) Do you think your ex's new love is a player/slut?
lol, no, i just dislike them. alot.
 

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Condoms: yesss.
Cell phone: nah its with me
Chair/stool: dah
Book shelf: nooo
Dresser: yess
Computer/laptop: yes
Bean bag: i wish!
Pictures: durr
Mirror: mhm
Bed: yesssir.
Clothes on the floor: yeps
Surfboard: ha ohh yeah?
Smoke detector: NOPE
Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums: nuu
Locking door: yuhu
Bottle of water: yes. and its tasty
Black light: i wisshh
CDs: nahh i got my ipod and my c.d player 4 a doc
iPod: no fucking donald...i will kill u
Flag: nahhhhh
Any sign: in pix..
Real Gun: pah no
Cigarettes: mhm.
Pot: mhm
Any drug: yes.
Alcohol: noope all gone
Books: mhm.
Stereo: yeahh
Television: not any more
Gum: nuu

How many windows do you have in ur room?
uno.

What is the colour of your walls?
a color that WANTS to be painted

Your curtains?
are invisible

Do you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?
both.

What color is your bed sheets?
white

your bedspread or comforter?
blu

whats on your walls?
umm paint. lol

Has the opposite sex slept in your bed?
duh

Has the same sex slept in your bed
yeahh ha

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
alberta=miranda
b.c=bri
 

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im horrible at goodbye
THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not; you're too scared about your past)

- Longest relationship: 8-9months
- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? 3 or 4
- Have you ever thought you'd going to marry the person you were with? kinda
- Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? yes
- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? accident!
- Are you happier single or in a relationship? depends.
- Have you ever been cheated on? yes
- Have you ever had your heart broken? nah
- Have you ever broken someone's heart? mm according to them
- Talk to any of your ex's? ohh yeah
- Think any of your ex's feel the same way about you the way they did when you were dating? oh yes
- Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? lets hope
- Have you dated people who were not good to you? mhm
- Have you been in an abusive relationship? no lol
- Have you dated someone older then you? everyone ive dated .other than ashton lol
- Dated someone younger then you? younger by ONE MONTH
- Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend or girlfriend? a bit.
- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? no.
- Believe in love at first sight? pssh no
- Ever dated two people at once? not exactly
- Ever been given an Engagement ring? hahahahaha yes
- Do you have something to say to any of your ex's? most of them, yes lol
- Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or girlfriend? pssh no
- Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? yes
- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? oh most likely

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Allysa Wallis
Birth date: november,21st
Current Location: SOOKE
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: dirrty blonde
Righty or Lefty: righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your fears: SPIDERS. failure. repp trashed
Your weakness: close friends
Your perfect pizza: CHEESE with spinach lol
Goal you'd like to achieve: be content

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: i need a ..SMOKE
Your best physical feature: gah idk teeth
Your bedtime: whenever i decide to
Your most missed memory: oh so many!

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: only coke if its for chase
McDonald's or Burger King: BARF
Single or group dates: depends.
Adidas or Nike: nike.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: blahh ew.
Chocolate or vanilla: depends on what.
Cappuccino or coffee: coffee all the way

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: dah
Cuss: no shit lol
Take a shower: everyday.
Have a crush: m i guess?
Like(d) school: sometimes.
Do you believe in yourself: on a good day.
Think you're a health freak: at times

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: nuu
Eaten Sushi: tasty
Been dumped: ha no
Gone skating: noooo
Dyed your hair: nowai

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: not sober lol
Gotten beaten up: i beat them up.
Changed who you were to fit in: no

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: gah never. or not for a long long time

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: brown, or light light blue
Best hair color: anything that's not gingy.
Short or long hair: whatever looks best.

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: texting.
1 HOUR AGO: packing
1 WEEK AGO: mm prolly with friends
1 YEAR AGO: packing..same thing im doing right now

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I FEEL: TERRIBLE.
I HATE: moving
I HIDE: my dirty little secrets lol
I NEED: to cheer up.
 

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