Hey. Im Katrina. I go by Kars or Katrina, thats as far as nick names go. I am a person, and NOT a hurricane. I am half polish-ukrainian, and half scottish-irish. I don't do drugs with the exception of headache pills, cough medicine, etc. I drink, but its usually to the bare minimum and only on weekends. I cannot even begin to explain myself in such a small space because it wouldn't really be worth it. I will start by saying that as I have grown up, I have learned that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let you down probably will. I have had my heart broken more than once and it's harder every time. The day I stop counting heartbreaks is the day my world ends. Sure, I break hearts too, so I do my best to remember how it felt when mine was broken, twice. I don't have a perfect relationship with my best friends, but I really wouldn't change it. I have major trust isssues and find it almost impossible to trust people. I will blame you for things that others have done to me in the past, don't be surprised. I often find myself dazed and confused because time is passing too fast, and I always feel that eventually I will lose someone I love. I take far too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like no tomorrow because every sixty seconds I spend upset is a minute of happiness l will never get back or see again. I say no, but half the time I really mean yes, but nobody knows that:) There's a guy that drives me soo crazy, I want to leave my city. I think all guys only want ONE THING, so don't touch me.

For those who actually read this will soon understand that I an an open person who has hundreds of thoughts run through my head ever minute. I will quickly change topics, and lose myself in another thats even deeper. I have applied to go to Ireland, and I got accepted. Now I don't want to go. I get mixed feelings on almost anything I do, and as my friends would know, its hard to break me in. I get both good and bad feelings on almost EVERYTHING I do, but I wouldn't change that for a million dollars. These feelings help me make smart choices that put me two steps ahead in life. I believe there is a god watching over me all the time, but I wont force that onto you. Just don't try to tell me there isn't a god watching over me. I started singing for self-enjoyment. Singing is one of my many passions. Music itself plays a very general role in my life. Music has brought me so far in life. Some say it¡¯s not true, but I still like to think that. Music got me through the turmoil and the bullshit. That¡¯s when it really struck home that music is one of my what I call mini-passions. I believe that everything happens for a reason. My parents do everything in their power that is possible to give me everything I wanted. I'm the girl with the brand name clothing, the newest cell phone, the laptop, everything you could ever imagine. Some say it¡¯s luck, but I disagree.

MY BEST FRIEND is the best I could EVER ask for. He means the world to me, but lives fourteen hours away, and thats rough. People see us together, and constantly are asking me if we are "together" or if we are "dating". I look at them, laugh, and say Us? No. We're just friends. I know one day he will make some lucky girl the happiest thing to walk to earth. Sure we flirt a lot when we are together, but it's just innocent. EVERYTIME I SEE HIM... I get these butterflies that are UNREAL. It's SO SO SO--- Hard being your best friend when you live SO FAR away. On the days I need him, he's there for me. 14 full hours away. Heaven forbid things would ever just work out our way eh? This boy is the one that I can be myself in front of, and he's the boy that I would take over anything else. I would save his life if that ment sending me to heaven, and I care for him too much half the time. I can laugh in front of him, cry when I want to in front of him, and smile because he makes me that happy. THATS A BEST MOTHAA FUCKKINNN FRIENNDDD¢¾

Being different hasn¡¯t always been my thing. I used to follow around all my friends assuming everything they did was right. Then I got into high school, and was shown numerous presentations on drinking and driving, doing drugs, and making bad choices. I decided that wasn¡¯t for me. I wanted to make my parents proud. I would do my best to keep all my marks up; I would go out of my way to make my parents happy. Some say that really makes me different. I always wanted to volunteer and help out. I was and still am one of the hardest workers I know. Sure things get complex, all the time, but I¡¯ve learned to deal. MY BEST FRIEND is the best. I I have learned to put a smile on my face, even on those days you feel like shit. Just because you¡¯re different then someone else, NEVER means you should change. Whether your type of ¡°different¡± is to make a difference, or just be what us humans call ¡°different¡± makes you unique. It¡¯s amazing how people are fast to judge us, and judge the type of person we are.